The Patient Experience: What the IBD Community has to say about Home Infusions

To receive biologic infusions at home or within a medical setting? That is the question. As an IBD mom of three who has done self-injections for 15-plus years, it’s intrigued me to see how many people in the IBD community now receive at-home infusions. This inspired me to dig deeper and hear firsthand what fellow patients have to say about their experience. When polled on Instagram—out of 260 votes, 55% of IBD patients prefer at home infusions compared to 45% who would like to receive their medication in a medical setting. This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s hear advice, guidance, the role insurance plays in all of this, and perspective on treating your IBD at home versus at an infusion clinic or hospital. I learned a lot and I think you will, too!

Discussing Home Infusions with your Care Team

If receiving your infusion at home interests you, here’s what you can do to get the ball rolling on making it happen.

  • Talk with your GI about whether home infusions are an option in your area and if they feel comfortable with you doing so. Discuss the risks and benefits. Your GI will need to write a prescription.
  • Call your insurance and make sure home infusions are covered in your health plan.

Amanda has been doing Remicade infusions at home since the pandemic started and she says it’s been much better for her. Being able to receive her medication at home and cuddle with her 4-year-old daughter and dog are big wins for her. Recently, she also receives daily IV fluids, and thanks to her Port and home health, she’s been able to do it herself.

Amanda: “Home infusions have changed the game for me. They make me feel safer as someone whose immune compromised. I almost always have the same nurse, and I don’t have to commute before or after. How grateful am I!”

She says how you coordinate setting up home infusions is dependent on your insurance. Personally, after talking with her insurance she found a list of home health agencies within 30 miles of her house and called and spoke with a few.

“Some did not administer my medication, some charged separately for nursing fee, and some were not taking new patients. Once I found a good option for my family, the home health company reaches out to your GI doctor, who then sends the script to the Specialty Pharmacy, rather than to an infusion center.”

When Bad Veins and IV issues Set You Back

One of the main reasons I chose to do a self-injection rather than an infusion was because of how horrible my veins are. When I was told I needed to start a biologic during a hospitalization in July 2008, it was the same hospitalization where it took three people and eight tries to start an IV on me. To this day, I’m still a bit fearful of getting IVs because of that traumatic situation. Several people wrote to me with the same concerns—this is something to consider if you typically need a Vein Finder for hospital visits and procedures.

Olivia: “I initially loved the idea of doing infusions at home. My first one went smoothly, the nurse had a bit of trouble finding a vein and drawing blood, but no problems after that. The ability to do my infusion in my bed or on my couch was so much more comfortable than the hospital! But then, the next two infusions, the nurse had trouble getting a vein and one had to be rescheduled because of hospital policy. That infusion took over an hour to find a vein. After that, we spent a month trying to convince insurance to let me go back to the hospital so I could use the ultrasound to get IVs placed. Ever since, I’ve been doing infusions at the hospital. The idea of doing infusions at home was nice, but it didn’t work for my situation.”

Meredith: “I get my Entyvio infusion at home. I don’t love it. It is more convenient than having to go to the hospital/office, but nurses often have trouble starting IVs on me and at home they are the only option. There is no backup and I’ve had a few bad experiences. Things have gotten better because I now have in my profile that I need pediatric needles, but they aren’t the standard, so those types of needles are not always supplied. The insurance decided for me that I would receive my infusions at home because it’s cheaper and since I’ve never had allergic reaction. The service by me is different, but there is no future scheduling. You know around the date that your next infusion is and then you’re contacted one day beforehand with a time. I’m too high strung to be comfortable with that, but it is what it is.”

Much like Amanda, Meredith loves having her dog there for support. When she initially started getting home infusions her dog needed to stay outside the room because she was too interested in what was going on, but now she’s used to the process and equipment and can snuggle.

Heidi: “My insurance made me switch to home infusions. At first, I was nervous because I’m a hard stick and always require a vein finder. I also just felt safer in a hospital setting. But, I’ve been doing home infusions for three years and I love it. I have my “old faithful” vein and I like being in my own home with my own bathroom and other comforts. I also have wonderful nurses whom I look forward to seeing each time. Everything is so much more personal this way.”

Melissa: “Sadly my veins are awful, and I wouldn’t want to chance the one person who comes not being able to get an IV started.”

Concerns from the Community Regarding Home Infusions

Ashley: “With my ulcerative colitis, comes other chronic illnesses. Which is true for a lot of people in our community. I have POTS, so having my infusions done in a healthcare setting is more reassuring for me because there’s more safety nets in place.”

Emilie: “I don’t get my infusions at home anymore (I used to!) because I hated it. The nurse was always texting me to reschedule, I was always having to deal with CVS trying to get my medication delivered on time, and I had to store all the stuff. It also made me feel like a “patient” in my own home. Mentally it was incredibly stressful organizing and coordinating everything and feeling like I was constantly sick because the medical equipment was always around. I much prefer going to an infusion center, where I just show up and they have everything ready to go. Just another perspective—I know a lot of people love getting infusions at home and I’m in the minority, but there are cons to consider.”

