Ever look in the toilet and much to your surprise you see a full pill in your stool? I’ve been there—and so many of us in the IBD community can unfortunately relate. Our unique digestive systems put us at much greater risk for malabsorption problems. For those of us with Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis, it can be a challenge to retain nutrients in the small intestine—such as proteins, fats, sugars, vitamins, and minerals and this can also pose issues when it comes to receiving the benefits of medications.
This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we explore the various issues those of us in the IBD community may encounter when trying to absorb medications and the strategies employed to overcome these challenges. I ran an Instagram poll and asked our community: “If you have IBD, have you dealt with issues absorbing nutrients and certain medications?” Of the 175 people who responded, 47% said “yes” they have a problem with malabsorption and 50% had “no idea” if they do.
The reason why
You may be wondering why or if you are at risk of having issues absorbing new or current medications. Let’s look at the reasons why many of us deal with this issue:
Altered Gastrointestinal Transit Time: In IBD, chronic inflammation can lead to changes in the motility of the gastrointestinal tract. Fluctuations in transit time through the digestive system can impact the absorption of medications, as they may not spend sufficient time in the intestines for proper uptake.
Intestinal Mucosal Damage: The inflammation associated with IBD often results in damage to the mucosal lining of the intestines. This compromised barrier can affect the absorption of medications, making it difficult for drugs to pass through the intestinal wall and enter the bloodstream effectively.
Drug Formulation and Coating Issues: Some medications are formulated to release their active ingredients at specific points along the digestive tract. In individuals with IBD, variations in pH levels, inflammation, and mucosal damage may interfere with the intended drug release, reducing the medication’s efficacy.
Nutrient Interference: Medications are sometimes absorbed through the same pathways as essential nutrients. Malabsorption issues in IBD can lead to competition between medications and nutrients for absorption sites, potentially reducing the effectiveness of both.
Impact of Surgical Interventions: For those of us who have undergone surgical procedures, such as bowel resection, ostomy, or Jpouch, the anatomy of our digestive tract is altered. Surgical changes can significantly impact the absorption of medications, requiring adjustments in dosage or alternative administration routes. The small bowel, with its large surface area and high blood flow, is the most important site of drug absorption. Personally, I’ve had 18 inches of my small intestine removed along with my terminal ileum and ileocecal valve. The larger amount of small bowel removed, the greater likelihood you will deal with drug absorption issues.
What IBD patients have to say about malabsorption and medications
One of the many struggles patients face is knowing whether the medications they are on for everything from mental health to fertility are being absorbed into their bodies. Here’s what the patient community had to share about their experiences. All quotes are anonymous to protect patient privacy.
“I found that my Wellbutrin was landing in my bag whole, so my doctor broke the dose up into 4 smaller amounts instead of once daily—I’m not seeing the pill in my bag anymore and I am getting the intended benefits. I also was prescribed an opium tincture to take ahead of those pills to help give them their best chance at dissolving.”
“I had to start taking anti-depressants that were dissolvable. Unfortunately, there’s not a ton of options. When I switched to dissolvable from tablet/capsule oral, it made a huge difference.”
“In the past I was on Wellbutrin which came in an Extended-Release pill, and I would often see the pill come out whole. I mentioned this to my doctor, and she was able to get an Immediate Release version prescribed. If someone is on an Extended-Release med this may be an option for easier absorption. A compound pharmacy may be able to make it if it’s not already available in immediate release form.”
“The only difference was I had to take the immediate release version 3x a day vs. once a day for extended release.”
“I’ve really been struggling, and my psychiatrist suggested an absorption problem and recommended a patch, but my insurance denied it.”
“I’m a med student in the UK with Crohn’s. If you look up your selected antidepressant (amitriptyline, sertraline, etc.) on the British National Formulary, there’s usually a bunch of different formulations of the drug, either in pill form, patch, depot injection, liquid suspension, etc. If the desired delivery method is not available for that specific drug (like not for fluoxetine, but you still want an SSRI), you can scroll down to other drugs in class, check for interactions with current meds, guidance also for hepatic or renal impairment, pregnancy, the works. It’s entirely free and very user friendly.”
“I had trouble with absorption this summer when I was waiting to get my hiatal hernia fixed and acid was eroding my esophagus and medication before it could make it into my digestive tract, but I have surgery in July and continue to fail antidepressants and have other health issues that are unexplainable (exhausted and starving all the time for example) so hearing this input is so helpful to me.”
“I switched from Effexor capsules to tablets and I wasn’t digesting them at all. I frequently saw them in the toilet bowl and had to switch back to capsules and just take two.”
“I’m on an antidepressant and it just rips me up. I have absorption issues with everything.”
“I’ve always been on liquid anti-depressants just to make sure I am absorbing all of it with my ostomy.”
“I haven’t had any issues with my Zoloft!”
“I am currently on Celexa and occasional Xanax, no issues.”
“I’ve always had a slight suspicion about whether my Crohn’s is the reason my antidepressants don’t work.”
“I take an antidepressant that is dissolved on the tongue. Lamictal. It’s a mood stabilizer also used to treat anxiety and depression. Just started it, so far so good. Everything else went right through me. It’s been a struggle finding the right fit. SSRIs are awful and with an ostomy (at least in my experience).”
“On occasion during more severe flares I’ve noticed undissolved pills that I’ve mentioned to my GI. The advice was to keep an eye on it and if I continued seeing them, we’d need to reassess but thankfully those episodes were intermittent. I am, however, going to bring this up to my shrink because my response to meds is usually very suboptimal. Don’t think there are other forms available other than pills, but something to keep in mind.”
“Sublinguals are another good option for IBD patients for better absorption. I take a few of my supplements sublingually and my levels have been maintained well!”
“Not sure about anti-depressants. But I take the liquid form of many nutritional supplements for better absorption like Vitamin D and Vit B-12. I find I absorb it better that way. Of course, injecting is even better in terms of absorption, and I have occasionally had B-12 injections.”
“A good time for a reminder to always look at your poo. If you see what you think is a pill, make a note and if you see it more than once, contact your doctor. Some pills I may split for more surface area or open capsule (maracas) into spoon of applesauce, if it doesn’t compromise the med.”
“When I was in the hospital, docs would give everything they could IV because of the concern about absorption. It’s never come up outpatient for me though.”
Added concerns and considerations for Ostomates, JPouches, and Short Gut
According to The Ostomy Files: The Issue of Oral Medication and a Fecal Ostomy, “Because portions of the intestinal tract have been removed or bypassed, people with an ileostomy or colostomy may experience difficulty in absorbing and, therefore, gaining maximum benefit from oral medications. The shorter the length of the remaining bowel, the greater the problem of absorption, particularly in the ileum.”
Generally, people with descending or sigmoid colostomies absorb medications as well as people who do not have an ostomy. However, “enteric-coated tablets, time-release products, or large tablets” are designed for gradual absorption along the entire intestine (the ileum AND the colon).
The article goes on to share a helpful trick to do at home, “Place the tablet in a glass of water and record the amount of time it takes for the tablet to begin to dissolve. If the tablet begins to dissolve in 30 minutes, most likely it can be adequately absorbed in the body. Patients should be instructed not to crush tablets without first checking with the pharmacist because the practice may expose the medication to gastric fluids, which could cause gastric upset or inactivate the drug.”
Amalia Karlin, MS, RDN, Owner of the Ostomy Dietitian, says, “When a portion of the bowel is removed, psychiatric medications have less time in the gastrointestinal tract to be fully absorbed. This may lead to medications coming out in the ostomy bag still intact. Fast transit time amongst the ostomy population in combination with having an ileostomy, specifically, are additional risks for pill remnants ending up in the bag. Troubleshooting this issue may require changing the timing of the medication and the foods with which the medication is taken to slow down and thicken ostomy output and give the medication the best chance of being fully absorbed. Ostomates should share these concerns with the physician managing their psychiatric medication.”
Amalia urges patients to ask the following questions:
What is the release action of the medication?
Is the pill a tablet, capsule, etc.?
Are you seeing pill remnants in your bag?
What foods are you eating them with (we want to slow output when taking these drugs)
Ostomates I spoke with say liquid iron helps them more than capsules for boosting hemoglobin levels.
“I have trouble with absorption due to my ileostomy. My anti-depressants had to be changed because I could not absorb Long Acting or Extended-Release meds. They are too hard and did not break down. I also need to get B12 injections every three weeks because of deficiencies.”
Medications that don’t dissolve quickly may be absorbed inadequately, making some medications ineffective. According to an article entitled, “Medication Considerations for People with an Ostomy,” Medications that may not be absorbed adequately include certain antimicrobial agents, digoxin, mesalamine, levothyroxine, and oral contraceptives.Enteric-coated or extended-release medications should be avoided by those with an ileostomy because the medication is absorbed or partially absorbed in the colon.”
It’s advised that prior to ostomy or extensive bowel resection surgery, patients and caregivers discuss how surgery will impact the way medication is absorbed moving forward. Ostomates and those with short gut syndrome should monitor output and look for undissolved pills or capsules. If you see your medication intact after it’s been ingested, make sure to alert your care team. Having care providers (especially those outside of the GI space), who are knowledgeable and understand how those with IBD often have unique bowel integrity, makes all the difference.
To assure proper absorption medications can be prescribed in the following ways:
Liquid
Soluble tablet
Transdermal patch (an adhesive patch that delivers medication into the blood stream)
Sublingual (under the tongue)
Buccal (placing medication between gum and cheek)
Parenteral (means “beyond the intestine”—an injection)
If you are receiving medications in one of these formats and still not reaching the therapeutic range, it’s not unusual to be prescribed above the recommended dose. It’s important as patients we understand that our prior surgeries can effect not only prescriptions, but over-the-counter medications, too.
According to this study, “the effectiveness of oral contraceptives might potentially be reduced in women with Crohn’s disease who have small-bowel involvement and malabsorption. Due to the nature of how family planning goes with IBD, it’s imperative women with IBD communicate openly with their OB and GI to avoid unintended pregnancy, as timing and trying to get pregnant while in a remission state is optimal for both mom and baby.
Strategies to Overcome Medication Absorption Challenges
Individualized Treatment Plans: Tailoring medication regimens to the specific needs of each patient is crucial. Healthcare providers must consider the severity and location of inflammation, as well as any surgical history, to optimize drug absorption.
Alternative Administration Routes: For individuals with severe absorption challenges, alternative routes of administration, such as intravenous or subcutaneous injections, may be considered. These routes bypass the gastrointestinal tract, ensuring direct delivery of medications into the bloodstream.
Monitoring and Adjusting Dosages: Regular monitoring of medication levels in the blood allows healthcare providers to adjust dosages as needed. This personalized approach ensures that therapeutic levels are maintained despite potential absorption difficulties.
Final Thoughts
Medication absorption issues for those of us with IBD poses a significant hurdle. By recognizing the unique challenges, we face, healthcare providers can develop personalized treatment plans that address absorption issues and optimize therapeutic outcomes. Ongoing research and advancements in drug delivery technology continue to contribute to the development of innovative solutions, offering hope for improved medication management for the IBD community.
Saturday, October 7th, 2023, the largest mass murder of the Jewish people since the Holocaust unfolded before our eyes in Israel. As of Tuesday night (October 17th) at least 1,400 people have died and 3,400 others have been injured in Israel. The rape, barbaric torture, kidnapping, and killing of Israeli civilians—including, children, the elderly, and infants is an atrocity, opening a wound that has never fully closed. This terrorist attack is unfathomable and unjustifiable. Sadly, this tragedy has been met with denials and rationalizations. People all over the world have paraded in the streets, many celebrating the darkest day in history for the Jewish people.
This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s a somber look at what it’s like to be Jewish right now and living with inflammatory bowel disease (IBD). You’ll hear firsthand accounts and perspectives from more than 30 Jews with Crohn’s and ulcerative colitis from around the world, along with Dr. Nathaniel A. Cohen, a gastroenterologist who specializes in IBD and works at a hospital in Tel Aviv, Israel.
Nicholas Kristoff, a New York Times reporter, shared a quote that I want to reiterate:
“If we owe a moral responsibility to Israeli children, then we owe the same moral responsibility to Palestinian children. Their lives have equal weight. If you care about human life only in Israel or only in Gaza, then you don’t actually care about human life.”
As I write this, the Health Ministry in Gaza says that since October 7th at least 3,000 Palestinians have died and more than 12,500 have been injured. As these numbers continue to rise at an alarming rate and as we sit in the comfort of our homes in the United States and watch on in disbelief at the devastation and destruction from afar, it’s important to hold space and prayer for all the innocent lives being impacted right now.
Prevalence of IBD in the Jewish community
Before we get into the heartfelt and painful accounts from the Jewish IBD community, it’s important to look at the history of prevalence of IBD in this group of people. Through my advocacy, I’ve been blessed to get to know and work alongside countless incredible Jewish IBD advocates—both patients and caregivers. Most of the people I know with IBD are Jewish. The only people I knew with IBD prior to my Crohn’s disease diagnosis in 2005 were family friends and neighbors, who are Jewish. This tragedy hits the IBD community right at the heart.
Those of Ashkenazi Jewish decent develop IBD, at higher-than-average rates. Genetics are just one suspected cause of IBD. It’s estimated more than 10 million people in the world have Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis.
An article by the Jewish Digest reports, “It now seems that Ashkenazi Jews are approximately four times more likely to develop Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis than non-Jews living in the same country. This means of course that the vast majority of individuals with IBD in the world are not Jewish but that the Jewish population is disproportionately affected.”
An article from the Jerusalem Post states, “The prevalence of such problems among Jews perhaps lies behind the well-known Yiddish expression, “Gezunt dir in pupik” (good health to your belly button), which was a common way for European Ashkenazi Jews to wish one another robust health.”
Professor Gilaad Kaplan of the Division of Gastroenterology at the University of Calgary’s department of medicine explains, “Research has found more than 200 genetic variants that make an individual more likely to develop IBD, and many of these genes are common in Ashkenazi Jews.”
In April 2023, a study shared by scientists from Cedars-Sinai and 5 other medical centers investigated the genetics of 18,745 individuals, including 5,685 Ashkenazi Jewish people. Researchers created a catalog of genetic variants to help clinicians screen and identify patients with increased risk of Crohn’s disease.
According to a Cedars- Sinai article, “They found 10 variations of the NOD2 and LRRK2 exomes that are associated with increased risk for Crohn’s and are more likely to occur among Ashkenazi Jews. The study suggests that this difference in genetics may predispose the Ashkenazi population to a higher risk of Crohn’s disease compared to non-Jewish people.”
Variations in the genetic material of an individual can be passed down and cause genetic diseases in future generations.
In the Cedars-Sinai article, Dr. Dermot McGovern, MD, PhD goes on to say, “These increased genetic risk factors seen in Ashkenazi populations appear to be rooted in a history of migrations, catastrophic reductions in population, and then re-population from a small number of surviving founder families over many centuries.”
Professor Kaplan highlighted that over the past 20 years, IBD has become more of a “global disease with rapidly increasing incidence in regions like Asia and Latin America where it was rarely diagnosed a generation ago.”
He went on to say, “IBD is a modern disease of modern times that is associated with industrialization and Westernization of society. The globalization of IBD suggests that genetics lay down the foundation of developing the disease, but environment builds the disease.” IBD occurs in all races and ethnicities.
Dr. Nathaniel A. Cohen, MD, is a gastroenterologist in Israel who specializes in IBD at Tel Aviv Medical Center. He says this is an exceptionally difficult time for patients with IBD throughout Israel.
“Obviously those in the southern areas have been severely impacted, some were in the communities so viciously attacked by Hamas terrorists and lost family members and witnessed the horrors. Those patients face challenges of access to care as they had to leave their community and move further north,” explained Dr. Cohen. “However, other patients across the country have also been affected. Israel is a small country with very close-knit communities and there is not one person who doesn’t know someone murdered, missing, or held hostage. Israel is so small that when I talk about southern cities and villages (where the terrorist attacks occurred) they are only around 30 miles away from where I am currently sitting in Tel Aviv.”
Dr Cohen says that in addition to the terrorist attacks on October 7th, Israel has been faced with “incessant rocket fire from Gaza and the need to go in bomb shelters through the day” ever since, even in central Israel. In addition, many have been called up for reserve duty or have loved ones called up.
“This severe stress has resulted in a significant uptick in IBD symptoms. I am a medical advisor on an IBD patient support application and many more patients than usual have been sending questions regarding increased symptoms. Also, at our IBD clinic in Tel Aviv Medical Center all our physicians have received countless emails from patients experiencing flares or at least worsening bowel symptoms,” said Dr. Cohen.
He went on to say this is a very trying time for people with IBD.
“Patients with IBD as always need to be assessed by a medical professional if they have a flare of symptoms to rule out infection and perform fecal calprotectin to distinguish symptoms resulting directly from stress and those related to their inflammation. Most GI specialists are still working and available for consultations, so it’s important for patients to reach out and get the help they need,” he said.
Dr. Cohen tells me multiple mental health support services have been set up throughout Israel – mainly virtually – to provide mental health support to those affected.
“I also recommend online mindfulness videos or apps and trying (as hard as it may be) to maintain some sort of routine, exercise if possible and yoga (which can be done online and at home) to my patients. Diet is also a vital component. Many patients will stress eat as well as eat food that may worsen disease activity – fried food, snacks, etc. – so I try to advise them on eating as healthy of a diet as possible, despite the times. Volunteering right now is also important, as it gives a sense of purpose and takes the mind off the difficult situation, we are all facing. Unfortunately, there is no easy solution during this most difficult of periods.”
Dr. Cohen says that in Israel they are fortunate to have a very strong public health system—despite the strains due to the war.
“Most GIs are still working normally and are readily available for consultations. There are concerns for patients directly affected by the terrorist attacks in the southern cities and villages, however the country’s health maintenance organizations are nationally distributed, so if a patient needs to move to a different area all their health records are readily available, and most shouldn’t find it difficult to access their medications. Our hospitals, at least in central Israel, are still performing all routine surgeries and as far as I know we are not delaying elective surgeries yet, so this hasn’t been as much of an issue, and we have the capacity to accept all patients from the south who may need care.”
I asked Dr. Cohen to paint a picture for those of us who are not in Israel about what it’s like to be there right now.
“During the Hamas terrorist attack, Israel and the Jewish people suffered the most significant loss of life in a single day since the Holocaust. I want to emphasize that this attack was against civilians – entire families including children, mothers, fathers, and grandparents were tortured, raped, and massacred. Young people at a music festival, celebrating peace, were massacred. We have close to 200 civilians (children, women, men, and elderly) currently held hostage in Gaza. Every single Israeli was affected. Almost every Jew around the world was affected. The Jewish population around the world is only around 16 million people – so for most of us this is exceptionally personal. At the beginning shock and horror took hold of the country, we felt helpless but very quickly the Israeli resilience has shone through, and the entire country has come together as one to defend our right to live in our homeland. The political divide that was present before 10/7 has largely disappeared and we’re united in the face of this evil.”
Dr. Cohen says he would like non-Jews to remember that Israel is the beacon of freedom in the Middle East.
“We are the only liberal democracy in the region and the only country in the region who truly shares the ideals so cherished by Americans and the western world. Israel is a diverse country where ALL citizens regardless of religion, race, ethnicity, sexual orientation, or political inclination live free and with equal opportunity. The largest group of Arabs who are part of the LGBTQ+ community live in the cities of Haifa and Tel Aviv. Israel places the value of human life above all others and, despite what the news will show, does everything in its power to protect the lives of innocent civilians.”
He says the best way to show support is to continue to stand up to terrorism.
“Share the horrors of what Israeli’s suffered on Saturday October 7th and defend and voice support for Israel’s obligation to defend her people and rid the world of Hamas just like the world did with the Nazis, Al-Qaeda, ISIS, and countless other groups whose aim was genocide and enforcing radical ideology upon others. It’s also important to remember that Jewish communities in the US and around the globe will be suffering emotionally and will also be threatened by radical groups abroad who support the violent hatred Hamas embodies. Please think about your Jewish friends, check in on them and make sure they are OK.”
Dr. Cohen would like to thank the global IBD community for the endless messages and support that he and his colleagues have received.
The Jewish community is reeling: What IBD patients and caregivers want you to know
The Hamas terror attack has highlighted the growing global threat to all Jewish communities. Antisemitism is extremely real and prevalent. This isn’t something to be taken casually or something to ignore or tune out because you don’t feel as though it impacts you.
Here’s anonymous input shared with me by members of our IBD community:
This American Israeli Jew with ulcerative colitis lives in Israel and is studying medicine to become a physician. She says her symptoms worsened after she got home from sheltering in a basement.
“I had a difficult time in the bathroom. My thoughts were: I could die being on the toilet, how would I run to shelter if I’m having another episode in the restroom, I need to bring all the toilet paper I just brought down to our apartment building basement. Because of the architectural layout of the basement, the bathroom is connected and shared by two “apartments” (essentially rooms), so anyone who has to enter the secure room, needs to go through the restroom. It’s just a mess. I’m hoping there won’t be a need to bunker down for awhile. I’m still going to the hospital as a med student to learn and help even though school is technically canceled. I don’t think I will go into a flare. After the shock of the events, I’ve decided I’m staying mentally strong. I’m not letting the enemy win.”
“My Crohn’s symptoms have flared more in the last five days than the last five years combined. It’s totally barbaric and no exaggeration to say it makes me feel physically sick. Four of our family friends were taken hostage, including 13- and 15-year-old girls and their parents, after terrorists broke into their home. My cousin was at the music festival in the desert where they shot 250 Israelis. He miraculously managed to survive, but witnessed so many of his friends being killed, abducted, and other atrocities too barbaric for words.”
“The horrific attacks on Israeli civilians by Hamas has left me heartbroken. My husband is a veteran of the IDF (Israel Defense Forces), and we have many friends living in Israel. The fear of their safety, the hesitance of non-Jewish friends to immediately condemn the heinous acts, and the uncertainty of the repercussions for Jews around the world, has put an enormous amount of stress on me. I feel a weight on my heart like never before and this most certainly is affecting my IBD. I’ve had more symptoms, which I attribute to lack of sleep and increased stress.”
“Although I don’t have anyone personally close living in Israel, I do know people from my prior Birthright trip, as well as some Israelis that are in St. Louis currently, but have lost close friends or family in the recent events and that is heartbreaking. It’s hard to be bombarded by the news constantly with images and videos of the attacks, and yet seeing so few non-Jewish friends posting about it.”
“I just saw my colorectal surgeon and I asked how he’s been affected. His sister-in-law’s cousin was killed. Age 21. So sad.”
“My 13-year-old daughter was diagnosed with Crohn’s a little over two years ago. She has been well managed with Remicade (now she takes the biosimilar Avsola). She woke up in the middle of the night with pain (rare) on Sunday (Oct. 8) night. We shield our kids from the worst of this nightmare, but we have open conversations, and the news is on occasionally. She is worried about my family in Israel. I wouldn’t know for sure if the IBD symptoms and her worry are related…but she rarely has pain…and before this her pain didn’t wake her up.”
“I am Jewish. My mom’s side is Israeli, I have relatives who live in Israel. This is an unfathomable crisis and it’s hard to describe the pain I am feeling for my community. I am feeling the physical manifestations of the grief I am feeling. I’m nauseous and have little appetite. I’m trying my best to limit my news and social media intake, but it’s hard to forget everything that is going on. There’s a fear for being Jewish and Israeli even here in the United States. But also, I feel deeply for those living in Israel dealing with this firsthand who have IBD and other chronic illnesses. My heart goes out to them.”
“It’s a real struggle. Many of us have family who live in Israel and are in the army, and some are on the front lines. I live in Pittsburgh, and we are coming up on the 5th anniversary of the Tree of Life shooting. That synagogue is within walking distance of our house. I had personal connections with many who lost their lives. I haven’t been able to concentrate on my own advocacy work. It’s been super hard.”
“My family is Jewish, and my husband is an IDF veteran. This week has been terrible. I’m angry and disheartened that even many of my close non-Jewish friends have been silent.”
“Non-stop crying over here. I’m a little grateful that I had a scope today so that I could have a long break from my phone.”
“I’m a mess. I was supposed to travel to Israel in two weeks, which is now cancelled for obvious reasons. My 22-year-old nephew just moved there for school 2 months ago. Many friends there are in bunkers…it’s just a horrible situation.”
“I’ve had no energy, I’m sad, sickened, nervous, and not doing very good at hydrating and eating.”
“I was feeling so amazing and symptom free from my Rinvoq, and then after the attack on October 7th, I saw a big increase in symptoms. I feel sad and scared. I’m so worried. And honestly, now I’m starting to feel angry at the alarming lack of response from most people and organizations. My colleague’s brother’s unit was called up and they don’t have enough supplies. The antisemitism is the most hurtful and scary.”
“As someone with IBD and Jewish roots, it’s been especially heartbreaking to read about the destruction of human life—innocent babies and children at that. Huge WTF. I’ve been on autopilot and subconsciously worried about my own child. Can’t say I noticed an uptick in gastro symptoms since the news. Prayers help to ease my mind.”
Omer Wenkert is 22 years old and was also at the music festival and hostage video was released of him. Omer has ulcerative colitis, and his family is concerned he’s not receiving his medication. Hamas denied an appeal to hand over medications for chronic illness patients.
The struggle of coping with the deeply emotional and physical pain
“My family was supposed to travel to Israel for two weeks on Sunday, October 8th. I feel lucky to be safe, but also deeply saddened by the acts of violence against Jews/Israelis and guilty for being safe when my family and friends are not. I work in healthcare, and I know Israel needs medical volunteers, but with my ulcerative colitis, I feel like I couldn’t go. I just started a new medication and am coming out of a flare, so how do I know that the stress of practicing medicine in a foreign country where there is war wouldn’t make my symptoms even worse? I can’t take care of others if I am sick. In a perfect world, I would go to Israel and volunteer to help the injured, but my IBD holds me back from that.”
“While my UC remains in remission, I’ve noticed my anxiety heightened. I avoided a public event for Israel because it was advertised on social media, and I was concerned about anti-Semitic violence that could occur with people knowing when and where a large group of Jews were gathering. It’s a scary and difficult time to be a Jewish person, even more with IBD. Thinking about what could happen for the people being held captive going without essential medications or medical care. Being scared to wear a Star of David necklace for fear of anti-Semitic threats…the list goes on.”
“Generational trauma is ingrained in our DNAs as Jews; we instinctively feel the defense to protect ourselves and our community due to the Holocaust and other occurrences in history. If we don’t defend ourselves, who will? That is what is scary. It’s also frightening that in 2023, there are videos of individuals waving flags that appear to be in advocacy for Palestine, but they chant “GAS THE JEWS” and other profanities. For those who did not grow up knowing what we went through, they disregard the truth. The ironic thing is Jewish people have the backs of other humans; we care for our community of fellow humans, regardless of whether people are Jewish. Even in tragedy as family and loved ones have suffered the most tragic things, they still help others in need. They don’t stay in hiding grieving; they help the community. It’s in our values and in our religion to do good for others while giving space for grief.”
“It’s affected me so much seeing people I know with missing family members and friends, uncertain if they’ve been murdered. I’ve been checking in with my Israeli friends every day. My stomach is acting up and is not feeling good these days. I’m coping with it by sharing how I feel. It’s true when they say, “your Jewish friends are not ok.” There’s a lot of fear and uncertainty going on. I had to cancel a flight that I had on Friday 10/13 because there was word going around that something was going to happen in our country to those who are Jewish.”
“I feel numb. I’ve seen an uptick in symptoms. The grief is heavy, and it hurts my stomach. It’s so hard. I don’t know what to say except this is our worst nightmare. I lived in Israel in 2007 for study abroad. Part of that country is my home. We have friends stuck there in bomb shelters unable to get flights back to America. I’ve been nauseous for days and having to take anti-diarrheal medication multiple times a day from the stress. Knowing people are stuck there amplifies the stress immensely.”
“I am Jewish, and I have Crohn’s. I’m so concerned about my possible physical reaction to my emotional reaction that I’ve been concerned about fully engaging in the news of what’s happening.”
“I am coping as best as I can. I make sure to work out and eat healthy to help with anxiety. Thankfully, I haven’t had any symptoms, this month marks 25 years since my ulcerative colitis diagnosis. I would like my non-Jewish friends to check in. Thankfully, I’ve seen some positive posts on social media. I am proud to be Jewish, but scared of what is going on.”
“I’m Jewish and have Crohn’s and my stomach has been a mess this last week and I didn’t put two and two together!!”
“I find it extremely sad that condemning Hamas and supporting Israel/Jews has become a political and taboo subject. I see a lot of “Free Palestine” and “Israel caused this by occupying Gaza” which breaks my heart. This is about a terrorist organization that is hungry for Jewish blood. The fact that this isn’t unanimously condemned doesn’t make sense to me. Of course, no one wants civilians on either side to be hurt. But Hamas did this. They use all their money to make rockets and bombs and tunnels. They could have made Gaza better for their people, but they don’t. They never will. I also don’t understand how organizations like Black Lives Matter can come out and say they stand with Palestine. It seems to me that whenever Israel has to defend itself, more people turn on Israel and Jews.”
“I am not coping. I find myself completely distracted when I’m with my son or when working with patients (I work in healthcare). My mind wanders, wondering about all the civilians impacted…about the state of our world and how it impacts our humanity here in the United States. My heart aches for the babies, older adults, and parents lost. My symptoms are absolutely worse! I can’t sleep, and I tend to flare worse with less sleep. I crave foods that are triggering. The overall anxiety and stress makes my gut hurt and sends me to the bathroom more often. It’s disruptive to my life routines for sure.”
“I’m choosing to surround myself with Jews and like-minded people. If I was at work, and hearing other people talk, maybe I would have worse symptoms.”
“I am a long time Crohnie and lifetime Jew. I appreciate this article and know it comes from a good place. Right now, we are not doing good at all. I’d be happy to circle back to this convo, but right now, we are terrified. There is no coping with these horrors. I feel too overwhelmed to have a coherent conversation and I’m sure others do, too.”
What does the Jewish community want the rest of the world to know?
There are reoccurring sentiments and heartache from the Jewish community about the silence around the terrorist attack from non-Jews. Take yourself back to the major social justice issues in recent years and think about what your online community posted and how they were there in solidarity with others—compared to the last 10 days.
“Check in with us, we’re not doing OK. It would be awesome to just see how we’re doing truly…and just letting us speak our truth without judgement, defense, or justification of something other than our truth. Acknowledge us. See us and fight against anything that brutally harms humans in general. Be a helper. See how you can help anyone whose been impacted by terrorism.”
“The most important thing our non-Jewish friends and family can do is to reach out to express solidarity with the victims and to unequivocally condemn antisemitic attacks. As a Jew and a mother, I’m deeply affected by the murders of innocent Israelis and Palestinians, especially the children. Regardless of anyone’s view of the broader conflict, I think we can all agree that the actions of Hamas cannot be condoned or ignored.”
“I’ve shared a couple of Instagram Stories saying, “Check in on your Jewish friends”, we are struggling in the wake of this massacre and have received responses attempting to justify the brutal murders, rape of teenage girls at the festival, and beheading of people in their homes…making it about ‘complex politics’. Standing up for human rights and against terrorism needs no ifs, ands, or buts.”
“It’s been extremely eye-opening watching who posts and how they post and the deafening silence from those who should know better and don’t hesitate to post on other issues.”
“I have zero family on my dad’s side because they all died in the Holocaust. I constantly wonder how that happened. How everyone just stood by and let it happen. And now, it just feels like that all over again. Silence.”
Dumisani Washington, Founder, CEO of Institute for Black Solidarity with Israel, and author of “Zionism & the Black Church, tweeted: “Imagine being a Jewish man or woman living outside of Israel, especially in the Western world (US, UK, Canada), and seeing hundreds of thousands of people—of various ethnicities and around the world—cheering the slaughter of your people in the Jewish homeland. Imagine trying to figure out where the safest place would be for you and your family. Now, multiply that by 1,000 and you may get a small glimpse of what our Jewish brothers and sisters are experiencing right now.”
“I can’t begin to thank you enough for bringing awareness to the brutal massacre in Israel. The silence of celebrities and organizations is deafening and feels so isolating. It is not about politics. It’s about right and wrong. There were barbarian Hamas terrorists who in ONE day brutally killed at least 1,400 Israeli civilians (children, elderly, moms, and dads) and hundreds are missing or being held hostage by these Hamas monsters. Jewish people were beheaded, raped, their bodies were paraded by Hamas, kids saw their parents get shot at point blank in their homes, people were gassed, and burned alive. This is the deadliest day since the Holocaust. We need everyone to speak out right now.”
“Can you imagine if after 9/11 people were silent? Or worse, people were in the streets rallying behind Hamas? This is what’s happening right now. It’s sickening. We are grieving so hard. My heart is in a million pieces and I’m crying every hour. Everything else feels so trivial right now. Thankfully my Crohn’s is in remission, and I haven’t had any new symptoms from the stress, at least not yet.”