Mary: “I don’t currently do an infusion medication, but I have in the past with Remicade. My GI office set home infusions up for me after I did the first few in the office. It was more convenient for me due to the office being about 1.5 hours away from where I live. I was provided with an IV pole to keep at home among other supplies and a nurse came to my house to do the infusion. It was awkward at first, but after a few times it got better. Unfortunately, during one infusion, I had an allergic reaction unexpectedly, during which the nurse had to give me Benadryl and another medication. After that happened, I couldn’t do them at home anymore and had to go to the office. After two more infusions, my GI discovered I wasn’t responding to Remicade anymore and I had to switch to Stelara. The cons are the risk of something happening and not being in a medical setting. Luckily, I had a great nurse who knew what to do.”

Adam: “I prefer the clinic and the reason is, when I was on Humira and had to self-inject, I always worried I didn’t get it in the right spot or the full injection and miss some of my medication. For me, it’s a piece of mind that my infusion is done properly.”

IBD Moms Experience

Miranda was diagnosed with Crohn’s during the height of the pandemic. When she started Entyvio it was in an infusion center, and she felt like she was putting herself and her family at risk each time she went in. By receiving infusions at home, you can potentially be exposed to fewer hospital-acquired infections. This is especially important for individuals with compromised immune systems, as it helps minimize the risk of additional health complications.

“I saw a few ladies (connections on Instagram) who were receiving home infusions, so I asked my doctor about it. He said it would be no problem to connect me with a company in Dallas that handles nursing and medications for in-home infusions. My only obstacle was seeing if my insurance company would approve home nursing. After calling them to go over benefits, my insurance informed me I could receive in-home nursing. I did have to escalate the call to get it pushed through. At the end of the day home infusions were approved. The same company that ships my meds provides nursing. I do have to make a phone call every January to make sure coverage is good, but other than that it’s a flawless process. The nurse and I are close friends.”

Christina: “I specifically told my GI I don’t want to get infusions at home because I like my “me” time in the infusion clinic. Two hours to read my Kindle in peace! I also decline the accelerated rate…perspective changes when you have kids. My nurse jokes they’re my spa days!”

Krista: “I moved to home infusions once I had my daughter. It was more convenient because I didn’t have to find someone to watch my daughter (I had nobody to help or to ask) so that I could attend my infusions. I had a pleasant experience, and the nurse was fantastic. Being able to do infusions in the comfort of my home was fantastic, especially needing an infusion only 2 weeks postpartum, while recovering from a c-section.”

Getting adjusted to receiving medication without support from fellow patients in the room

Kristi has been receiving Remicade at home monthly since January. Her GI office stopped doing infusions at their office due to staffing issues. After a time or two at the hospital-run infusion center, her insurance company called her to see if she’d be interested in home infusions. Since she had been driving an hour each way for years, she jumped at the chance!

“The idea of not having to worry about getting my infusion during a winter storm was enough for me. My doctor’s office was hesitant at first. I was always on board with the idea, and I was shocked to see the cost was similar to my doctor’s office but significantly less than an infusion center. Home infusions have allowed me more flexibility in scheduling. I also feel like my resting period post-infusion is much easier since I’m already home. While I love home infusions, there are some downsides. I don’t think I would have wanted this back years ago when I started infusions. There’s a lot to be said about the community and the support I received just by being in an infusion room with similar patients. It was also nice to be in my doctor’s office monthly, where I could easily report any symptoms, I was having health wise. I am the person that needs to have my house looking perfect before company comes over, so that adds an extra level of stress during an infusion week. It’s also a bit odd to have the nurse here for so many hours. However, I’ve had two nurses so far and they’ve always been very good and very respectful in my home and if I wanted quiet time. Overall, I don’t think I could go back to going somewhere.”

Kristi says now that she doesn’t have the infusion room support, she relies even more on the social media community and the IBD family online. She also loves getting to snuggle with her dog and use him as a heating blanket while she receives her infusion.

Final Thoughts

Balancing the risks vs. benefits. As you’ve read, home infusions are not a one-size-fits-all approach. What works for one person, doesn’t for another. While the benefit of being at home is a big one, having to worry about the sole nurse at your house finding a vein and not knowing if you’re going to have a bad reaction are just some of the cons that can make the experience worrisome for people.

The convenience of home. Home infusions offer the convenience of receiving treatment in the comfort of your own home. This eliminates the need to travel to a medical facility and allows you to maintain your daily routine more easily. For IBD parents and caregivers it alleviates the need of finding childcare. By fitting infusions into your daily life, it helps to reduce the disruption that may come with hospital or infusion center visits. So many of us deal with medical PTSD and having the comfort and familiarity of home can help to ease that burden a bit.

Kat: “I received home infusions for years for UC. My doctor’s office got them set up because I live in a rural area. The pros were the convenience and being in the comfort of my home. The cons were having a stranger in my home for over an hour. Dealing with the company’s billing department was also horrendous.”

A more personalized treatment experience. You can have a dedicated healthcare professional who gets to know you and your specific needs, creating a customized care plan to address your individual symptoms and concerns. Many IBD people I speak with have a close bond with the nurse who visits their home and feel supported during the process.

Jill started on Humira and was later switched to Remicade infusions. She started receiving infusions at the hospital and then her GI recommended she try home infusions to limit exposure to germs.

“My GI’s office took care of the paperwork and I had the choice between two home health companies. This has been a game changer for any guilt I felt around missing work, because the nurse comes to my home and I can continue working on my laptop, if needed. Or I schedule infusions to begin at the end of my work day. I have a great relationship with my home health nurse and she knows me and my veins so well now. I value the relationship and level of care as well as the flexibility I have found with this option. It’s a win for my mental health as well.

Matt received home infusions for seven years. If he could pass along any advice, he says to be even more proactive about your health.

“I had to always coordinate shipments, supplies, and the infusion schedule. The pros are the flexibility and comfort, but the cons are not being at an infusion center where you can unplug and be in your own thoughts.

It’s important to discuss the option of home infusions with your healthcare team to determine if it’s a suitable choice for you. Your care team can address any concerns or questions you may have, educate you on the process, and help you make an informed decision. Remember, you have options and support to manage your IBD effectively, even when it comes to receiving necessary infusions.

The Patient Experience: What the IBD Community Has to Say About Skyrizi

When you hear the word “Skyrizi,” you may think people are referring to an up-and-coming rapper or something fun, but in case you didn’t know, Skyrizi (risankizumab-rzaa) is a biologic drug that was approved to treat Crohn’s disease in June 2022. With the medication only being around for IBD less than 13 months, finding patient experiences wasn’t as “easy” as previous articles I have covered on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s about biologics, but I learned a lot writing this and I think you will gain a better understanding of Skyrizi after reading this, too.

Some background on Skyrizi

Skyrizi was previously approved for moderate to severe plaque psoriasis and active psoriatic arthritis. It’s worth noting that Skyrizi is the first treatment for Crohn’s that targets the interleukin-23 (IL-23) protein, which is responsible for inflammation in our bodies. By going after IL-23, Skyrizi helps reduce inflammation that can contribute to Crohn’s symptoms.

When it comes to dosing, patients receive an intravenous (IV) infusion that lasts about an hour at week 0, week 4, and week 8, followed by a self-administered subcutaneous injection with an on-body injector (OBI) at week 12 and every 8 weeks after that. This whole OBI situation is incredibly intriguing to me. I’ve been doing Humira injections for 15 years (!) this week, so I’m used to self-injecting, but knowing technology like the OBI exists gives hope to people who are fearful of needles and having to give themselves a shot. We’ll get into more about the OBI and what fellow patients have to say later in the article.

As far as safety, prior to starting Skyrizi, it’s advised that your GI order lab work that looks at your liver function. If results come back abnormal, this may not be the right drug for you. If you are in the family planning stages, pregnant, or breastfeeding, speak to your doctor. You can also enroll in the ongoing PIANO study, which looks at the safety and efficacy of IBD medications during pregnancy and beyond. Since Skyrizi is so new to the game, research is needed to help pave the way for IBD moms and their children.

Let’s hear from the patient perspective

Prior to starting Skyrizi in February (2023), Stelara failed Stéphane. I’m always careful with how I word this—and I wish all patients and healthcare providers would be conscious of not saying “the patient failed” anything—at the end of the day, it’s the drug that fails us. Stéphane says he didn’t start feeling a response until this month (July)—just before his second OBI (on-body injection). Although his calprotectin started to respond positively in May.

“The good is that I’ve responded and feel better. The bad is that we don’t know how long my response will last or how much it’ll stop inflammation and the formation of strictures. I’ve responded to Remicade, Entyvio, Stelara, but I’ve also developed strictures and had surgeries on all of them. I can hope that Skyrizi won’t continue this dire and disappointing record.”

Megan says before she started Skyrizi she was on the path to an ostomy. Entyvio had failed her, and she was experiencing perianal Crohn’s symptoms that were keeping her from being the mom, wife, and employee she wanted to be.

“My medical team and I decided to start Skyrizi and plan for a temporary ostomy to help my symptoms while we waited for the medication to take effect. After my second Skyrizi infusion, I noticed significant improvement in my symptoms! My bowel movements were more regular, there was a decrease in drainage from my setons, and I had less pain overall. Given my positive response to the medication, we were able to table ostomy surgery. I was extremely relieved and grateful that I had such a quick response to Skyrizi.”

Maha went on Skyrizi after the biologic she was on failed her after six years. As she was reeling from the reality that the biologic that had put her into clinical remission could suddenly not work anymore, she was hesitant and nervous about how to decide the next treatment options.