“I’m destroyed. It’s a nightmare that I want to wake up from. My son goes to a Jewish high school, and I want to keep him home. All we have done is help and stand up for people and now this.”
“Done being silent. Done hiding. DONE. It’s been a hard few days for my family, so it doesn’t take much to make me cry. I have been terrified to share about Judaism and Crohn’s. I’m not scared to share the content; I’m just scared to be Jewish right now. I’m just in disbelief because I was ready to quit on the IBD/ostomy community. I thought if anyone would get it, it would be this community.”
“I have five cousins serving in the IDF right now. I have one fighting on the border of Gaza. I have one extended family member being held captive in Gaza. I’ve only recently begun serving the ostomy/IBD community and felt so passionately about it and my heart is now in such a different place. I’ve had several (I can count on one hand) people say nice things to me, but they won’t speak up publicly themselves.”
“A simple text message means more than you can imagine. Something along the lines of “I’m so sorry to hear about the horrific terrorist attacks in Israel. Is your family safe? How are you coping?” Using social media to speak out against the atrocities committed by the Hamas terrorists and assuring us you stand with Israel means a lot, too!”
“Posting support publicly and checking in with Jewish friends and coworkers goes a long way.”
“There are only 16 million Jews in the whole world. There are billions of Muslims and many Muslim countries. Jews only have Israel. Land all over the world has been conquered. Why is it that Israel is the only land people cannot accept? Also, I’m surprised the Crohn’s and Colitis Foundation took five days to say anything publicly. Jews and IBD overlap. Everyone I know personally who has IBD is also Jewish. They should be supporting us; the silence is loud. As a Jewish woman with IBD I feel alone. Sometimes alone with my IBD, but right now, alone as a Jew who is scared for her people and her country.”
The Crohn’s and Colitis Foundation shared an email with subscribers on the evening of October 16th.
To quote part of the email, FoundationPresident Michael Osso shared, “I want to be clear that we unequivocally condemn the terrorist attacks carried out by Hamas. There can be no justification for such heinous acts, which have launched violence that is now consuming the region and continues to destroy increasing numbers of innocent lives in Israel and Gaza. We grieve for the families that are devastated by loss and hope for peace and the safe return of all hostages.”
The email goes on to say—“for all those committed to the mission of the Crohn’s and Colitis Foundation, this is a moment for us to hold firm the Foundation’s core values, and specifically for me, I am thinking of compassion and inclusion. This Foundation will always stand for respect of human life, and against hate of any kind, including anti-Semitism, Islamophobia, and any form of xenophobia or racism.”
If you are experiencing stress-related flares, or other mental health challenges the Foundation encourages you to contact the IBD Help Center by emailing info@crohnscolitisfoundation.org or calling 1-888-MYGUTPAIN.
Final Thoughts and Resources of Support for Innocent Israeli and Palestine citizens
I want to make it clear that my wish and hope is for freedom and peace for ALL. My heart goes out to all the innocent and oppressed people in both Israel and in Gaza, and all over the world. There are countless victims here. Innocent lives that pay the ultimate price for crimes that have nothing to do with them. To quote a friend, “Supporting the Jewish people that I know, and love is not synonymous with supporting all of Israel’s policies. And it’s not synonymous with not caring about Palestinian civilian casualties as Israel attempts to stop terrorists.” My thoughts and hopes are for the safety and protection of all innocent civilians and for stability in the region as quickly as possible. I hope and I pray all IBD patients and caregivers—in Israel and Gaza—can stay well and stay safe in these soul-crushing times.
As a good friend of mine who is Jewish and has Crohn’s shared with me, “Hamas’ sole mission is to eradicate Jews, brutally and mercilessly while the whole world watches. By supporting Israel and Jews it does not mean that anyone is anti-Palestine or that we support the killing and mistreatment of any innocent human life. It just means we are anti-terrorist. We’re all anti-Hamas and anti-barbaric terrorism.”
Additional resources of support
Credit: Jay Shetty for compiling this list of resources
American Friends of Magen David Adom (Read Start of David): Supports Israel’s primary ambulance, blood services, and disaster-relief organization. Magen David Adom (MDA) provides medical care during crises and trains first responders. They play a crucial role in responding to emergencies in Israel and the region, including Gaza.
Alliance for Middle East Peace (ALMEP): The largest network of Palestinian and Israeli peace builders. ALMEP focuses on promoting peace and understanding between the two communities in the region.
CARE (Cooperative for Assistance and Relief Everywhere): A global humanitarian organization that provides emergency relief and works to fight global poverty. CARE’s work extends to providing assistance and support to vulnerable populations, including those affected in the Israel and Gaza region.
Doctors Without Borders:An international organization providing lifesaving medical humanitarian care worldwide. They respond to medical needs in conflict zones, offer mental health care, and address health crises.
Palestine Children’s Relief Fund (PCRF):A U.S.-based nonprofit sponsoring volunteer medical teams to treat sick and injured Palestinian children in the West Bank and Gaza. PCRF provides essential medical care and builds pediatric cancer departments to address the healthcare needs of children in the region.
United Hatzalah: The largest independent, non-profit, volunteer Emergency Medical Service (EMS) in Israel. Volunteers provide fast and free medical care 24/7, responding to emergencies across the country, including in Gaza.
UNRWRA: Provides assistance and protection for refugees, including those in the West Bank, Gaza, and surrounding areas. UNRWRA’s work is essential in supporting vulnerable refugee populations.
Please hold room and space in your heart for each innocent soul impacted by this.
When you have IBD and need a biologic, it used to be all infusions or self-injections. But starting in March 2022 (for ulcerative colitis) and May 2023 (for Crohn’s) a daily pill known as Rinvoq (Upadacitinib), entered the game. Rinvoq is the first approved oral product to treat Crohn’s. This once-daily pill is prescribed for those with moderately to severely active IBD who have had a lackluster response or an intolerance to one more TNF blockers (such as Humira and/or Remicade). Rinvoq is also prescribed for rheumatology and dermatology conditions, such as rheumatoid arthritis, psoriatic arthritis, ankylosing spondylitis, non-radiographic axial spondylarthritis.
Doses range from 15 mg, 30 mg, or 45 mg. According to AbbVie’s website, “Rinvoq is a selective JAK inhibitor based on enzymatic and cellular assays. Rinvoq works with your body to fight the inflammation that can lead to IBD symptoms. Rinvoq stops the activity of some inflammatory proteins known as Janus kinase (JAK) to help reduce inflammation.
This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we talk with 29 IBD patients about their personal experience on Rinvoq, along with Dr. Uma Mahadevan about key information for those in the family planning stages of their lives.
What patients have to say about the induction dose and the quick improvement in symptoms
Rinvoq is the first JAK inhibitor medication that Brooke tried and she didn’t know what to expect. She started Rinvoq in July and says her body has done a complete 180.
“All of my immediate issues have healed, and my long-standing symptoms have begun to fade. In the beginning during the loading dose, I felt a bit more tired. But after two weeks, I had more energy and have experienced less symptoms. Most of my extraintestinal manifestations have cleared up.”
Brooke says she has caught two colds since being on it, so she’s still masking and being diligent around crowded spaces, especially during flu season. She advises fellow patients to talk to their physicians about the dosage they need.
“Because of how much I’ve been flaring, I’m on a higher dose longer than I may have been if I started in a healthier place. Make sure you and your care team agree on a dosage that is not only good for you, but also that you agree with.”
Brooke sets alarms to take her meds because she is used to an infusion or subcutaneous injection, and it’s important not to miss a dose of Rinvoq.
Tonya: I’m only two weeks in, so still on the induction dose, but this is the first time my symptoms have been somewhat controlled in four years.”
Sarah: “I just started Rinvoq and it’s helping me come out of a flare up.”
Melissa: “My 17-year-old son has been on Rinvoq for about six months after Xeljanz failed him. He’s doing great on it and it’s super easy since it’s a pill once a day. He has also been on Humira and Entyvio in the past. Rinvoq has been the easiest transition so far.
Jennifer L.: “I went on Rinvoq after Remicade failed me and then went on Cyclosporine to bridge the gap before I could switch to Rinvoq. I started it in December of last year and this has been the one drug that has subsided a lot of the symptoms. No nocturnal bowel movements, the only major side effects I’ve had is some acne, but I would say it’s hardly noticeable. I did have to come off hormonal birth control as a side effect can also be blood clots, so you can’t have two drugs that increase your risk of that together. I’m single and wasn’t really thinking about dating coming out of a huge flare, so it was a no brainer for me there. If you’re looking to get pregnant, I’ve heard you can’t be on it because studies have shown birth defects, so that’s a concern potentially for some women or for contraceptive options given that you’re only limited to non-hormonal options while on this.”
Krista: “My fiancé just started Rinvoq and after one day he was feeling better. His energy is up, he has an appetite again, and is showing significantly less signs of inflammation. We still have a journey, but it’s been a miracle drug for him.”
Lizzie: “I have been on this now for 3 months after Humira and Stelara stopped working. So far, my Crohn’s symptoms have subsided. I’m no longer flaring. I would say since taking Rinvoq, I feel more fatigued, but apart from that, I feel really good.”
Marla: “I started Rinvoq 24 days ago, so I don’t have a lot to tell you. I don’t think it’s anything bad. It’s hard to tell if the medication is working yet. I do blood work in November.”
Lauren: “I’ve been on Rinvoq for about one year now. Didn’t work at first, but found out I simultaneously had C-diff. I was on vancomycin and Rinvoq for about 4 months and was scoped for the first time in 4 years because I was in remission. I ended vancomycin and flared again. I will be transitioning to Skyrizi soon, but even though I’m not in remission, Rinvoq has been the only thing that has gotten me in the best place I’ve been in 4 years. I love the ease of one pill a day, no infusions, no shots, etc.”
The main reason Lauren can’t stay on Rinvoq is that it’s not safe for pregnancy and she hopes to have another child. She’s bummed this medication is the only thing that’s shown her improvements and that she needs to switch.
Amber: “I just started Rinvoq last week, so perhaps it’s too early. I am adding Rinvoq to Entyvio for fistulizing Crohn’s. The one thing we are trying to figure out is how it works with an ileostomy. I tend to have a fast track and has passed pills in the past and Rinvoq is an extended release.”
Dana: “I’m currently on Rinvoq! Although I’ve only been on it for 3 weeks, I don’t have any real side effects so far.”
Lindsay: “I’ve only been on Rinvoq for about 3 weeks. I was hoping for a more dramatic change based on things I have read. My fevers have gone away, and I feel like I have more energy, but I still go to the bathroom just as much and the urgency has not changed. I also had to give up breastfeeding to start Rinvoq, so that was hard!”
Sarah: “I started Rinvoq after Humira was not putting me in remission after 1.5 years on it (even with methotrexate added to help). I saw an immediate improvement in my stools. I might have a few pimples as a side effect. It’s only been 3 weeks, but so far, so good!”
Erica: “I’ve been on Rinvoq since May. I haven’t had any improvement. I was hoping when I started that it would work for me. I heard so many people call it their miracle drug. I was scared to try it at first because of all the warnings, but once I started it, I was hopeful. Unfortunately, it was not my miracle drug and I had to add Skyrizi to it…I’m still not better.”
Denise: “I’ve been on Rinvoq for about 7 years. I’ve been part of a clinical trial. I don’t think I have anything bad to say about it. I was so sick with few options, so I took a risk, and it fixed me. I don’t think I’ve had any side effects. I still get scoped annually as part of the study and my intestines have looked great. Sure, I still have tummy troubles, but not the main Crohn’s ones! I get blood work done every 3 months and everything has been normal there as well.”
Abigail was prescribed Rinvoq in late August 2022. At the time, she was hospitalized with the worst flare she’s ever had and was admitted 3 separate times for a 37 day stay. She was facing steroid and Remicade failure and running out of time before requiring emergency surgery. Abigail was given the option of trying Rinvoq for 2 weeks. If it didn’t work, surgery would be required to remove her colon. Her care team got insurance to approve it and she started it right away. Abigail took a double loading dose. Usually, you do 45 mg for 8 weeks, but she did it for 16 weeks instead.
“This medication not only saved my colon, but arguably my life, as I had faced death twice during that hospitalization. I was able to get off steroids. I now take 30 mg of Rinvoq daily and I’m in clinical remission. My next colonoscopy is at the end of this month, so it may show even further remission. I was nervous to start Rinvoq, since it is so new, but given the circumstances, I agreed to it. I am honestly so glad I did. The only side effect I have experienced is high cholesterol. My care team will be addressing this after my colonoscopy. I am forever grateful to Rinvoq for giving me my life back. I choose to do medication and therapeutic diet (SCD). For me, this combination has really helped.”
The visible side effects
Jessie started on Rinvoq to treat her Crohn’s before it was FDA approved because of a flare she couldn’t get under control. She was put on the 45 mg dose for 2 months and saw quick improvements in how she was feeling. After years and years of being poked and prodded for infusions and labs she says she’s so grateful to give her body a rest and just take a daily pill.
“Rinvoq has been like a miracle drug for me. Despite the side effects of weight gain, constipation, and acne on my face and body, I don’t even care because it’s the best I’ve felt in more than 5 years. I’ll take the acne and backne any day.”
Jessie spent hundreds of dollars on skin products and through patient support groups she was recommended CeraVe Moisturizing Cream with Salicylic Acid and CeraVe Body Wash with Salicylic Acid and has noticed a huge improvement. Both products are available over the counter.
Madison: “I am on Rinvoq and I hate it. Let’s say first, it works fast. Within 48 hours, my symptoms were gone, and it’s done a great job at keeping my UC in check. However, the side effects are awful. Acne is the most common side effect and I have it everywhere. My face used to be dry, but now it’s VERY oily. My cholesterol has gone up, which is a known side effect and doctors are keeping close tabs on it. Lastly, weight gain. Weight gain was recently acknowledged as a side effect and I’ve had that, too. The first-generation JAK inhibitors were notorious for weight gain, so I’m not sure why it wasn’t acknowledged in this second generation.”
Madison adds that it’s hard to acknowledge that Rinvoq is working well, but it comes with its fair share of side effects. While the side effects are annoying, she says they are not as bad as a flare.
Alexandra: “I took Rinvoq for 5 months. It did absolutely nothing for my UC, but it gave me horrible acne.”
Lisa: “I was on 45 mg for 3 months. I hated it. I had some sort of infection the entire time and had bruises everywhere. I started Skyrizi three days ago.”
Elizabeth: “I’ve had great results on Rinvoq, I take 30 mg along with Entyvio. My only complaint with Rinvoq is the acne.”
Jenna: “I just stopped Rinvoq. I had a horrible face rash as a side effect. It seemed like an acne flare when it started back in early August and no matter what I tried, it got worse and worse. My dermatologist and doctors both believed it was some sort of rash caused by being on immunosuppressant drugs and stopped my Rinvoq. I took an anti-parasitic and the acne is mostly cleared up.”
Kelly: “I started Rinvoq and only completed 6 weeks (the loading dose and start of the treatment). Insurance issues were part of the reason why I stopped taking it. I also knew that I wanted another child. If I was able to…and there were minimal to no studies for a safe pregnancy. The only symptoms I had were small rashes on my hands and feet, kind of pimple like, not painful or concerning…just something I noticed.”
Jennifer V.: “On Rinvoq and love it!! It’s a pill so it’s easy and it has put me mostly into a therapeutic remission. The cons: weight gain, fatigue, elevated liver enzymes, and anemia. All in all, if you are not having any more children, I would highly recommend this medication. I would need to see more time and research if I were to recommend it prior to pregnancy.”
Jennifer V. had to go off Rinvoq last week while she was taking Paxlovid to clear up Covid and she lost weight for the first time in ages. Now she says she’s back on Rinvoq and the weight is coming right back.
Emily: “I have had Crohn’s and lupus since 2020 and I took the highest dosage of Rinvoq, and it didn’t do much to help me. While I was on it, I thought I saw some improvements, but as soon as I went off it, I realized it wasn’t doing much good. It made my skin break out really bad. I often would pass the pill whole when going to the bathroom. It’s a big pill, easy to see. I’m on Skyrizi now and hoping to reach remission.”
Kendall: “I’ve been on Rinvoq about 3 months. My symptoms have improved, but I’m surprised at how many of the side effects I have experienced: styes, mouth sores, cold sores, and acne. I’m planning to stay on it. My IBD is not stable yet, but I’m hopeful Rinvoq will get me there. Afterwards, I’ll see if diet and lifestyle can maintain remission. It’s nice that you can start and stop Rinvoq!”