“After reviewing all of my options with my doctor, I chose Skyrizi based on data and evidence, and also on a gut feeling that this might be the right next step. I’m happy to report that I was right, and in the time that I’ve been on Skyrizi, I’ve achieved a state of remission I could only dream of, with no side effects!”

Elizabeth was in the clinical trial for Skyrizi. She says the biologic “changed her life.” After fighting a Crohn’s flare for seven years, it’s been the only medication that’s wrangled her disease under control.

Kelly started to flare last Fall, because of a loss of response to Remicade (infliximab). Her gastroenterologist suggested Skyrizi as an option that aligned with her drug priorities: namely safety and efficacy.

“The drug has very good data behind it, and she had heard of excellent response in the clinical trials. But it was very new to GIs across the US. It was a gamble, but one that we both thought was worth trying.”

Unfortunately, Kelly dealt with significant problems and delays with her prior authorization and needed to use the AbbVie Bridge Program to get her first infusion dose covered.

“My insurance company used my participation in the Bridge Program as a reason to deny my coverage for the drug. But AbbVie anticipated this issue and has several support programs that cover longer use of the drug and help with deductibles until insurance companies change their policies about drug coverage. I strongly believe that the months of stress and anxiety and daily hours-long phone calls to try to get this drug covered and delivered seriously exacerbated my flare symptoms,” said Kelly.

This cat and mouse game is something far too many of us can relate to. It’s sickening and ridiculous what chronic illness patients have to go through month after month, just to receive medication on time. Kelly was constantly anxious and worried about whether her Skyrizi would be covered.

Kelly tells me her first two infusions were easy and that she had almost zero side effects aside from very mild fatigue, like her normal Crohn’s baseline.

Kelly’s final Skyrizi induction infusion

“My third infusion was a little heavier hitting, like how Remicade infusions felt: a pronounced bit of fatigue, headache and brain fog that lasted less than a day. It was very tolerable. I didn’t have to premedicate before the infusions either, although my doctor had started me on budesonide to try to control the inflammation and keep the flare from getting worse while we waited for the Skyrizi to kick in.”

Cassandra says this is her third biologic and the whole experience in and of itself has been a bit nerve wracking. She lives in Canada and was the first to receive Skyrizi in her city.

“I didn’t love being the first, having the nurses learn on me, not knowing what to expect was difficult as I typically try finding online forums where others share their experiences. So far, I feel ok with it. Skyrizi hasn’t gotten me into remission, but we will see how it goes!”

The OBI (On-Body Injector)

Like anything new, getting used to a new medication and the mode of delivery can have a bit of an adjustment period. You wear the device on your thigh or abdomen for 5 minutes while the medication gets into your skin.

Kelly – “The neat thing about Skyrizi is the Obi, or on-body injector. It’s a brand-new device that is halfway between an infusion and an injection. It’s a small rectangular device with adhesive on the whole back that sticks to your leg. The needle in the device is tiny and I had zero sensation or pain. The button to trigger the needle is large and doesn’t have the same kind of chunky CLICK that the Humira pens do, which was nice and felt less aggressive and intimidating. Because the device infuses the medication into your body over several minutes, it uses an electronic pump. This means you cannot wear your fitness device or Apple watch or have your phone anywhere near it while you’re doing the injection.”

Kelly says she expected to have difficulty with the adhesive since it covered such a large area of skin and was strong. Other than mild discomfort while peeling it off (like taking off a band-aid), her skin didn’t have any other reaction.

Stéphane-“The written instructions for Skyrizi make the self-administering with the on-body injection unnecessarily complicated. I counted 33 warnings of what not to do, something that just generates anxiety. In fact, it’s simple and easy and the Skyrizi video they provide on the website is far more confidence-inspiring and useful.”

Stéphane says it’s helpful to watch the video after reading the instructions. He says the video is good at stripping the process down to essentials and showing that the injection process is in fact easy.

“The front of the thigh is simpler than the stomach because it naturally offers the flat, smooth, easily accessible space you need to place the injector. You clean the small end of the vial, stick it into the injector so it clicks, close injector door, clean area of skin, take the two strips off the back (top first), place it on your thigh and press down the adhesive, then press forcefully on button of injector,” he said.

Jessica made the switch to Skyrizi after being on Stelara. So far, she hasn’t experienced side effects and the medication has kept her Crohn’s in remission.

“The new on-body injector technology is weird and takes some getting used, but overall, it’s painless. It’s just been a little complicated to learn. If there’s a lump on your skin after you take the injector off. She says it goes away. While the needle doesn’t hurt, Jessica feels as the medicine goes into your system you start to feel more pressure.”

So far, Megan has completed two OBIs at home. She says the OBI is extremely easy to use. She’s done Humira, Stelara, Cimzia, and methotrexate in the past and says the OBI for Skyrizi is the easiest and least painful.

“I like to head to a secluded area, so I don’t chance my son trying to wrestle or play and accidentally knock it out of place. (IBD mom hack!) While I still have hard days and I’m not symptom-free, my hard days are much less frequent than before starting Skyrizi!”

Cassandra-“The OBI is amazing. I have been getting IVs monthly/every other month for 9 years, so to not have to get an IV has been wonderful. I have grown to really hate them and have had some bad experiences getting IVs so to not have to face that has made a world of difference. The OBI is so simple, so quick, and relatively painless (though I have felt some slight pinching/stinging). All in all, it’s very simple and I find the mechanism very innovative and cool! I haven’t had any side effects yet, aside from injection site swelling and redness the day of.”

Maha-“The best part is the ease with which I can do my Skyrizi injections via the on-body injector: it’s painless, quick, and honestly I forget that I have to do them until my next injection rolls around.”

Benefits of utilizing the Nurse Ambassador Program
Much like other biologics on the market, patients can tap into the free Nurse Ambassadors on hand to help ease the transition to Skyrizi. These nurses provide invaluable guidance and comfort every step of the way. Not only is utilizing these programs beneficial for patients, but also caregivers who may be helping to administer medication.

Kelly-“The device is so new, and the instructions can be long and a little complicated, but AbbVie has a nurse ambassador program that is free for all patients. I cannot recommend the program enough. My nurse ambassador came to my house before I even received the first infusion dose and answered all my hundreds of questions about the expected side effects, the rate of response, and showed me a demonstration with the OBI. It was helpful to get comfortable with the training device. My nurse ambassador also showed up to my house for my first injection and walked me through each step and was excellent at providing support.”

Natalie started Skyrizi infusions in May, 2 infusions down, 1 more to go before she starts with the OBI. She says while she hasn’t experienced huge benefits yet, she’s still hopeful. This is her first biologic and she’s appreciative of how helpful the AbbVie nurse has been through the process.

“I am still pretty new to this myself, but talking with the Skyrizi nurse has helped a great deal, especially getting their co-pay program and just having someone to check in on you.”

Jessica– “AbbVie has an amazing support system, and you can always have a nurse ambassador visit you in person or Facetime you. When I FaceTime the nurse, she guides me through it. Just talking to her while the injector is on for five minutes has made a difference.”

Cassandra-“I live in Canada, so things may be different elsewhere, but Skyrizi is the first biologic where I was sent a “Welcome package” which had a little health/wellness goal setter, appointment tracking sheets, a large needle disposable cartridge for my used injectors, and a mini cooler with reusable ice packs. I was super impressed, and it was fun and cute to receive. I have used the nurse ambassador a few times, especially at the beginning. It’s nice to ask questions or voice concerns with them. Having a nurse ambassador gives me peace of mind.”

Maha-“I really appreciate AbbVie’s commitment to patient education and support through their Skyrizi Hub which provides insurance specialists, nurse ambassadors, and an on-call line to help with any medical or financial concerns! My nurse ambassador walked me through my first injection and has followed up with me regularly to check on my progress both in terms of clinical symptoms and also quality of life!”

Struggling with the “newness” of being a biologic the first year it’s approved for IBD

Kelly ended up flaring badly between her third induction infusions and the fourth dose (her first at home injection). She met with her GI several times, discussing what to do. Since Skyrizi is such a new IBD drug, there really isn’t any extensive anecdotal evidence or patient stories about whether it be worth it to continue the drug, or if she would be considered a “primary non-responder.”

“We struggled with what criteria to use to determine if I just needed to wait longer or if I needed to switch drugs. My GI reached out to the Skyrizi sales rep for their practice and was told not to give up on the drug before 24-26 weeks because clinical trials did show that a non-trivial number of outliers did capture response to the drug later than the expected 8-12 weeks that was seen with most primary responders. At 14 weeks, I could tell that I wasn’t seeing any response to the drug because I was tracking my symptoms, daily bowel movements and pain. It was helpful to have that data to show us in black and white that I wasn’t doing well.”

Looking at the reality of the data and watching her symptoms escalate and her inflammation creep higher and higher despite the steroids and Skyrizi, Kelly and her care team made the decision to discontinue Skyrizi and move to another drug.

“It’s hard to hear from so many medical professionals that a drug with only about a 40% response rate is considered a raving success in the GI community. For me, that’s an enormous number of people who did not respond to this drug. I wish very much I had been one of them, because it’s scary and upsetting when you burn through a drug and cannot go back to it in the future because of possible antibody development.” says Kelly.

Ultimately, the decision to try a medication is a highly personal decision, one that should be made well-informed and jointly with your GI healthcare provider.

Maha says, “My experience with Skyrizi has affirmed that there is hope in all the new therapeutic modalities that are coming out, and that they can offer patients a strong quality of life while delivering treatment as minimally invasive as possible.”

Interested in reading previous Light’s Camera Crohn’s Patient Experience articles about other biologics?

Read them here:

Humira

Remicade

Entyvio

Stelara

Click here to check out the Skyrizi website.

Recognizing the touchpoints of independence along your IBD patient journey

Take yourself back to the very first time you needed medical attention for your IBD (but didn’t know it yet). Close your eyes for a moment. Who was that person? Do you know them anymore? How have you changed and transformed since that life changing day?