Implications for pregnancy and breastfeeding to consider
Sarah: “I just started Rinvoq and it’s helping me come out of a flare up. I am wrapping up my third month. I started to feel improvement after two weeks. It’s such a relief to take a pill after self-injecting for the past 15 years. So far, I don’t have any bad side effects. The only thing that stresses me out is that you can’t be pregnant while taking it, so as a 34-year-old, ready to have a second child, it’s in the back of my mind—how am I going to get off (and back on this), how will I keep my Crohn’s under control when I’m pregnant next? But, in the meantime, I’m grateful that it’s helped me get control over a bad flare that caused me to take a medical leave from my job.”
Allie: “I feel like I had a good experience on Rinvoq. I would say the good is that it works very fast. I was starting to feel better from my flare within 3 days. I was able to get off prednisone because it worked so quickly. The bad is that Rinvoq made me gain weight that I haven’t been able to lose, but my doctors won’t confirm it’s related to the medication. I also felt very bloated all the time. I did not like having to take a pill every day (going from being on Entyvio), so I would sometimes forget to take it. The last thing for me is that I’m still hoping to have another child and it’s not safe for pregnancy, so it was not a long-term option for me, even though it helped me achieve healing from a flare.”
Carmen started taking Rinvoq in February after multiple biologics and non-biologics failed to treat and manage her ulcerative colitis. So far, she says her experience has been very positive. She went into clinical remission within the first month of being prescribed 45 mg.
“I’ve since been tapered down to 15 mg and it’s still looking very positive. Bloods, calprotectin, and how I generally feel has massively improved, along with my quality of life. The negatives I’ve experienced so far have been some mild skin issues, mainly rashes on my face, chest, and upper back, this is currently controlled by over-the-counter salicylic acid face and body wash. I’ve also picked up a few fungal infections and have lost my big toenail because of one of the infections that required antibiotics. For me, these are minor issues and outweigh the overall treatment plan. My GI believes as we’ve decreased the dose to 15 mg, that these minor side effects will disperse over time.”
Carmen says taking a once daily pill is much simpler than some of the other biologic drugs that require visiting an infusion center and taking multiple other medications either intravenously or orally. The cost for me is relatively high for Rinvoq at $150 a month, but this will depend on what medical insurance and copay you have. All in all, Carmen says Rinvoq has been a positive experience and has done what other medications have failed to do.
Important Considerations Regarding Family Planning While on Rinvoq
Dr. Uma Mahadevan, MD, Director of Colitis and Crohn’s Disease Center at University of California San Francisco and lead investigator of the Pregnancy in IBD and Neonatal Outcomes study (PIANO) says when it comes to Rinvoq, the medication has been associated with birth defects in animals at the same dose as given to humans (30 mg), so she avoids prescribing this in pregnancy.
“I do not prescribe Rinvoq to someone who is about to get pregnant. However, Rinvoq is generally given to people who have not responded to anti-TNF, so if Rinvoq is the best medicine for them, I do not hold the fact that they are a woman of child-bearing age against them and give them the therapy to best put them in remission.”
Dr. Mahadevan says if a woman is on Rinvoq and becomes pregnant she has successfully transitioned patients to Skyrizi. This can be more challenging with UC as there are fewer options. The PIANO study is currently researching the safety and efficacy of these drugs. There are several Skyrizi patients being monitored right now and 2 Rinvoq patients so far. You can learn more about being a part of PIANO here. I participated in PIANO with my youngest child as an IBD mom who is on Humira. Being a part of this research is invaluable for our community and helps current and future families.
It’s believed that Rinvoq crosses into breastmilk, so you should avoid feeding your baby that way if you are taking this medication.
Rinvoq Complete Patient Support
Much like other biologics, there are patient support services in place that you want to be aware of. RINVOQ Complete provides personalized patient support when you need it. With RINVOQ Complete, you get 1-to-1 assistance with finding potential ways to save on the cost of your prescription and more. I use Humira Complete for my prescription needs.
You can also get help making sense of your insurance and finding ways to fit Rinvoq into your everyday routine.
If you have commercial insurance, you may be eligible to pay as little as $5 a month for your prescription with the RINVOQ Complete Savings Card. Click here to sign up for your RINVOQ Complete savings card.
Final thoughts
It’s important to remember that just because someone has a miraculous experience or a terrible one with a specific drug, does not mean that you will. I will say, with all the biologics that I’ve covered on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s the visible side effects (weight gain and acne specifically) were the most widespread and common among the patient population. So many of you said you felt guilty feeling “vain” about not wanting to be on a drug because of that, and I want you to know those feelings are valid and matter. At the end of the day, we all must measure risk vs. benefit and what matters most when it comes to keeping our IBD in check.
You can check out other Patient Experience articles that I’ve covered here:
It can feel like a bad break up. You build trust and rapport with a medical specialist who feels like family after overseeing your complex chronic health condition for years and then boom out of nowhere you find out they are moving away. Or maybe you’re relocating and trying to rebuild your dream team of health care providers. Whether this change is brought on by you or your care team it can feel a bit overwhelming to start anew.
My gastroenterologist of 8 years announced she was leaving on the Patient Portal in August. I was out running errands with my kids when a fellow IBD patient and friend texted me and shared the news. My heart sank and my stomach dropped, it never crossed my mind that she would ever leave. What do you mean SHE’S leaving? The doctor who finally got me into remission and has kept me there for nearly a decade. The doctor who oversaw all my family planning, pregnancies, and postpartum. The doctor whose rooted me on after each scope and always had an aggressive and thoughtful game plan no matter what twists and turns we face.
Unfortunately, this is the nature of the beast. I wrote a heartfelt “thank you” explaining my genuine gratitude for her efforts to always go above and beyond and all that she did to be extremely responsive and attentive to my needs. For the past 8 years when I send a Portal message, I always received a phone call from her—whether she was in clinic or on her cell. This time was different. This time there was radio silence and a one line canned thank you message from a nurse in the office. Just like that our worlds were not interconnected. I made a point to get my routine safety labs the Monday of her last week so that she could provide insight one last time. This time she didn’t comment on any of them and left September 15th without saying goodbye. It felt a bit like a slap in the face and stung.
As a chronic illness patient, we tend to feel a sense of comfort by care providers who help manage so much of our lives. This was a reminder to me that at the end of the day it’s a job for many and that even though we may feel that closeness, that bond may just be a façade. At the same time, I’ve also learned that some medical settings don’t allow doctors to communicate with patients, so who knows.
This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s I share tips for how I’m navigating finding a new GI that I think may help you along the way. I’m still feeling a bit lost and don’t know what the future is going to hold or what IBD Center I am going to land at, but I want to take you along for the ride.
The first steps to take
If a care provider is leaving the office or moving out of state, you will generally be placed with another doctor from the same team. This is not always a seamless transition though. Each doctor has a reputation. Some people want to be seen by a female care provider; others want a male. Years of experience and the college they graduated from and where they did residency may be of utmost importance to you. Just because the office says you can see “so and so” now, doesn’t mean you can’t speak up and advocate for what you’re looking for. In the realm of the healthcare world, you’re back to being “single” now and you can find who is the right match for you. Don’t feel pressured into anything. The long-term goal here is for a long-lasting relationship with a care provider who makes you feel like more than a number.
I have seen three different GIs in my 18+ years since my Crohn’s disease diagnosis. The first was incredible. I just so happened to meet him during my initial hospital stay, the day after I was diagnosed in the emergency room. He practices in my hometown (a Chicago suburb) and oversaw my care for a decade—even when I lived in Minnesota and Wisconsin while I was a news reporter and anchor.
When I moved to St. Louis in 2014 and my Crohn’s was flaring, I knew I needed to find a local provider. So once again, during a hospitalization for a bowel obstruction, I connected with the GI who was doing rounds at the hospital and loved his bedside manner. I felt safe and like I had found another great doctor. Unfortunately, while under his care I was very sick. We couldn’t figure out why my Crohn’s was so out of control. By the third hospitalization in 15 months, even while ramping up Humira injections to every week, and after several ER visits, his partner called me while I was in the hospital and said I needed an MRE to get to the bottom of what was happening. I did the MRE and was called back by that same doctor (not my GI) and he coldly told me over the phone that I needed a bowel resection—either the next day or in 10 days. He said I could go home and build up my strength. I chose to wait the 10 days. My actual GI never visited me in the hospital, never followed up…I knew it was time to drop him like a bad habit.
Enter in my most recent GI. Everyone raved about her. My colorectal surgeon and friends from the local Crohn’s and Colitis Foundation chapter all said she was the one to go to. So, I did…and now 8 years later I feel a bit stressed about starting the hunt for a great doctor all over again.
Amazing doctors can fall right into your lap, but sometimes you need to do some digging and research.
The behind-the-scenes work
At the end of the day, I find the most helpful advice comes from fellow IBD patients. There are several ways you can approach this.
Look up GIs in your area who specialize in IBD. This is key. You don’t want a run of the mill GI, if you have Crohn’s or ulcerative colitis you need a GI who specializes in IBD.
Check out online reviews and what people have to say about them.
Do a call out on your social media and see if anyone locally has any recommendations or personal experience. You want to hear the good, the bad, and the ugly. I have gained incredible insight this way. I had one fellow IBD friend message me about her experience with the provider I made an appointment with—and it made me a bit concerned. This week during my well woman visit, another IBD mom, who happens to work as a nurse practitioner in my OB’s office, told me about her awesome GI who is in the same group—so I plan to switch my appointment per her recommendation. This insight is GOLD.
Interview several GIs. Don’t feel pigeon-holed by only meeting with one possible new provider. Make a few appointments and see who jives the best with you. I have two appointments in January with two new GIs. My last clinic appointment was March 2023. I was supposed to be seen in October…that’s the soonest I can be seen.
Come up with a list of questions and see whose responses give you peace of mind and make you feel empowered to take on your IBD.
Be mindful of the office staff and how they treat you on the phone.
Make a pros and cons list of staying with your current GI team or starting fresh.
Decide if the doctor’s gender matters to you. I’ve had two male GIs and one female. I personally enjoyed having a female during my family planning and pregnancies, but now that my family complete it’s not *as* important to me, but still preferred.
To switch offices all your records and a referral will be needed by your current office, so make sure all your ducks are in a row and that the two offices have communicated. I made it clear with my current office that I am being seen by both IBD Centers, to see who is the best fit for me.
What questions to ask possible new providers
You may be wondering what to ask a new doctor or where to even start with your saga-long health history. We all know how rushed clinic appointments can feel. Here are some of the questions I plan to ask in January once we get the basic health questions out of the way.
How often will you be seeing me in clinic?
How often do you like patients to get labs? What kind of labs will you draw?
Will I keep my current medication regiment (ex. Biologic)? Will I stay with the originator/reference product biologic or are you planning to switch me to a biosimilar. Note: For you to be switched, your GI has to write a script for that to happen.
What days of the week are you in the clinic to see patients? If you have childcare or work conflicts, this can help so you know if their schedule/availability matches with your needs.
What hospital(s) do you treat at?
Are you apart of any research studies going on?
How often do you like patients to get a colonoscopy?
If I need pain medication to manage my symptoms, will you prescribe it? My last GI refused to—and I found that to be ridiculous.
Do you perform intestinal ultrasound here and if you don’t yet, when do you plan to?
If I run into insurance issues, will you go to bat for me and write an appeal letter or do what it takes to make sure I receive my medications on time?
Final thoughts
It’s jarring and takes a lot of time and energy to find a new provider but stay positive and know there are so many incredible gastroenterologists out there who genuinely care about patients and about helping our community out in any way they can. You are not civilly bound or married to your doctor—it’s not about hurting feelings or trying not to be a bother, be bold and do what’s best for you. I’m grateful to be in remission right now. My heart hurts knowing so many patients going through this same ordeal, while flaring, don’t have the luxury of taking their time or the privilege of living near an IBD Center with options. I always try and tell myself and I think this perspective will help bring you clarity, too—think of yourself at your sickest, lying in a hospital bed. Would you want that person leading your care? If there is any doubt or hesitation, keep looking for the right doctor for you.
It’s no surprise IBD impacts so much more than just our guts. Not only is there the gut and brain connection, but also the complex nature of our chronic illness(es) that can cause serious anxiety, depression, and mental health issues. The isolating nature of Crohn’s disease and ulcerative colitis, the unknowingness of what the next day holds, and the never-ending laundry list of procedures, labs, scans, and surgeries, year after year is a lot for any person to go through.
Even though I’ve lived with Crohn’s disease for more than 18 years, and have seen three different gastroenterologists in that time, not once has my mental health been brought up during a clinic appointment. When treating a person for IBD, the health of the whole person needs to be considered. I ran a poll on Instagram asking the IBD community if they’ve ever been to therapy. Out of 185 respondents, 70% seek therapy, 18% have not, and 12% are considering it.
I did an article in September 2020 about why a specific public bathroom at a grocery store I used to shop at triggers me and shared tactics for coping. You can read the article that featured Dr. Tiffany Taft here.
This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we hear from those in our community about the advice that’s resonated with them the most since receiving their IBD diagnosis.
The words that have made a lasting impact
Olivia: “3% effort is still effort. You’re not going to be able to give 100% every day and that’s OK. Your best can look different from day to day.”
Julie: “It’s not your fault, you didn’t do anything wrong.”
Kristen: “You can’t drive forward if you’re always looking in the rearview mirror.”
Sarah: “Medical trauma is trauma and to give myself credit for all I have overcome.”
Cindy: “Remove all IBD related stressors from the bedroom to avoid impacting sleep. In our case, this meant no Humira injections for my daughter while sitting on the bed or nearby it.”
Tina: “Imitation is the best form of flattery.”
Lauren: “Don’t Google things you’re worried about, like symptoms.”
Jennifer: “Stay in the present.”
Heather: “Sometimes you just need to take a nap!”
Myisha: “If it’s not going to matter in five years, don’t give it five minutes of your energy.”
Kate: “It’s not your fault.”
Susan: “I’ve never seen a therapist, but I always tell myself it could always be worse.”
Stacey said: “You can’t control how seriously people take Covid. You can only control how you protect your physical and mental health. You have to put your health first. And, if people don’t agree with your choices, then that’s their problem. You can’t risk your health just to make it easy for others or to placate them. You come first in your life.”
Robin: “The “things” I do—my work advocating for others, supporting others, helping others face challenges with their diseases—I deserve that, too. Not from other people, but from myself. The beauty in therapy is that you’re receiving a non-biased/outsider opinion. This person that has no side and will sometimes say something you’ve heard 1,000 times in a way you’ve never heard before or even in a better way that allows you to really listen to what’s being said. To absorb it. Even to say it multiple times with no judgement if that’s what’s needed. Also, EMDR, which is a whole other thing and only part of the therapy experience.”
What is EMDR therapy?
Several people said EMDR therapy was their favorite and has been lifechanging. So, what exactly is it? Eye movement desensitization and reprocessing (EMDR) is a fairly new, non-traditional type of psychotherapy that’s popular for treating post-traumatic stress disorder. EMDR focuses on the natural tendencies our brains have for healing from traumatic memories. There are mental blocks (such as feelings of self-esteem issues and powerlessness) that can prevent us from healing. During EMDR, you are allowed to process the bad memories and experiences to start healing yourself. This helps our brains process challenging thoughts and feelings in a healthier way. Chances are through your patient journey you’ve endured several vivid and significantly painful moments that you haven’t been able to process and heal from.
Supportive Resources about managing mental health and IBD
There’s no doubt life with IBD brings on financial, social, and emotional pressure. These constant looming stressors can contribute to flares and unpleasant symptoms. This is where Project Crohn’s comes in. It’s a ministry that supports young adults with Crohn’s disease and ulcerative colitis. The main mission of this 501(c)3 non-profit, which launched in 2022, is to offer free access to mental health counseling, financial planning, and 1-1 mentoring. Anyone with IBD ages 18-30 is invited to apply for support programs that are possible thanks to generous donors.
This week on Light’s, Camera, Crohn’s we hear from the creator of Project Crohn’s and learn more about his mission to make a difference in the IBD community.
How Project Crohn’s came to be
Two weeks after John Christian Kuehnert’s 18th birthday, he started to experience intense gastrointestinal pains.
“It culminated in me passing out and being rushed to the hospital. A surgeon performed an emergency bowel resection, after finding a mass the size of a grapefruit on my intestines,” said John. “My surgeon saved my life, and I spent the next week in the hospital recovering. It took another eight months of slow recovery and meeting with gastroenterologists to discover I had Crohn’s disease.”
For the next 7-8 years, during college and after, John dealt with chronic pain that disrupted almost every aspect of his life. In recent years, he’s reached remission, but it took him a long time to get to where he is today.
“In college I started to see a clear connection between highly stressful situations and flare-ups of my disease. Sometimes, the internal pain would start less than a minute after being put in a stressful situation. Humira and 6MP have been crucial for me reaching remission. However, learning how to manage the primary stressors in my life has had a major impact on me reaching remission. I created Project Crohn’s to help others manage their stress and flare-ups more effectively,” said John.
The debilitating and unpredictable pain from IBD can lead to depression and anxiety and cause college students and young adults to have difficulty managing stressful coursework, while trying to juggle the debt from medical bills and college combined. John is determined to help ensure that no college students with IBD in the US face IBD alone. Project Crohn’s was created to provide the support his younger self could have benefited from.
Putting Mental Health and Financial Literacy in the Spotlight
Mental health is the primary focus of Project Crohn’s. The mind-to-gut connection is strong. This year, Project Crohn’s goal is to raise $100,000 to cover program costs for 25 young adults in the United States who are taking on IBD. Every penny from every dollar donated to Project Crohn’s is given to program recipients. By reducing stress and helping those with IBD learn to navigate life while managing their mental and emotional health, Project Crohn’s focuses on providing counseling and therapy services, while also building other helpful resources.
Here’s a look at the three main pillars of support that Project Crohn’s provides:
Personal mentoring: Ask helpful career-specific questions to help process challenging situations, while putting life’s crossroads in a positive perspective.
Financial advising: 1:1 virtual meetings to discuss your current and future financial situation, explore options, and suggest changes.
Counseling therapy: Promotes positive attitudes and develops effective coping strategies.
How to get involved and apply for assistance
You can apply for support directly on the Project Crohn’s website. It takes about 60 seconds. John wants people in our community to apply ASAP. Everyone who is accepted receives a scholarship, but currently, there are a limited number of scholarships available.
“We’re building a world where every young adult with IBD has full and free access to the secondary health resources they need to reach remission,” said John.
Chances are you’ve heard of Pelvic Floor Therapy but may not know what this entails or why so many people in the IBD community are talking about it. Individuals with IBD can have persistent symptoms of fecal incontinence, constipation, rectal discomfort, and diarrhea, despite having their IBD in remission with medical therapy. These persistent and often debilitating symptoms can have a major impact on your wellbeing and quality of life.
This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we hear from two gastroenterologists from Mayo Clinic along with several IBD warriors who provide insight, helpful guidance, and information about pelvic floor therapy.
What exactly is Pelvic Floor Therapy?
Pelvic floor therapy is a treatment program performed by pelvic floor therapists to retrain the pelvic floor muscles to address underlying issues such as constipation, fecal incontinence, or urgency. Many patients with IBD in remission may develop pelvic floor dysfunction which is usually diagnosed from a digital rectal examination in combination with an anorectal manometry test.
“During an anorectal manometry, a small catheter with sensor probes and a balloon is placed into the rectum and is connected by a wire to the computer. During the test you are lying on your side and asked to perform maneuvers to determine how your pelvic floor muscles work. At the end of the test, they inflate a balloon in the rectum to help evaluate for sensation and then ask you to simulate having a bowel movement by pushing the balloon out,” explained Dr.Katie Dunleavy, MB BCh BAO, Gastroenterology Fellow, Mayo Clinic.
Based on normal values for your age and gender, you may be diagnosed with a pelvic floor dysfunction. Dr. Dunleavy went on to say that in IBD, there is less research on the benefits of pelvic floor therapy.
“But we have seen benefit in up to 80% for patients in remission who continue to have symptoms of constipation, urgency, or incontinence once active inflammation is fully ruled out. Similarly, some patients with IBD undergo total proctocolectomy with ileal pouch anal anastomosis (IPAA) may also benefit from pelvic floor therapy if they have issues emptying their pouch,” said Dr. Dunleavy.
Additionally, those with IBD who’ve had pelvic floor surgeries might experience sexual dysfunction and this type of therapy directed towards relaxation of the pelvic floor can lead to a better sexual experience.
Pelvic Floor Dysfunction does not discriminate across genders
Any person can develop pelvic floor dysfunction and may benefit from treatment with pelvic floor therapy in the right setting.
“While most studies describe pelvic floor in females, I believe individuals from all genders deserve evaluation of their pelvic floor the recommendation for pelvic floor therapy. Furthermore, individuals of a transgender experience, might undergo gender affirming surgery that impacts their pelvic floor muscles, and would benefit from pelvic floor therapy,” said Dr. Victor Chedid, M.D., M.S., Gastroenterologist at Mayo Clinic.
Dr. Dunleavy says, “As many as 50% of people with chronic constipation have pelvic floor dysfunction, which means there is impaired relaxation and coordination of the pelvic floor and abdominal muscles during evacuation. Some common symptoms include straining with hard bowel movements, a feeling of incomplete evacuation, pain with intercourse, or urinary symptoms.”
Certain risk factors make it more likely for men or women to develop pelvic floor dysfunction, this includes instrumented vaginal deliveries, chronic constipation with straining, prior surgery, prolapse, and age. It is important for men and women to discuss symptoms with their doctor to ensure they get the appropriate testing and treatment.
Apprehensive about getting looked at?
It is important for people diagnosed with pelvic floor dysfunction to seek out a qualified pelvic floor therapist who is specialized in GI and evacuation disorders. These are generally physical therapists or occupational therapists who complete extra training in pelvic floor therapy.
“You should find a therapist you trust and will feel comfortable with during your therapy sessions. The therapists who work in this area are fantastic and work diligently to explain what they will be doing. My patients tell me that the relief they feel from therapy well exceeds the apprehension they had prior to starting sessions,” said Dr. Dunleavy.
It’s important for patients to feel comfortable talking with health care providers and addressing concerns they may have on this topic. Dr. Chedid typically discusses the benefits of pelvic floor therapy with patients during clinic visits as a beneficial treatment option that does not require surgery. He provides patients with exercises and techniques to do at home that will have a major impact on general wellbeing and health.
“Individuals with IBD experience significant “negative” experience with the bathroom and with defecation that can be quite traumatizing, and therefore when they get in remission, they still have a negative association with the bathroom and might have “fear of defecation” despite being in remission. I equate that to “PTSD of the pelvic floor”, which is not a medical term, but an analogy I use. Therefore, pelvic floor therapy is essential to reverse this negative experience with the bathroom and make their bathroom experience a healthier and satisfying experience. Almost all patients who I describe this to get it right away and understand the importance of pelvic floor therapy,” said Dr. Chedid.
He adds that it’s imperative health care providers communicate with patients and ensure that the therapy session will be a safe space with at rained physical therapist who is trained in empathetic and trauma informed care. This is essential in putting a person’s mind at ease, as many patients might have experienced sexual trauma in their lifetime that makes pelvic floor therapy triggering for them.
The impact of Pelvic Floor Therapy post operatively and after IBD pregnancy
If you’ve had a total proctocolectomy and an ileal pouch anal anastomosis (IPAA), you might experience non-relaxing pelvic floor dysfunction or pouch evacuation disorder. This is similar to the rectal evacuation disorder in individuals with pouches.
“Typically, this is identified by history, physical exam, pouchoscopy, anorectal manometry and dynamic imaging of pouch evacuation. Additionally, someone who has had any form of trauma to the pelvic floor, including Perianal Crohn’s disease or surgeries for Perianal abscesses or fistulas or lacerations due to vaginal deliveries after pregnancy, these patient might experience rectal evacuation disorders after recovering and healing. In the proper patient, if identified by history, physical exam and the right testing, these patients will benefit from pelvic floor therapy,” said Dr. Chedid.
At the same time, there isn’t a lot of research on pelvic floor therapy in the post-operative state or following pregnancy in patients with IBD.
“There have been several attempts to find normal values for patients with IPAA who have undergone colectomy to help diagnose pouch related pelvic floor dysfunction. We generally recommend patients wait until the anastomosis following surgery is completely healed prior to having an evaluation with a balloon to ensure no complications. Similarly, patients who have recently undergone delivery from pregnancy will likely require time to heal. I would discuss this with your doctor to have more personalized information,” advised Dr. Dunleavy.
If your GI recommends pelvic floor therapy for your personal symptoms and struggles the overall response is tremendous.
“Recommending pelvic floor therapy to everybody, without identifying the right patient who would benefit from it is not typically beneficial. Therefore, in the right patient, pelvic floor therapy is extremely effective,” said Dr. Chedid.
What IBD patients have to say
Stacey has ulcerative colitis and went from having an ostomy to becoming a j-poucher. She’s a big proponent of Pelvic Floor Therapy. After her 3-step surgery to j-pouch in 2021, she knew she needed at least an evaluation from a pelvic floor physical therapist (PFPT) after urination became a challenge and inserting tampons became impossible during her takedown recovery.
“My surgeon wouldn’t write me a referral, citing that the anorectal manometry tests prior to surgery were all normal. My GI doctor didn’t want to go against the clinical judgement of my surgeon, so I couldn’t get one from her either, and finally I received a referral from my OB/GYN after explaining that penetrative sex was impossible (and felt unsafe to me) to even attempt,” Stacey explained.
These delays resulted in 5 months of significant pelvic pain that she felt ill-equipped and under-supported to handle, and this time could’ve been saved if she had gone into surgery with a referral to see PFPT from the get-go, even if she didn’t need to use the referral; it would’ve been nice to have.
“It’s so wild to me that orthopedic surgery has extensive PT rehabilitation protocols, and yet I was met with such resistance to gain access to the professionals who could help support my muscular recovery, even after such extensive GI surgeries,” she said.
During Stacey’s initial encounter with the PFPT, she spent the majority of the visit trying to gain a strong understanding of her entire pelvic and holistic health history, everything from sexual health to physicality to surgery, and all the in-between.
“She asked for consent prior to any invasive exams and explained them in thorough detail, reminding me that I was in control and could always choose to stop an exam if I felt unsafe. She continued to breathe with me during the exams and communicated her findings in real-time, which made me feel at ease. At the conclusion of our visit, I was told that I was experiencing hypertonic pelvic floor dysfunction from a decade of clenching for dear life trying to make it to the bathroom with mod-severe UC, even before my surgeries. The tightness of the muscles, coupled with three extensive pelvic surgeries, contributed to the pain and issues I was experiencing,” said Stacey.
During the visits with the PFPT, Stacey discovered she had no awareness of her pelvic floor muscles whatsoever. She could not distinguish the relaxation of the muscles from the contraction, and the entire area felt numb to her, like it was a holy, empty space. She says this made the exercises challenging to understand initially. She was prescribed specific exercises, not Kegels, including strategies to gain awareness of supportive muscle groups so she could begin to engage with this part of her body and start to heal.
“What I did not expect, however, was for this experience to be as enlightening and empowering as it was. Slowly but surely, the little life things showed me that they’re the big life things: being able to fully urinate in under 20 minutes, FINALLY being able to use tampons again- these were MASSIVELY important to my quality of life, and they became possible through the help and support of a PFPT and my adherence to their prescribed exercise regimen. I even realized one day while holding one of my exercise poses that I could feel the muscles DEEP in my abdomen! They felt heavy, full of pressure, as if they fired on to greet me, and then suddenly… I could feel them gently, slowly, RELEASE. I cried tears of relief realizing that I had been fearful of reconnecting with these muscle groups, and it really was safe and okay to be in my body.”
Stacey says she had NO idea these muscles existed, yet here they were. Had they been here all along?! She says she numbed them out from years of associating the deepest parts of her with pain from UC; and that her brain was protecting her. I truly wonder. All she knows is the day that she could FEEL her body experience relaxation and safety with FULL awareness of these pelvic muscles is the day that she knew that healing from these surgeries was going to be possible.
After one year of PFPT, Stacey “graduated,” not free of pain, but with the tools to know how to live within the ebbs and flows of pain. She tells me she still relies on the tools and bodily awareness that she gained through the experience.
Jessie was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease when she was 15 years old and after more than 22 surgeries later, at the age of 38, she says she completely underestimated how much her pelvic floor was affected over the years by the inflammation, surgeries, and her pregnancy.
“I was “guarding” badly (a response to pain) and so weak. I was having bladder issues, pelvic pain, rectal pain and so much more. After 2 years of being consistent going to pelvic floor therapy and doing the exercises I can say I’m about 85% better. I can’t say enough how much of a HUGE difference pelvic floor therapy made in my life and my IBD journey. My therapist explained it to me like this “you don’t have orthopedic surgery on your knee, wrist, ankle, spine, etc. and not get prescribed physical therapy. Same with an injury. It’s just standard procedure. But, for some reason, even though your pelvic floor consists of tons of muscles, ligaments, tendons, bone, etc. the same process is not considered – but IT SHOULD BE!” Your pelvic floor needs to be rehabbed after any injury, strain, surgery, etc. just like any other muscle/tendon/ligament/bone in your body,” explained Jessie.
Claire started PFPT because all imaging and tests showed that while her inflammation is under control, she still experiences extreme pain.
“I was tested, and they found I have dyssynergic defecation. This was caused by my chronic pain due to long-lasting fissures as well as chronic constipation. I’m grateful my GI thought to have me tested for this, as many don’t make that connection since the symptoms are so similar to Crohn’s. During PT, I have learned that my muscles do not relax and are constantly tense, so we work on trying to get them relaxed in order to successfully pass bowel movements. Like all other PT, one downside is that it is a lengthy process and takes up a lot of time. I have a one-hour appointment every week for 12 weeks and an hour or two of exercises and stretches on my own every day.”
She says she’s started to notice improvements and found ways to make her pain more bearable, though it’s something she will have to continue working on for a long time.
Tiffany has accessed pelvic floor therapy for herself and having previously been a physio and a fellow Crohnie, she recommends people speak with their doctors because it can make a world of difference, especially after surgery, hospitalization, or a flare.
“The neural connection we have to our trunk and pelvic muscles can be re-trained and strengthened, allowing less pain, and for me an improved sense of control over urgent bowel movements.”
Preslie was diagnosed with Crohn’s in June 2016, and after two years of battling severe symptoms, she had a colonoscopy that showed she was in remission. It may sound like lovely news, except Preslie was still living with a ton of pain, so her and her care team started digging for answers.
“This led to an Endometriosis diagnosis in August 2018. That was great news, except I STILL was not getting relief, and started having severe burning anytime I urinated, but always tested negative for UTIs. I went to a male urologist who told me I was just constipated, which was not the case. After well over a year of extremely painful sex, constant pain, and burning when I peed, I went to a urogynecologist who talked with me for less than 10 minutes and had the diagnosis: Interstitial Cystitis and Levator Ani Syndrome. I finally felt heard. I started pelvic floor therapy shortly after and immediately felt relief.”
Rocio says pelvic floor therapy was recommended to her by a home health physical therapist who was treating her for neuromuscular issues after bowel resection surgery for her Crohn’s in 2020.
“During my resection recovery, I was struggling tremendously with constipation, which was unfortunately always my issue with my IBD. Although uncommon, it’s been my reality for the last 20-plus years. The reason I share this is because I wish someone would have recommended pelvic floor therapy to me over all those years.”
She began seeing a pelvic floor therapist in January 2021 and completed two years of treatment. During that time, Rocio says she learned a lot about the intricacies of all the muscles, the nerves, the internal blood flow, and so much more. Because of two fistulotomies and a stricturplastly, she has numerous anatomical issues which prevent her from having normal bowel movements.
“Pelvic PT changed that completely and I have normal/formed BM’s every single day, without any signs of constipation and without any straining. I’ve learned ways in which I can help relax and release the pelvic floor should I face issues in the future.”
Separately, Rocio has learned how beneficial pelvic floor therapy is for many IBD patients post-operatively, including the ileal resection she had. Her therapist worked on her abdomen significantly during appointments to prevent adhesions and scar tissue. She says there are so many benefits to pelvic floor therapy that it does make her wonder why more IBD health care providers aren’t encouraging patients to pursue care.
Annie started pelvic floor therapy two weeks ago. She was referred based on suspected interstitial cystitis, not her IBD. She was shocked to learn during her first appointment that treatment was for all conditions that involve urgency of any kind.