I was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease July 23, 2005, at age 21. I was blindsided by a chronic illness after growing up as a literal picture of health. A three-sport, in shape athlete, who had never even had an ear infection or been to an emergency room. As a recent college graduate, my world flipped upside down as I struggled to find my way in the real world.

Now, 17 years later, I can tell you firsthand what I, you, and so many others have endured on our patient journeys and how each experience (even the mundane) serves as monumental touchpoints for gaining independence and confidence in making you a more empowered and direct patient. 

Let me paint the picture clearly for you

The first time you bravely laid in an emergency room bed and every time there after—not knowing the tests, pokes and probs, and physical scrutiny you were about to go through. 

How it feels to be wheeled by a stranger through stark hallways to CT scans, MREs, and scopes, wondering what the results will be on the other side and the repercussions for more medications, a longer hospital stay, or surgery.

The difference a couple months makes–pre-diagnosis in May 2005 and 2 months after 60 mg of prednisone a day and 22 pills a day.

What it’s like when you say goodbye to loved ones and they roll you into the OR and you’re shaking like a leaf, all alone and feeling frail and broken, alone with your thoughts and prayers.

The number of moments you’ve watched nurses and even rapid response nurses fumble with IV’s try after IV try and when it’s been more than five, you find your voice from that point forward and start only giving medical professionals two tries before it’s on to the next.

How it feels at the butt crack of dawn when the world is sleeping and the hospital is bustling, waking you abruptly to get more vitals and more labs and you lay alone, haggard, frustrated, and delirious. 

The moment when your GI has a heart to heart with you about starting a biologic and having to determine for yourself what route is your preference—infusion or self-injection. Would you rather sit for hours hooked up to an IV drip or sit on your couch with your kids looking on as you inflict pain on yourself. 

The times you’ve sat up in the middle of the night wide awake thanks to the prednisone kicking in while the rest of your world is asleep wondering if you’ll ever regain some semblance of control of life.

What it’s like trying to eat meals inconspicuously with your family while they not so subtly watch each bite and every trip to the bathroom with sadness and worry in their eyes.

How it felt driving to a first date or a job interview and feeling like your IBD is a dark secret looming over the conversation and not knowing when to take down your walls and share. 

Listening to your friends make comments about health and energy without considering what your experience with a chronic, debilitating illness may be like since you look well on the outside. 

What it feels like to look at your reflection in the hospital bathroom. Battered arms, sunken in eyes, a shell of who you used to be. But as soon as you walk out of the door, putting a soft smile on to protect your visitors from worry. 

What it’s like to sit on an airplane or be on a road trip with others and silently worrying about whether you’ll be able to make it and what your game plan will be. 

When you’re up in the middle of the night doing the second half of colonoscopy prep and wondering ‘why me’ in your 20s and 30s, feeling isolated in the physical, mental, and emotional anguish the process puts you through year after year. 

What you’ve internalized each time someone dumbs down your IBD, offers up ridiculous remedies or goes into a discourse about their aunt’s brother’s cousin who “healed” their Crohn’s this way. 

When you’ve waved the white flag and alerted family and friends that you needed help or to be seen in the hospital after doing as much fighting as you could against your own body.

The first time you bravely looked down at your incision and saw your body forever changed and came to see your scars as battle wounds. 

Waking up each day not knowing what the next 10 minutes will feel like for you and getting after it anyway. 

Not knowing if you’ll find your person, but meeting people and having the courage to share about your health issues, even if there are heartbreaks and disappointments along the way.

Deciding to have a baby and discussing family planning, despite all the what ifs and becoming a parent because that’s what you hoped for prior to your IBD. 

Landing that dream job with your IBD in your back pocket, not letting the detours stop you from finding the path you were meant to go on. 

Celebrate the independence you’ve discovered

The list goes on and on! No matter how old you are when diagnosed with IBD, in that moment we are robbed of our naivety and thoughts of invincibility, and we’re forced to go on a lifelong war and conquest. Our bodies no longer feel like ours. Our dreams feel in disarray. Our people may change and not be who you thought they were. Our hearts may break, but like a phoenix this disease can build you up just as much as it breaks you down. 

The reprieve of remission, while not perfect or without symptoms has enabled me to breathe and regain my grounding. In 2015, after three back-to-back bowel obstructions and 18 inches of my small intestine, Meckel’s diverticulum, and appendix removed, there was only one way to go and that was up. 

Give yourself grace. Celebrate the independence you’ve discovered that you may not be able to have realized until you’re years out like it took me. And when you’re in the hospital, in for a routine clinic visit or for labs, taking your meds and balancing every daily decision against how it will make your IBD feel, you’ll come to realize what you take on and all you accomplish every day just to survive and thrive, makes you something special. While you may feel dependent on others—and the support of caretakers and a support system can’t be understated, neither can the endless strength that lies within you.