“The game changer was the pelvic exam itself, I never realized what my PT noticed right away, which is that my first layer of pelvic muscles are unnaturally sensitive. This is massively helpful for IBD and IC, but the most validating part was having a lifetime of excruciating intercourse and painful pap smears and knowing the reason. My PT told me this is not how my life has to be. After just two weeks of exercising my pelvic muscles with a vaginal wand and daily targeted yoga, my urgency, both with my Crohn’s and IC, has gotten so much more manageable. I started this journey running to the restroom every 30 minutes (even at night), now I feel like I’m starting to get my life back.”
Jasmine says pelvic floor therapy helped her a ton following j-pouch surgery.
“I truly believe it should be integrated into post-op care plans, I had to seek it out and ask for it.”
Amy says that while she doesn’t have experience yet with PFPT, she has a complicated Crohn’s history for the past 25-plus years. Now that she’s over 40 and has had three vaginal births, she recently asked her doctor about pelvic floor therapy.
“Because of all the IBD women sharing their journey with this on the Internet, it inspired me to look into therapy for myself. In my first request, the response was that it might be a fantastic idea, but to wait and see. My next visit is in a couple of weeks and I’m looking forward to utilizing this article to share and take with me to help me advocate for myself.”
A look at the insurance piece
Yes, pelvic floor therapy can be covered by insurance, but it can vary based on the type of insurance. It is also important to ask about coverage for biofeedback therapy which is an essential part of the therapy based on prior research studies. Many insurance companies will need proof of diagnosis using an anorectal manometry with balloon expulsion test or defecating proctogram.
“If the proper indication based on testing is identified with the referral to pelvic floor therapy with a script written by someone’s GI provider, then typically insurance should cover it,” said Dr. Chedid.
Closing thoughts on Pelvic Floor Therapy and IBD
It is important to discuss with your doctor if pelvic floor therapy is right for you. Once patients with pelvic floor dysfunction have these basic tools, they can begin retraining the pelvic floor muscles with biofeedback. Biofeedback provides auditory and visual feedback to help retrain the pelvic floor and relax the anal sphincter. Biofeedback training is the treatment of choice for medically refractory pelvic floor constipation, with some studies showing improvement in more than 70 percent of patients. Patients also learn to identify internal sensations associated with relaxation and long-term skills and exercises for use at home.
At Mayo Clinic patients have had more than 70% response at 3 months following initiation of pelvic floor therapy. The response usually takes weeks to months to see a clinical difference and requires patients to practice their exercises and biofeedback at home.
“Although many centers are familiar with retraining techniques to improve pelvic floor dysfunction, few have the multidisciplinary expertise to teach patients with constipation how to appropriately coordinate abdominal and pelvic floor muscles during defecation, and how to use bowel management techniques, along with behavior modification, to relieve symptoms. Because pelvic floor dysfunction can be associated with psychological, sexual, or physical abuse and other life stressors, psychological counseling is often included in the evaluation process,” said Dr. Dunleavy.
If you have chronic pain, you may also need to see a physician to have these issues addressed prior to starting pelvic floor therapy.
Key takeaways from fellow IBD patients
PTs are an excellent resource, but just like getting an IBD-ologist is superior to a general GI doctor, PFPTs are an even stronger resource, ESPECIALLY in the context of chronic GI disease where so many of our deepest muscles are constantly working on our behalf.
You can always say “no thanks!” You don’t need to agree to any sort of exams or exercises that you’re not ready for, and a compassionate PFPT will empower you to make decisions and communicate in alignment with your body’s needs.
ANYONE can benefit from PFPT: any age, any gender.
Normalizing pain and discomfort is a survival instinct, but it’s not necessarily serving you for the GOOD life- it’s okay to get evaluated if you’re concerned about sexual pain or dysfunction, pain with periods, or if you also have IBD and simply want to be sure that you’re supporting your pelvic and spinal muscles the best you can so that you can, especially in the bathroom!
YOU get to decide! Having an evaluation may be all you have the capacity for, and that’s okay! You can return for a plan of attack later, or you can wait until you have the capacity to dive in head-first! There’s no one right way.
If you decide while talking to a PFPT before they do ANY manual evaluations that something doesn’t feel right- YOU GET TO CHOOSE, and you can always, always say, “nevermind”. Advocating for your body is always progression in your healing journey, every single time.
SPEAK UP! It’s RIDICULOUS that patients have to ask and ask and ask for the bare minimum, but if it helps your quality of life and it’s within your capacity- it’s certainly worth it.
A big deterrent for patients can be cost, but the investment is worth it, if you can swing it. You would be surprised how much every system of your body is so connected and feeds off one another!
Helpful resources to check out
Find a Pelvic Floor Therapist Close to Home
Utilize the “Section on Women’s Health” or the “Herman & Wallace” websites. Both these groups train therapists who specialize in pelvic floor disorders.
The Section on Women’s Health (SOWH) website has a “PT Locator” tab. You can enter search criteria including your geographic location (e.g., zip code) and specialty (e.g., constipation) to identify a therapist closer to home.
The Herman & Wallace website has a “Resources” tab under which you will find a “Practitioner Directory.” Use the map features to locate a therapist near you.
Utilize the “find a provider” section of www.pelvicrehab.com for a local PT by zip code.
The therapists who work with pelvic floor disorders may be in Gastroenterology, Urology, Gynecology, Physical Medicine, and/or Women’s Health, etc. You may be able to find someone through your local physicians or contacts.
For those in Canada, check out the Canadian Physiotherapy Association. It has a “Find a Physiotherapist” tab which allows you to connect with the sites of participating provinces/territories. By specifying a “Women’s Health” therapist or equivalent, you may find someone who specializes in the field of incontinence, pelvic pain, constipation, etc.
The benefit of pelvic floor therapy also involved patient education, relaxation exercises, diaphragmatic breathing, and correction of maladaptive toileting behaviors. Some studies have shown improvement in quality of life relating to symptoms, and mental health.
One of the worst aspects of life with IBD (in my opinion) are the side effects of the devil’s tic tacs aka steroids and what they do to your outward appearance. It’s a shock to the system to go from looking malnourished and thin to having a moon face and an insatiable appetite coupled with irritability, the shakes, acne, and insomnia. The weight fluctuations patients endure throughout their journey is a rollercoaster of unexpected twists and turns. Our bodies transform from being thin and sickly to healthy and in remission with weight we’re not used to. While IBD is called an “invisible” illness, our outward appearances take a hit more often than most might think. Those around us often compliment us when we’re “skinny” and stay silent when we’re a normal weight—this is detrimental because there is SO much more than meets the eye.
These photos are three months apart. Pre-diagnosis and on 22 pills a day (60 mg of prednisone).
This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we peel back the layers of complexity regarding body image and self-esteem with IBD. Hear the candid commentary and often heartbreaking reality from 27 patients and caregivers.
The steroid struggle
I always know that after 3 weeks of prednisone my face and looks change dramatically. I went from someone with aspirations to work in TV news, on camera every day, to not letting my mom take pictures of me. I started in the TV business as a producer and once I was off prednisone and well managed, I got promoted to an on-air role, talk about messing with your head. I used to dread being a morning show anchor and returning to the news desk after being out for weeks. Nobody knew I had IBD or what my health struggles were, but they could see something was up. The calls to the newsroom and the comments were mortifying. I used to chew gum all day long while on prednisone to try and curb my appetite. My former GI told me to be careful doing that because the ingredient Sorbitol can cause stomach upset and diarrhea.
Katie: “The moon face with prednisone really did a number on my body image. I was in seventh grade and the kids and teachers would ask me what happened and why my face was like that. My school nurse, after I was out for two weeks because of a flare, came up to me and said, “Glad to see you, but honey, you look like crap.” I was in middle school when this happened, so I always just associated having Crohn’s with being ugly and that has been a long and hard battle. When you’re relapsing and you lose a lot of weight, people tell you that you look great, but when you’re healthy and in remission and you’ve gained weight back, people stop commenting about how good you look.”
Katie’s awful experience as a middle schooler inspired her to go into education. She is now a high school teacher. She says half the reason she went into teaching was to make sure students who have chronic illnesses, or who were absent, had someone who could empathize with them and just try to make sure that the experience never happens to anyone.
Danielle: “Prednisone destroyed my body image. When you look in the mirror and don’t recognize yourself, it’s really an emotional experience. In so many ways, prednisone is amazing, it got me out of my flare, but it turns my face into a swollen balloon. I can’t look at pictures of myself during that time. I am always so self-conscious when I’m on prednisone and feel like everyone can see it. IBD does many things, one of which is controls how you look which is a difficult part of the disease. I just got married and am in a minor flare and I delayed starting budesonide because I didn’t want to risk any moon face.”
Ross: “For me, what’s had the biggest negative impact is the side effects of steroid use, specifically back acne. This developed the first time I took steroids for my Crohn’s six years ago and it still has never gone away. It has had such a negative impact on my body image even though it’s not something anyone would really see. It has stopped me from taking my shirt off during summer months in public, or I’m self-conscious of having my top off at the gym changing room or even around friends or anyone I was dating. It’s something that I would almost always be conscious of these last six years. Even now, when it’s not too active, the scars and pigmentation and redness would stop me from taking my shirt off or make me very self-conscious around other people. I don’t think it will ever go away. It used to get me so down when I was already struggling with flare ups, etc.”
Laura: “Long-term steroid use was the most damaging for me. I was unrecognizable to myself and to others. I never found much support for those body changes and the mental health impact from ‘roids.”
Chanel: “I have struggled much more with weight gain from steroids and other medications than I ever have with the weight loss that is oftentimes common in IBD. Many informational graphics and articles out there about IBD always mention weight loss, but never the issue with weight gain. I’ve always had an unhealthy relationship with my body image because of the constant weight fluctuations due to medication.”
The fluctuations from being thin to gaining weight
I’ll never forget back in 2012 noticing that I was getting thinner and thinner by not eating any differently or increasing my physical activity. I was a morning news anchor at the time in Springfield, IL and I remember weighing myself each morning and seeing 1-2 pounds drop off each day…for weeks. At the time I wasn’t very well informed about IBD and didn’t realize that was a sign I was flaring. I was in my late twenties and gearing up for a trip to the Dominican for a childhood friend’s wedding. To be honest, I was happy, and I liked how my sickly body looked.
Fast forward to 2015, I was engaged and had bowel resection surgery. I had never weighed more than 127 pounds in my life and had dropped to the teens when I was unwell. My first post-op appointment with a new GI I gained seven pounds, and I wasn’t happy about it. My GI said, “this is what happens when you’re healthy and finally absorbing nutrients.” When you’re planning a wedding, healthy weight gain hits a bit differently.
Ever since then, I’ve been in remission and I’m so grateful for that, but my weight has been something I think about now—not only because of my IBD being in check, but after having three kids. My self-confidence and how I feel about my reflection in the mirror has taken a blow as the years have gone on.
Madison: “ When I was in a severe flare in 2020 after being diagnosed, I dropped 20 pounds unintentionally. I was normally around 127 pounds and during my worst flare I was down to 107 pounds. It was absolutely horrifying. I was devastated. I remember going to American Eagle to buy shorts in a 00 size because none of my clothes fit me. I felt sick and looked sick, which made everything 10 times worse. Not being able to eat food and constantly running to the bathroom in pain led me to be malnourished. I remember being at my GI appointment when we were trying to figure out a treatment plan and my nurse said after taking my blood pressure, “Madison are you eating?” I started to cry to her and said “everything hurts me. I can’t eat.”
While Madison was growing up, she always thought being thin was attractive. After being so severely sick, she now personally affiliates being thin with being sick.
“Being on prednisone to help was both a blessing and a curse as it helped get my flare under control, but also led to unwanted weight gain in my face, which makes me super self-conscious, especially in pictures. I know that side effects are temporary, but it can really hurt someone’s self-esteem.”
Fast forward to now—three years later, Madison is on a treatment plan that works for her and she’s proud of her body. She says she looks forward to being weighed at the doctor and at infusions appointments just to see a healthy weight.
“Weight and IBD is very fluid, and I constantly remind myself to give my body grace. When you’re losing weight on top of being sick, it can be detrimental to your mental health. You look in the mirror and see someone you don’t recognize.”
Ashley: “I’ve kept three different sized sets of clothes with my ulcerative colitis. My normal size, a smaller size for when I’m extremely sick, and a larger size for when I’m on prednisone. I’ve always been super self-conscious about my body size because a lot of time it’s out of my control. I also feel self-conscious when I’m so sick and lose weight and people comment about how good I look. I’ve felt guilty because I didn’t work out to “earn” that body. Then, I’ve felt frustrated because it made me mad that to look a certain way that got me compliments, I had to be extremely sick and unhealthy. Now, I have a permanent ileostomy. I am more confident in my body than I have ever been. I think that’s mainly because I’m so healthy now and I have more control over my body and life.”
Danielle: “So many things come to mind. I was 14 when I was diagnosed, and while I was sick prior to being diagnosed, I was judged for being too thin and accused of being anorexic or bulimic. Then upon diagnosis, I gained 30 pounds in 2 weeks from prednisone. At 14 years old, I was swollen and chubby and self-conscious. Since being diagnosed, I haven’t struggled with being “too thin” again, but with weight gain from prednisone and other medications. I’ve been told far too many times that “anyone can lose weight by eating right and exercising” but it’s not that easy with a chronic condition. Some mornings, I’m so fatigued and achy, I can’t get out of bed, and it takes my energy to get ready for work. My diet is extremely limited as I had a bowel resection and I’m allergic to dairy products. So, I live off protein and carbs which are not ideal for weight loss or even maintenance.”
Amber: “I have been on Stelara and have reached remission, but the thing people don’t talk about is after being in constant flares, you have no idea how much weight you might gain because of not flaring. It is a great thing and I’m so happy to be in remission, but now I must learn how to work on the nutrition aspect of it all. To be honest, all these years of being sick, I never had to worry about weight gain. I had to worry how much weight loss affected me and most people do more posting about that. Not the up sides of remission, but also what we do now to get onto a new lifestyle change. We have to learn a whole new way of nourishing our bodies.”
Stephanie: “I have found that when I’m flaring at my worst, I lose weight from not being able to eat and my body not retaining anything that I eat. I get so many compliments about the weight loss, but it breaks my heart because I might look good to others, but I’m at my sickest.”
Jennifer: “It’s crazy to know how jarring it can be to see your weight fluctuate so much so fast. Diagnosed with UC about a year ago and went through a huge flare, lost like 35 pounds. I hated looking at my body because I was under 100 pounds as an adult woman. Fast forward to now and I’m back to my “normal” weight, but still have issues with how my body looks as weight came back. It’s softer and less toned than before. I’m sure it’ll get back to the place where I was, but what if it doesn’t? Our bodies can go through so much and I’m thankful for its resilience, but the mental toll the fluctuations can be a lot to try and manage and reflect on as we navigate this journey.”
Louise: “I’m newly diagnosed and dealing with my second flare. I worry about the impact it has on me mentally because I am happier with my body when I’m very ill, and unhappy with it when I’m on steroids and feeling better. It can’t be good for us. Negative comments (from my mother!) when my face gets chubby on steroids and compliments from people when I’m not eating and very unwell are difficult to process. I get angry when they compliment me on how well I look just because I’m skinny, because I feel like it minimizes how bad things are and how unwell I am. I also like it because I like being slimmer. It is so messed up! When I get my appetite back, I try to fight the cravings and then binge and then feel awful for it. I have never been this way pre-IBD. I was always fit and healthy and in control of my relationship with food. There’s also a weird part of me that wants to look thinner because it’s an invisible illness, I want people to see how unwell I’ve been, so they don’t think I’m lying.”
Louise said it felt good to let it all out and that she’s never said any of this. Coping with big health issues comes first, but this annoys her during quiet moments. Her sentiments ring true for so many of us.
Myisha: “I struggle with body image a lot. I’m naturally 127 pounds, but with prednisone I got to 210 pounds and no longer recognized the person I was staring at in the mirror. I cried for weeks unable to recognize myself. I still cry now and I’m down to 139. My clothes still don’t fit, and I still have clothes that are a size 12-14 because I know that prednisone is an ongoing possibility and that I might get back to that size if I have a bad flare.”
Jessie: “The constant weight fluctuations have always made me self-conscious. It messes with your head too because when you lose weight from a flare, people say “oh my gosh you’re so skinny you look great, what did you do?”…but then when you gain weight (from medications not from becoming healthier) no one comments and you’re just self-conscious about it.”
Celia: “Before I was diagnosed, I was happy with losing weight. I was 13 and hated my body. I remember I had my diagnostic colonoscopy and the day after I took a picture of my stomach, it was as flat as it’s ever been. I felt good about how I looked, but keep in mind I was barely 100 pounds and 5’5’. I felt awful and I was tired all the time. As I started Humira and was gaining weight, I missed my old (very unhealthy) body. I constantly am reminded by loved ones that this weight gain is good. I just returned to the weight I was pre-symptoms almost 4 years later and I feel good overall! I still struggle with how I look and have developed a connection between food, weight gain and loss, and pain from Crohn’s that I still need to work on, but I’m doing my best. As a 17-year-old, we all tend to struggle with how we look, and I need to remember all my body has been through and done for me.”
Kindra: “Along with IBD, I also have Primary sclerosing cholangitis (PSC), so when I flare or I’m unwell, I lose weight and I can’t do anything to keep it on. I will eat all day long and you can count my ribs and see all my chest bones sticking out. I get compliments from people who don’t know me well about how thin I am/how they wished they could eat like me, and I never quite know what to say. When I am healthy and can gain weight and I have to shop for bigger clothes, I get a complex thanks to years of the American media diet culture.”
Leah: “I feel like weight gain after a flare has been challenging. All the body yo-yo and knowing the weight coming back on is so healthy and just what your body needs, but I believe it can be tough at times.”
Kelly: “I’m scared to go below a certain weight in fears of having a flare, but on the backside, I feel unattractive for my partner and fight with self-image.”
Bloating is a bitch
Even in remission, bloating is one of my main IBD symptoms. I often tell my husband, friends, and family, “you can physically see my pain right now. Feel how hard my stomach is. I look like I’m 5 months pregnant.” The reaction is always one of shock, raised eyebrows, and a bit of sympathy. Because of this I usually wear elastic waistbands or dresses. You’ll rarely ever see me wearing pants or shorts with a button. When I used to work in corporate America, my Crohn’s was out of control, and I would repeatedly have to unbutton my pants in the board room and lean back in my chair during meetings with co-workers. It was humiliating, but I always tried to make light of it. It’s amazing how we can wake up with a flat stomach and have a distended belly that truly looks like there’s a pregnancy going on by dinner.
Courtney: “Being emaciated from poor nutrient absorption, but bloated from gas and inflammation at the same time can lead to a confusing relationship with food. I don’t think it’s quite the same psychology as an eating disorder, but when eating causes you pain, or makes you literally change your pant size pre and post meal, it can be easy to want to postpone meals if you have plans, eat little in social situations, and can create an unhealthy relationship with food. Food is not the enemy, it’s a necessity—it’s all about finding the proper treatment and lifestyle to manage your IBD.”
Courtney adds that living with an ostomy is a huge adjustment with major impacts on how you perceive your body and appearance.
“My first ostomy was such a shock to the system. It feels almost surreal to see a piece of your intestine outside your body. If you have no control over output timing, which can leave you feeling broken and helpless during bag changes. It wasn’t until my second ostomy that I was able to recognize and be grateful for the benefits it affords me. I now live a healthy, active, pain-free life and couldn’t be more grateful.”
Patti: “My everyday bloated belly is like a giant dark cloud that blankets my self-image. I really try to embrace the rest of my healthy body and be grateful that I’m able to leave the house and do some functional activities and can sometimes hide my ugly belly if I’m completely emptied out, but my typical mantra is that I look disgusting because of my belly. I know this is negative thinking and messes with my mental health, but after dealing with Crohn’s for the past 51 years, I’m not sure I can ever stop that thinking.”
Alyson: “Bloat makes a girl feel AWFUL. Add in intestinal dysmotility with Crohn’s and I literally start the week at a size 8 and end in a size 10. Then we just switch to those wide leg pants with the elastic. Prior to my diagnosis, I never had to unbutton pants before or after eating. Now, it’s the first move the second we get in the car to leave because, ouch. It really makes you feel cute.”
Alannah: “For me weight fluctuation is my biggest struggle. One week I’m slim with minimal bloating then the next I’m bigger and bloating more. My partner has always struggled with confidence with his stoma due to weight gain even though he’s perfect as he is. He will never go without a top off ever.”
Naima: “Bloating is the worst. I am getting married in three weeks and I’m so worried about being bloated or gassy or having a minor flare. It’s hard to feel pretty when you can’t control how your body is feeling. Some days I feel strong and look lean—other times I hate how I look.”
Post surgery swelling, scars, and ostomies
Sabrina: “I’ve struggled with my body image after being diagnosed and going through three surgeries in a matter of two years. Seeing myself with a bag was hard and the changes that came with post-surgery swelling, scars, and fluid buildup. Body image and my new body will always be something I struggle being comfortable with.”
Mark: “I’ve had Crohn’s for more than 37 years and in that time multiple operations. I have many scars, but they are a part of my life and badges of honor in my constant battle with this disease. My IBD has thrown everything at me including short bowel syndrome, liver failure, osteoporosis, broken vertebrae, septicemia, lymphoma, coma, hepatic encephalopathy, and the list keeps growing. When I see my scars, it reminds me to keep fighting. Crohn’s will not win or stop me from living a full life. If someone asks me about them, I don’t hide. I tell them it’s battle scars. Body image is important to me, and it reflects how strong I am, and no one can take that away. I’ve worked all my life and traveled the world. This year (one year after coming out of a coma) I’ve been on a Pole-to-Pole journey.”
Martin says body image is both how you feel and how you look to others, as well as yourself in the mirror. In his early days post-diagnosis, as a young adult starting a career, he felt anxious and angry, but looked normal.
“Post surgery and with time came the additional stress of looking and behaving differently and additional comorbidities that accompany IBD. This included dental and bone issues. I was hugely lucky to have found my lifetime soul mate before my Crohn’s became active, illness and surgery haven’t changed anything for us. I have been various shades of ill with Crohn’s all my adult life and it hasn’t helped self-love, including self-image on any level. I survived and thrived because of my family’s support and very little real-world commentary on my body from others, although I sometimes preempt this by joking about looking like Homer Simpson these days. I now face further life changing surgery and I worry about the impact of my quality of life on my family. I no longer care about how others see me.”
From a caregiver perspective
Cindy: “My daughter is so deeply at war with her body, and I know thanks to chronic illness it’s so much more complex than simple teenage-girl-in-the-age-of-Insta feelings of “I don’t like my shoulders” or “I should watch my calories” (both of which are things she thinks). It is rooted in a real fear of and discomfort with her body and what it puts her through. She has so many years to live in her body and I wish more than anything I could give her peace with it…the same relative peace and confidence I have always had with my body. I just can’t relate.”
Keyla and her teenage son have IBD: “The struggle is real. Not only do we have a condition that there is stigma about, then we have constant weight issues, scars, bruising, and so much more that leaves us with body image issues. Our bodies have been through enough and done so much for us. Let’s care for it, nourish it, nurture it, and be kind to it.”
Taking on body image one day at a time
Focus on strength and resilience. Recognize your ability to navigate through challenges and adapt to changing circumstances. Once you’ve been through the flare and recovery process once, you know what to expect. Find comfort in knowing you’ve done this before and know most of the unpleasant side effects are temporary.
Seek support. Surround yourself with a strong support system of family, friends, or support groups who understand and empathize with your experiences. Sharing your thoughts, concerns, and emotions with others who have similar experiences (hello online IBD fam!) can help you feel heard and supported. Surround yourself with people and media that promote positive body image and self-acceptance. Be selective in the content you consume, ensuring it supports a healthy perspective and challenges unrealistic beauty standards.
Educate yourself. Learn more about IBD and its impact on the body. Understanding the reasons behind changes in your body and recognizing that they are a result of the disease, not a reflection of your worth, can assist in developing a more positive body image.
Practice self-care. Engage in activities that promote self-care and boost your self-confidence. This can include hobbies, exercise, meditation, or anything that brings you joy and helps you connect with your body in a positive way. Oftentimes our fatigue can hinder what type of daily activity we feel capable of, take everything in stride and don’t overdo. Start with a 10-minute walk and build up from there. The fresh air and simple movement will do wonders.
Focus on what your body can do. Shift the focus from how your body looks to what it can do. Appreciate the functionality of your body, such as its ability to heal, fight illness, and carry you through daily activities.
Reece was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease in 2014. Since then, he’s endured countless surgeries, flares, and setbacks, but chooses to focus on the beauty his life still bestows despite the challenges.
“I’m a shell of my former self, but I am okay with it. I’m grateful for my life. I have people who love me and care for me. When I look in the mirror, I see a fighter. All of the marks and scars are just evidence of my battles. It was not easy to get here, but here I am. I will never be the person I was before Crohn’s, but my disease has taught me so much about myself and life.”
Communicate with your healthcare team. Discuss any concerns or insecurities related to body image with your healthcare team. They can provide guidance and offer resources to support you in addressing these concerns. Therapy may help you cope with these struggles and provide helpful tools for living with the uncertainties and challenges.
Remember, your worth is not defined by the physical changes caused by IBD. Surround yourself with positivity, celebrate your strengths, and prioritize self-care to foster a positive body image and improve overall well-being. Most importantly, after reading this I hope you feel seen and realize that your struggles and insecurities are not unique to you.
There’s not a magic bullet for helping us cope with these insecurities, I know it can be a daily challenge. I truly believe we are our own toughest critics. If family members or friends compliment you when you’re unintentionally thin, respond by saying it’s because your IBD is out of whack. Speak up and inform those who have no idea what’s going on in your mind, with your body, when you look in the mirror, get on a scale, or have to think about how your outfit choice could impact your physical symptoms every day…it’s a lot. You are beautiful. You are strong. You are capable. There’s no one like you in the world. Your body, no matter the size, is working overtime with IBD, please take a moment to show yourself and it, some love.
To receive biologic infusions at home or within a medical setting? That is the question. As an IBD mom of three who has done self-injections for 15-plus years, it’s intrigued me to see how many people in the IBD community now receive at-home infusions. This inspired me to dig deeper and hear firsthand what fellow patients have to say about their experience. When polled on Instagram—out of 260 votes, 55% of IBD patients prefer at home infusions compared to 45% who would like to receive their medication in a medical setting. This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s hear advice, guidance, the role insurance plays in all of this, and perspective on treating your IBD at home versus at an infusion clinic or hospital. I learned a lot and I think you will, too!
Discussing Home Infusions with your Care Team
If receiving your infusion at home interests you, here’s what you can do to get the ball rolling on making it happen.
Talk with your GI about whether home infusions are an option in your area and if they feel comfortable with you doing so. Discuss the risks and benefits. Your GI will need to write a prescription.
Call your insurance and make sure home infusions are covered in your health plan.
Amanda has been doing Remicade infusions at home since the pandemic started and she says it’s been much better for her. Being able to receive her medication at home and cuddle with her 4-year-old daughter and dog are big wins for her. Recently, she also receives daily IV fluids, and thanks to her Port and home health, she’s been able to do it herself.
Amanda: “Home infusions have changed the game for me. They make me feel safer as someone whose immune compromised. I almost always have the same nurse, and I don’t have to commute before or after. How grateful am I!”
She says how you coordinate setting up home infusions is dependent on your insurance. Personally, after talking with her insurance she found a list of home health agencies within 30 miles of her house and called and spoke with a few.
“Some did not administer my medication, some charged separately for nursing fee, and some were not taking new patients. Once I found a good option for my family, the home health company reaches out to your GI doctor, who then sends the script to the Specialty Pharmacy, rather than to an infusion center.”
When Bad Veins and IV issues Set You Back
One of the main reasons I chose to do a self-injection rather than an infusion was because of how horrible my veins are. When I was told I needed to start a biologic during a hospitalization in July 2008, it was the same hospitalization where it took three people and eight tries to start an IV on me. To this day, I’m still a bit fearful of getting IVs because of that traumatic situation. Several people wrote to me with the same concerns—this is something to consider if you typically need a Vein Finder for hospital visits and procedures.
Olivia: “I initially loved the idea of doing infusions at home. My first one went smoothly, the nurse had a bit of trouble finding a vein and drawing blood, but no problems after that. The ability to do my infusion in my bed or on my couch was so much more comfortable than the hospital! But then, the next two infusions, the nurse had trouble getting a vein and one had to be rescheduled because of hospital policy. That infusion took over an hour to find a vein. After that, we spent a month trying to convince insurance to let me go back to the hospital so I could use the ultrasound to get IVs placed. Ever since, I’ve been doing infusions at the hospital. The idea of doing infusions at home was nice, but it didn’t work for my situation.”
Meredith: “I get my Entyvio infusion at home. I don’t love it. It is more convenient than having to go to the hospital/office, but nurses often have trouble starting IVs on me and at home they are the only option. There is no backup and I’ve had a few bad experiences. Things have gotten better because I now have in my profile that I need pediatric needles, but they aren’t the standard, so those types of needles are not always supplied. The insurance decided for me that I would receive my infusions at home because it’s cheaper and since I’ve never had allergic reaction. The service by me is different, but there is no future scheduling. You know around the date that your next infusion is and then you’re contacted one day beforehand with a time. I’m too high strung to be comfortable with that, but it is what it is.”
Much like Amanda, Meredith loves having her dog there for support. When she initially started getting home infusions her dog needed to stay outside the room because she was too interested in what was going on, but now she’s used to the process and equipment and can snuggle.
Heidi: “My insurance made me switch to home infusions. At first, I was nervous because I’m a hard stick and always require a vein finder. I also just felt safer in a hospital setting. But, I’ve been doing home infusions for three years and I love it. I have my “old faithful” vein and I like being in my own home with my own bathroom and other comforts. I also have wonderful nurses whom I look forward to seeing each time. Everything is so much more personal this way.”
Melissa: “Sadly my veins are awful, and I wouldn’t want to chance the one person who comes not being able to get an IV started.”
Concerns from the Community Regarding Home Infusions
Ashley: “With my ulcerative colitis, comes other chronic illnesses. Which is true for a lot of people in our community. I have POTS, so having my infusions done in a healthcare setting is more reassuring for me because there’s more safety nets in place.”
Emilie: “I don’t get my infusions at home anymore (I used to!) because I hated it. The nurse was always texting me to reschedule, I was always having to deal with CVS trying to get my medication delivered on time, and I had to store all the stuff. It also made me feel like a “patient” in my own home. Mentally it was incredibly stressful organizing and coordinating everything and feeling like I was constantly sick because the medical equipment was always around. I much prefer going to an infusion center, where I just show up and they have everything ready to go. Just another perspective—I know a lot of people love getting infusions at home and I’m in the minority, but there are cons to consider.”
Mary: “I don’t currently do an infusion medication, but I have in the past with Remicade. My GI office set home infusions up for me after I did the first few in the office. It was more convenient for me due to the office being about 1.5 hours away from where I live. I was provided with an IV pole to keep at home among other supplies and a nurse came to my house to do the infusion. It was awkward at first, but after a few times it got better. Unfortunately, during one infusion, I had an allergic reaction unexpectedly, during which the nurse had to give me Benadryl and another medication. After that happened, I couldn’t do them at home anymore and had to go to the office. After two more infusions, my GI discovered I wasn’t responding to Remicade anymore and I had to switch to Stelara. The cons are the risk of something happening and not being in a medical setting. Luckily, I had a great nurse who knew what to do.”
Adam: “I prefer the clinic and the reason is, when I was on Humira and had to self-inject, I always worried I didn’t get it in the right spot or the full injection and miss some of my medication. For me, it’s a piece of mind that my infusion is done properly.”
IBD Moms Experience
Miranda was diagnosed with Crohn’s during the height of the pandemic. When she started Entyvio it was in an infusion center, and she felt like she was putting herself and her family at risk each time she went in. By receiving infusions at home, you can potentially be exposed to fewer hospital-acquired infections. This is especially important for individuals with compromised immune systems, as it helps minimize the risk of additional health complications.
“I saw a few ladies (connections on Instagram) who were receiving home infusions, so I asked my doctor about it. He said it would be no problem to connect me with a company in Dallas that handles nursing and medications for in-home infusions. My only obstacle was seeing if my insurance company would approve home nursing. After calling them to go over benefits, my insurance informed me I could receive in-home nursing. I did have to escalate the call to get it pushed through. At the end of the day home infusions were approved. The same company that ships my meds provides nursing. I do have to make a phone call every January to make sure coverage is good, but other than that it’s a flawless process. The nurse and I are close friends.”
Christina: “I specifically told my GI I don’t want to get infusions at home because I like my “me” time in the infusion clinic. Two hours to read my Kindle in peace! I also decline the accelerated rate…perspective changes when you have kids. My nurse jokes they’re my spa days!”
Krista: “I moved to home infusions once I had my daughter. It was more convenient because I didn’t have to find someone to watch my daughter (I had nobody to help or to ask) so that I could attend my infusions. I had a pleasant experience, and the nurse was fantastic. Being able to do infusions in the comfort of my home was fantastic, especially needing an infusion only 2 weeks postpartum, while recovering from a c-section.”