A Switch in Specialty Pharmacies? How to Handle the Transition

Coordinating medication through specialty pharmacies is somewhat of an artform for chronic illness patients. Unless you deal with managing this monthly, you may be unaware of the endless time and energy that goes into making sure all the ducks are in a row to keep everything on schedule with your gastroenterologist, insurance, and pharmacy.

A few weeks back, I received a letter in the mail explaining that beginning January 1, 2022, my Humira would be handled through a different specialty pharmacy. As soon as I saw the letter my first gut reaction was that I was being switched to a biosimilar. Upon further reading, I learned that Alliance RX Walgreens, my specialty pharmacy, will now be Accredo (through Express Scripts).

Letter I received from my previous specialty pharmacy.

What now?

As a patient who has been on Humira since July 2008, this is the fifth time I have had to switch specialty pharmacies. Previously, it was because I switched employers and had different insurance. This time around my husband’s insurance switched specialty pharmacies. And even though this is far from my first rodeo—as a person who depends on a biologic every 2 weeks, I worry about a lapse in my medication, so I’m being proactive by communicating the change with my care team.

The letter stating the change said everything for my Humira would automatically be switched over, as long as there were refills remaining. I wasn’t sure if I had refills.

Communicating with your care team

With the New Year holiday being this past week, I went ahead and wrote my GI on the Patient Portal. Here’s the correspondence so you see how it all played out from the back end (no pun intended!)

Hi Dr. G and team,

Wanted to give you a heads up that I received a letter that beginning Jan. 1 my specialty pharmacy that I go through for my Humira prescription will switch from Alliance RX Walgreens to Accredo (Express Scripts).

The letter states that my prescription will transfer automatically as long as I had refills on file with Alliance. I just wanted to make sure that was the case and that there was nothing we needed to do on our end to ensure a smooth transfer.

My next Humira injection is Monday, Jan 10–so I’ll be scheduling a delivery next week.

Thanks!

Natalie

Good morning, Natalie,

I updated your chart (removed Alliance Rx and put in Accredo) as your specialty pharmacy. I did send in a new prescription for your Humira to Accredo this morning that way they would have it. It does look like your prior authorization previously expired. I have notified Lori so that she is aware that a new auth may be required. I did want to verify with you that your insurance coverage will remain the same going into the new year?

Thank you for the heads up, we always appreciate it.

Thanks SO much. Yes, my insurance coverage is the same (has not changed). Appreciate your follow up!

Natalie

You’re very welcome. That sounds great, I have notified Lori so that she is aware that your insurance will remain the same, that way she can work on that new prior auth if it’s needed.

Perfect, thanks so much! Do you know if Accredo will contact me next week to schedule delivery or if I contact them the first go-around?

Natalie,

I would suggest contacting them. Lori is aware that we will likely need a new prior auth but you contacting them to schedule delivery will also initiate that process (if needed).

Will do– that’s helpful to know. I’ll plan to call them on Monday to get the ball rolling. Thanks for all your help, have a Happy New Year!

When someone receives medication from a specialty pharmacy know they are on the phone coordinating delivery every month, making sure prior authorizations, insurance, and drug savings cards are all in check. It’s like a never-ending homework assignment that’s constantly looming. Many specialty pharmacies have apps to help “simplify” the process for patients, but I’ve found that the times I’ve tried to use apps in the past, I still receive a phone call about ordering my Humira and never know if my online order even went through. Call me “old school” but I still prefer to order my medication over the phone each month for the past 13-plus years. Find what works best for you and stick with it!

As you can see, it’s helpful to have a care team that responds promptly on the Patient Portal and helps you navigate the ins and outs of ordering your biologic. Rather than being unsure and worried about when and how I’ll receive my next Humira delivery, I now feel confident that it will be a seamless transition. I highly recommend grabbing the reins and checking so you don’t end up in a situation where you’re scrambling to get your medicine on time. Being proactive saves everyone involved a lot of headaches.

IBD Motherhood Unplugged: My Personal PIANO Study Results

As an IBD mom of three who stayed on my Humira (adalimumab) injections until late into my third trimester with all my pregnancies, I recognized the importance of contributing to ongoing research about the safety and efficacy of biologics. When I was approached to participate in the PIANO (Pregnancy Inflammatory bowel disease And Neonatal Outcomes) study for my pregnancy this past year I jumped at the opportunity. While I knew staying on my medication until 37 weeks pregnant would pass Humira through to my baby and that it is considered to be safe, I didn’t know much beyond that.

My son Connor is 8 weeks today. The day of my C-section blood samples were taken from him, me, and my umbilical cord. The purpose of the samples was to measure the concentration of the Humira at the time of delivery. The process in the hospital was simple. Detailed instructions were mailed to me at home ahead of time. When I walked into the hospital for my scheduled C-section my husband and I handed over a small box that included three vials, an ice pack, and proper packaging for the transfer from St. Louis to California to the nurse who was prepping me for surgery. Once all the samples were ready to go my husband made a quick stop at FedEx to hand over the package and voila the science of it all was on its way.