Getting adjusted to receiving medication without support from fellow patients in the room
Kristi has been receiving Remicade at home monthly since January. Her GI office stopped doing infusions at their office due to staffing issues. After a time or two at the hospital-run infusion center, her insurance company called her to see if she’d be interested in home infusions. Since she had been driving an hour each way for years, she jumped at the chance!
“The idea of not having to worry about getting my infusion during a winter storm was enough for me. My doctor’s office was hesitant at first. I was always on board with the idea, and I was shocked to see the cost was similar to my doctor’s office but significantly less than an infusion center. Home infusions have allowed me more flexibility in scheduling. I also feel like my resting period post-infusion is much easier since I’m already home. While I love home infusions, there are some downsides. I don’t think I would have wanted this back years ago when I started infusions. There’s a lot to be said about the community and the support I received just by being in an infusion room with similar patients. It was also nice to be in my doctor’s office monthly, where I could easily report any symptoms, I was having health wise. I am the person that needs to have my house looking perfect before company comes over, so that adds an extra level of stress during an infusion week. It’s also a bit odd to have the nurse here for so many hours. However, I’ve had two nurses so far and they’ve always been very good and very respectful in my home and if I wanted quiet time. Overall, I don’t think I could go back to going somewhere.”
Kristi says now that she doesn’t have the infusion room support, she relies even more on the social media community and the IBD family online. She also loves getting to snuggle with her dog and use him as a heating blanket while she receives her infusion.
Final Thoughts
Balancing the risks vs. benefits. As you’ve read, home infusions are not a one-size-fits-all approach. What works for one person, doesn’t for another. While the benefit of being at home is a big one, having to worry about the sole nurse at your house finding a vein and not knowing if you’re going to have a bad reaction are just some of the cons that can make the experience worrisome for people.
The convenience of home. Home infusions offer the convenience of receiving treatment in the comfort of your own home. This eliminates the need to travel to a medical facility and allows you to maintain your daily routine more easily. For IBD parents and caregivers it alleviates the need of finding childcare. By fitting infusions into your daily life, it helps to reduce the disruption that may come with hospital or infusion center visits. So many of us deal with medical PTSD and having the comfort and familiarity of home can help to ease that burden a bit.
Kat: “I received home infusions for years for UC. My doctor’s office got them set up because I live in a rural area. The pros were the convenience and being in the comfort of my home. The cons were having a stranger in my home for over an hour. Dealing with the company’s billing department was also horrendous.”
A more personalized treatment experience. You can have a dedicated healthcare professional who gets to know you and your specific needs, creating a customized care plan to address your individual symptoms and concerns. Many IBD people I speak with have a close bond with the nurse who visits their home and feel supported during the process.
Jill started on Humira and was later switched to Remicade infusions. She started receiving infusions at the hospital and then her GI recommended she try home infusions to limit exposure to germs.
“My GI’s office took care of the paperwork and I had the choice between two home health companies. This has been a game changer for any guilt I felt around missing work, because the nurse comes to my home and I can continue working on my laptop, if needed. Or I schedule infusions to begin at the end of my work day. I have a great relationship with my home health nurse and she knows me and my veins so well now. I value the relationship and level of care as well as the flexibility I have found with this option. It’s a win for my mental health as well.
Matt received home infusions for seven years. If he could pass along any advice, he says to be even more proactive about your health.
“I had to always coordinate shipments, supplies, and the infusion schedule. The pros are the flexibility and comfort, but the cons are not being at an infusion center where you can unplug and be in your own thoughts.
It’s important to discuss the option of home infusions with your healthcare team to determine if it’s a suitable choice for you. Your care team can address any concerns or questions you may have, educate you on the process, and help you make an informed decision. Remember, you have options and support to manage your IBD effectively, even when it comes to receiving necessary infusions.
When you hear the word “Skyrizi,” you may think people are referring to an up-and-coming rapper or something fun, but in case you didn’t know, Skyrizi (risankizumab-rzaa) is a biologic drug that was approved to treat Crohn’s disease in June 2022. With the medication only being around for IBD less than 13 months, finding patient experiences wasn’t as “easy” as previous articles I have covered on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s about biologics, but I learned a lot writing this and I think you will gain a better understanding of Skyrizi after reading this, too.
Some background on Skyrizi
Skyrizi was previously approved for moderate to severe plaque psoriasis and active psoriatic arthritis. It’s worth noting that Skyrizi is the first treatment for Crohn’s that targets the interleukin-23 (IL-23) protein, which is responsible for inflammation in our bodies. By going after IL-23, Skyrizi helps reduce inflammation that can contribute to Crohn’s symptoms.
When it comes to dosing, patients receive an intravenous (IV) infusion that lasts about an hour at week 0, week 4, and week 8, followed by a self-administered subcutaneous injection with an on-body injector (OBI) at week 12 and every 8 weeks after that. This whole OBI situation is incredibly intriguing to me. I’ve been doing Humira injections for 15 years (!) this week, so I’m used to self-injecting, but knowing technology like the OBI exists gives hope to people who are fearful of needles and having to give themselves a shot. We’ll get into more about the OBI and what fellow patients have to say later in the article.
As far as safety, prior to starting Skyrizi, it’s advised that your GI order lab work that looks at your liver function. If results come back abnormal, this may not be the right drug for you. If you are in the family planning stages, pregnant, or breastfeeding, speak to your doctor. You can also enroll in the ongoing PIANO study, which looks at the safety and efficacy of IBD medications during pregnancy and beyond. Since Skyrizi is so new to the game, research is needed to help pave the way for IBD moms and their children.
Let’s hear from the patient perspective
Prior to starting Skyrizi in February (2023), Stelara failed Stéphane. I’m always careful with how I word this—and I wish all patients and healthcare providers would be conscious of not saying “the patient failed” anything—at the end of the day, it’s the drug that fails us. Stéphane says he didn’t start feeling a response until this month (July)—just before his second OBI (on-body injection). Although his calprotectin started to respond positively in May.
“The good is that I’ve responded and feel better. The bad is that we don’t know how long my response will last or how much it’ll stop inflammation and the formation of strictures. I’ve responded to Remicade, Entyvio, Stelara, but I’ve also developed strictures and had surgeries on all of them. I can hope that Skyrizi won’t continue this dire and disappointing record.”
Megan says before she started Skyrizi she was on the path to an ostomy. Entyvio had failed her, and she was experiencing perianal Crohn’s symptoms that were keeping her from being the mom, wife, and employee she wanted to be.
“My medical team and I decided to start Skyrizi and plan for a temporary ostomy to help my symptoms while we waited for the medication to take effect. After my second Skyrizi infusion, I noticed significant improvement in my symptoms! My bowel movements were more regular, there was a decrease in drainage from my setons, and I had less pain overall. Given my positive response to the medication, we were able to table ostomy surgery. I was extremely relieved and grateful that I had such a quick response to Skyrizi.”
Maha went on Skyrizi after the biologic she was on failed her after six years. As she was reeling from the reality that the biologic that had put her into clinical remission could suddenly not work anymore, she was hesitant and nervous about how to decide the next treatment options.
“After reviewing all of my options with my doctor, I chose Skyrizi based on data and evidence, and also on a gut feeling that this might be the right next step. I’m happy to report that I was right, and in the time that I’ve been on Skyrizi, I’ve achieved a state of remission I could only dream of, with no side effects!”
Elizabeth was in the clinical trial for Skyrizi. She says the biologic “changed her life.” After fighting a Crohn’s flare for seven years, it’s been the only medication that’s wrangled her disease under control.
Kelly started to flare last Fall, because of a loss of response to Remicade (infliximab). Her gastroenterologist suggested Skyrizi as an option that aligned with her drug priorities: namely safety and efficacy.
“The drug has very good data behind it, and she had heard of excellent response in the clinical trials. But it was very new to GIs across the US. It was a gamble, but one that we both thought was worth trying.”
Unfortunately, Kelly dealt with significant problems and delays with her prior authorization and needed to use the AbbVie Bridge Program to get her first infusion dose covered.
“My insurance company used my participation in the Bridge Program as a reason to deny my coverage for the drug. But AbbVie anticipated this issue and has several support programs that cover longer use of the drug and help with deductibles until insurance companies change their policies about drug coverage. I strongly believe that the months of stress and anxiety and daily hours-long phone calls to try to get this drug covered and delivered seriously exacerbated my flare symptoms,” said Kelly.
This cat and mouse game is something far too many of us can relate to. It’s sickening and ridiculous what chronic illness patients have to go through month after month, just to receive medication on time. Kelly was constantly anxious and worried about whether her Skyrizi would be covered.
Kelly tells me her first two infusions were easy and that she had almost zero side effects aside from very mild fatigue, like her normal Crohn’s baseline.
Kelly’s final Skyrizi induction infusion
“My third infusion was a little heavier hitting, like how Remicade infusions felt: a pronounced bit of fatigue, headache and brain fog that lasted less than a day. It was very tolerable. I didn’t have to premedicate before the infusions either, although my doctor had started me on budesonide to try to control the inflammation and keep the flare from getting worse while we waited for the Skyrizi to kick in.”
Cassandra says this is her third biologic and the whole experience in and of itself has been a bit nerve wracking. She lives in Canada and was the first to receive Skyrizi in her city.
“I didn’t love being the first, having the nurses learn on me, not knowing what to expect was difficult as I typically try finding online forums where others share their experiences. So far, I feel ok with it. Skyrizi hasn’t gotten me into remission, but we will see how it goes!”
The OBI (On-Body Injector)
Like anything new, getting used to a new medication and the mode of delivery can have a bit of an adjustment period. You wear the device on your thigh or abdomen for 5 minutes while the medication gets into your skin.
Kelly – “The neat thing about Skyrizi is the Obi, or on-body injector. It’s a brand-new device that is halfway between an infusion and an injection. It’s a small rectangular device with adhesive on the whole back that sticks to your leg. The needle in the device is tiny and I had zero sensation or pain. The button to trigger the needle is large and doesn’t have the same kind of chunky CLICK that the Humira pens do, which was nice and felt less aggressive and intimidating. Because the device infuses the medication into your body over several minutes, it uses an electronic pump. This means you cannot wear your fitness device or Apple watch or have your phone anywhere near it while you’re doing the injection.”
Kelly says she expected to have difficulty with the adhesive since it covered such a large area of skin and was strong. Other than mild discomfort while peeling it off (like taking off a band-aid), her skin didn’t have any other reaction.
Stéphane-“The written instructions for Skyrizi make the self-administering with the on-body injection unnecessarily complicated. I counted 33 warnings of what not to do, something that just generates anxiety. In fact, it’s simple and easy and the Skyrizi video they provide on the website is far more confidence-inspiring and useful.”
Stéphane says it’s helpful to watch the video after reading the instructions. He says the video is good at stripping the process down to essentials and showing that the injection process is in fact easy.
“The front of the thigh is simpler than the stomach because it naturally offers the flat, smooth, easily accessible space you need to place the injector. You clean the small end of the vial, stick it into the injector so it clicks, close injector door, clean area of skin, take the two strips off the back (top first), place it on your thigh and press down the adhesive, then press forcefully on button of injector,” he said.
Jessica made the switch to Skyrizi after being on Stelara. So far, she hasn’t experienced side effects and the medication has kept her Crohn’s in remission.
“The new on-body injector technology is weird and takes some getting used, but overall, it’s painless. It’s just been a little complicated to learn. If there’s a lump on your skin after you take the injector off. She says it goes away. While the needle doesn’t hurt, Jessica feels as the medicine goes into your system you start to feel more pressure.”
So far, Megan has completed two OBIs at home. She says the OBI is extremely easy to use. She’s done Humira, Stelara, Cimzia, and methotrexate in the past and says the OBI for Skyrizi is the easiest and least painful.
“I like to head to a secluded area, so I don’t chance my son trying to wrestle or play and accidentally knock it out of place. (IBD mom hack!) While I still have hard days and I’m not symptom-free, my hard days are much less frequent than before starting Skyrizi!”
Cassandra-“The OBI is amazing. I have been getting IVs monthly/every other month for 9 years, so to not have to get an IV has been wonderful. I have grown to really hate them and have had some bad experiences getting IVs so to not have to face that has made a world of difference. The OBI is so simple, so quick, and relatively painless (though I have felt some slight pinching/stinging). All in all, it’s very simple and I find the mechanism very innovative and cool! I haven’t had any side effects yet, aside from injection site swelling and redness the day of.”
Maha-“The best part is the ease with which I can do my Skyrizi injections via the on-body injector: it’s painless, quick, and honestly I forget that I have to do them until my next injection rolls around.”
Benefits of utilizing the Nurse Ambassador Program Much like other biologics on the market, patients can tap into the free Nurse Ambassadors on hand to help ease the transition to Skyrizi. These nurses provide invaluable guidance and comfort every step of the way. Not only is utilizing these programs beneficial for patients, but also caregivers who may be helping to administer medication.
Kelly-“The device is so new, and the instructions can be long and a little complicated, but AbbVie has a nurse ambassador program that is free for all patients. I cannot recommend the program enough. My nurse ambassador came to my house before I even received the first infusion dose and answered all my hundreds of questions about the expected side effects, the rate of response, and showed me a demonstration with the OBI. It was helpful to get comfortable with the training device. My nurse ambassador also showed up to my house for my first injection and walked me through each step and was excellent at providing support.”
Natalie started Skyrizi infusions in May, 2 infusions down, 1 more to go before she starts with the OBI. She says while she hasn’t experienced huge benefits yet, she’s still hopeful. This is her first biologic and she’s appreciative of how helpful the AbbVie nurse has been through the process.
“I am still pretty new to this myself, but talking with the Skyrizi nurse has helped a great deal, especially getting their co-pay program and just having someone to check in on you.”
Jessica– “AbbVie has an amazing support system, and you can always have a nurse ambassador visit you in person or Facetime you. When I FaceTime the nurse, she guides me through it. Just talking to her while the injector is on for five minutes has made a difference.”
Cassandra-“I live in Canada, so things may be different elsewhere, but Skyrizi is the first biologic where I was sent a “Welcome package” which had a little health/wellness goal setter, appointment tracking sheets, a large needle disposable cartridge for my used injectors, and a mini cooler with reusable ice packs. I was super impressed, and it was fun and cute to receive. I have used the nurse ambassador a few times, especially at the beginning. It’s nice to ask questions or voice concerns with them. Having a nurse ambassador gives me peace of mind.”
Maha-“I really appreciate AbbVie’s commitment to patient education and support through their Skyrizi Hub which provides insurance specialists, nurse ambassadors, and an on-call line to help with any medical or financial concerns! My nurse ambassador walked me through my first injection and has followed up with me regularly to check on my progress both in terms of clinical symptoms and also quality of life!”
Struggling with the “newness” of being a biologic the first year it’s approved for IBD
Kelly ended up flaring badly between her third induction infusions and the fourth dose (her first at home injection). She met with her GI several times, discussing what to do. Since Skyrizi is such a new IBD drug, there really isn’t any extensive anecdotal evidence or patient stories about whether it be worth it to continue the drug, or if she would be considered a “primary non-responder.”
“We struggled with what criteria to use to determine if I just needed to wait longer or if I needed to switch drugs. My GI reached out to the Skyrizi sales rep for their practice and was told not to give up on the drug before 24-26 weeks because clinical trials did show that a non-trivial number of outliers did capture response to the drug later than the expected 8-12 weeks that was seen with most primary responders. At 14 weeks, I could tell that I wasn’t seeing any response to the drug because I was tracking my symptoms, daily bowel movements and pain. It was helpful to have that data to show us in black and white that I wasn’t doing well.”
Looking at the reality of the data and watching her symptoms escalate and her inflammation creep higher and higher despite the steroids and Skyrizi, Kelly and her care team made the decision to discontinue Skyrizi and move to another drug.
“It’s hard to hear from so many medical professionals that a drug with only about a 40% response rate is considered a raving success in the GI community. For me, that’s an enormous number of people who did not respond to this drug. I wish very much I had been one of them, because it’s scary and upsetting when you burn through a drug and cannot go back to it in the future because of possible antibody development.” says Kelly.
Ultimately, the decision to try a medication is a highly personal decision, one that should be made well-informed and jointly with your GI healthcare provider.
Maha says, “My experience with Skyrizi has affirmed that there is hope in all the new therapeutic modalities that are coming out, and that they can offer patients a strong quality of life while delivering treatment as minimally invasive as possible.”
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