The Results

The past few weeks we’ve anxiously awaited the results. This week, we received them. I have an almost 4.5-year-old son, a 2.5-year-old daughter, and a newborn. With each pregnancy—Crohn’s-wise, the experience was flawless. I felt like a “normal” person. Foods that typically trigger me, didn’t cause any issues. If I wanted a cup of coffee, I didn’t pay the price. It felt glorious to have zero abdominal pain for all those months and know that my babies were thriving in utero. I credit my own health and deep remission and my children’s health to the fact that I chose to follow my care team’s recommendations and stay on Humira until the final weeks of my pregnancies.

When the results popped up in my email inbox, I was nursing Connor. I felt a few emotions, more than I had anticipated. I hesitated to open it. Even though I could see Reid and Sophia watching TV and know how healthy they are, it still made me feel a rush of mom guilt to know that I needed a heavy-duty medication to bring all three of my children into this world and that even though studies like PIANO have shown the safety profile, that as IBD moms we still worry and wish we didn’t need to do injections or get infusions while a life is growing inside of us.

I texted my husband Bobby while he was at work and expressed how I was feeling. His response, “It’s all good babe, I’m sure it’s emotional but kids are all healthy and in good shape so just thankful for that. You did good.” Having a supportive partner through your patient journey and especially through parenthood makes all the difference.

Here are my PIANO study findings. I stopped medication at 37 weeks, and my last injection was 16 days prior to C-Section and this blood test.

My blood—7.3 mcg/mL

Connor’s blood—6.8 mcg/mL

Cord blood—5.9 mcg/mL

When I saw the numbers, my eyes filled with tears. Even though just looking at the numbers didn’t mean a whole lot, it just showed me that my baby had medication in his system, and it made me feel sad. I knew this would be the case—but I want to be transparent that it did upset me, even though I know it was for the best and have seen how my other children have thrived despite their exposure.

I waited to share this so the PIANO study’s lead organizer, Dr. Uma Mahadevan could weigh in and provide further explanation for not only myself, but for our community. She told me that in the PIANO study,  the concentration of Humira for baby on average is 9.4 mcg/ml (range 2.5-26) and for moms 25 mcg/ml (range 0-56.4). As stated above, I was at 7.3 mcg/ml and Connor was 6.8 mcg/ml.

“Cord blood is the blood from the baby that is left in the umbilical cord and placenta after birth. It comes from the baby, so those concentrations are similar. Beginning around week 14 of pregnancy the placenta has a receptor called FcRn. This grabs antibody by the “Fc” portion and pulls it actively from mom to baby. This is most efficient in the third trimester when 80% of antibody transfer occurs. Since Humira is an antibody, it gets pulled across the placenta as well.”

Dr. Mahadevan went on to say that baby often has more drug at birth than the mom, but that was not the case for me. The PIANO study has shown several positive outcomes for IBD moms:

  • There is not an association between the amount of drug present in a baby at birth with infections.
  • Even though there was no increased risk of infection seen based on exposure to anti-TNF or on drug level at birth, in theory these babies (like Connor) are considered immunocompromised until no drug is present. For Humira that’s about 3 months, for Remicade (infliximab) that’s about six months.

“My advice to moms is that all the risks to the baby seem to come from disease flare rather than from medication. In a large French study, the risk of infection in baby was in moms who flared in the third trimester, not based on anti-TNF exposure. Risk of pre-term birth is increased with disease activity, not with anti-TNF medication. Risk of miscarriage comes with disease activity, not anti-TNF use. There is a clear and significant risk from having a flare during pregnancy. Compared to babies of IBD moms not exposed to medications, there is no evidence of increased harm to the baby (at least out to 4 years of age) from TNF exposure,” explained Dr. Mahadevan.

Hearing this was music to my ears and was extremely comforting. Point being—there’s a much greater likelihood of pregnancy complications if your IBD is not managed and if you flare than if you stay on your medication and keep your IBD controlled.

“We have completed our breastfeeding study which showed very minimal transfer (a fraction of what transfers by placental blood) and no evidence of harm to baby for breastfeeding when a mother is on anti-TNF.”

Knowing this about breastfeeding gives me great peace of mind as I continue the journey with my son, while still managing my Crohn’s by taking my Humira.

I also want to add that Dr. Mahadevan and her research team have been a huge support to me throughout the entire study. When she read a draft of this article and saw how I felt when I received the email with the blood results, she asked for recommendations about how to better deliver the findings to women. This meant a lot—I suggested sharing the range in blood concentration similar to how lab results are delivered on a patient portal and following up with an email or phone call to explain what the numbers mean further. Those touchpoints of support can make a big difference. I also shared my results over the patient portal with my GI and she called me to discuss them as well, which was helpful.

Interested in participating in the PIANO study? There’s always a need for more women to enroll! So far, 1,700 women have done so. There’s especially a need for women on newer drugs like Stelara, Entyvio, and Xeljanz. Click here to get involved.