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The Patient Experience: Reflections on IBD and Body Image

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One of the worst aspects of life with IBD (in my opinion) are the side effects of the devil’s tic tacs aka steroids and what they do to your outward appearance. It’s a shock to the system to go from looking malnourished and thin to having a moon face and an insatiable appetite coupled with irritability, the shakes, acne, and insomnia. The weight fluctuations patients endure throughout their journey is a rollercoaster of unexpected twists and turns. Our bodies transform from being thin and sickly to healthy and in remission with weight we’re not used to. While IBD is called an “invisible” illness, our outward appearances take a hit more often than most might think. Those around us often compliment us when we’re “skinny” and stay silent when we’re a normal weight—this is detrimental because there is SO much more than meets the eye.

These photos are three months apart. Pre-diagnosis and on 22 pills a day (60 mg of prednisone).

This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we peel back the layers of complexity regarding body image and self-esteem with IBD. Hear the candid commentary and often heartbreaking reality from 27 patients and caregivers.

The steroid struggle

I always know that after 3 weeks of prednisone my face and looks change dramatically. I went from someone with aspirations to work in TV news, on camera every day, to not letting my mom take pictures of me. I started in the TV business as a producer and once I was off prednisone and well managed, I got promoted to an on-air role, talk about messing with your head. I used to dread being a morning show anchor and returning to the news desk after being out for weeks. Nobody knew I had IBD or what my health struggles were, but they could see something was up. The calls to the newsroom and the comments were mortifying. I used to chew gum all day long while on prednisone to try and curb my appetite. My former GI told me to be careful doing that because the ingredient Sorbitol can cause stomach upset and diarrhea.

Katie: “The moon face with prednisone really did a number on my body image. I was in seventh grade and the kids and teachers would ask me what happened and why my face was like that. My school nurse, after I was out for two weeks because of a flare, came up to me and said, “Glad to see you, but honey, you look like crap.” I was in middle school when this happened, so I always just associated having Crohn’s with being ugly and that has been a long and hard battle. When you’re relapsing and you lose a lot of weight, people tell you that you look great, but when you’re healthy and in remission and you’ve gained weight back, people stop commenting about how good you look.”

Katie’s awful experience as a middle schooler inspired her to go into education. She is now a high school teacher. She says half the reason she went into teaching was to make sure students who have chronic illnesses, or who were absent, had someone who could empathize with them and just try to make sure that the experience never happens to anyone.

Danielle: “Prednisone destroyed my body image. When you look in the mirror and don’t recognize yourself, it’s really an emotional experience. In so many ways, prednisone is amazing, it got me out of my flare, but it turns my face into a swollen balloon. I can’t look at pictures of myself during that time. I am always so self-conscious when I’m on prednisone and feel like everyone can see it. IBD does many things, one of which is controls how you look which is a difficult part of the disease. I just got married and am in a minor flare and I delayed starting budesonide because I didn’t want to risk any moon face.”

Ross: “For me, what’s had the biggest negative impact is the side effects of steroid use, specifically back acne. This developed the first time I took steroids for my Crohn’s six years ago and it still has never gone away. It has had such a negative impact on my body image even though it’s not something anyone would really see. It has stopped me from taking my shirt off during summer months in public, or I’m self-conscious of having my top off at the gym changing room or even around friends or anyone I was dating. It’s something that I would almost always be conscious of these last six years. Even now, when it’s not too active, the scars and pigmentation and redness would stop me from taking my shirt off or make me very self-conscious around other people. I don’t think it will ever go away. It used to get me so down when I was already struggling with flare ups, etc.”

Laura: “Long-term steroid use was the most damaging for me. I was unrecognizable to myself and to others. I never found much support for those body changes and the mental health impact from ‘roids.”

Chanel: “I have struggled much more with weight gain from steroids and other medications than I ever have with the weight loss that is oftentimes common in IBD. Many informational graphics and articles out there about IBD always mention weight loss, but never the issue with weight gain. I’ve always had an unhealthy relationship with my body image because of the constant weight fluctuations due to medication.”

The fluctuations from being thin to gaining weight

I’ll never forget back in 2012 noticing that I was getting thinner and thinner by not eating any differently or increasing my physical activity. I was a morning news anchor at the time in Springfield, IL and I remember weighing myself each morning and seeing 1-2 pounds drop off each day…for weeks. At the time I wasn’t very well informed about IBD and didn’t realize that was a sign I was flaring. I was in my late twenties and gearing up for a trip to the Dominican for a childhood friend’s wedding. To be honest, I was happy, and I liked how my sickly body looked.

Fast forward to 2015, I was engaged and had bowel resection surgery. I had never weighed more than 127 pounds in my life and had dropped to the teens when I was unwell. My first post-op appointment with a new GI I gained seven pounds, and I wasn’t happy about it. My GI said, “this is what happens when you’re healthy and finally absorbing nutrients.” When you’re planning a wedding, healthy weight gain hits a bit differently.

Ever since then, I’ve been in remission and I’m so grateful for that, but my weight has been something I think about now—not only because of my IBD being in check, but after having three kids. My self-confidence and how I feel about my reflection in the mirror has taken a blow as the years have gone on.

Madison: “ When I was in a severe flare in 2020 after being diagnosed, I dropped 20 pounds unintentionally. I was normally around 127 pounds and during my worst flare I was down to 107 pounds. It was absolutely horrifying. I was devastated. I remember going to American Eagle to buy shorts in a 00 size because none of my clothes fit me. I felt sick and looked sick, which made everything 10 times worse. Not being able to eat food and constantly running to the bathroom in pain led me to be malnourished. I remember being at my GI appointment when we were trying to figure out a treatment plan and my nurse said after taking my blood pressure, “Madison are you eating?” I started to cry to her and said “everything hurts me. I can’t eat.”

While Madison was growing up, she always thought being thin was attractive. After being so severely sick, she now personally affiliates being thin with being sick.

“Being on prednisone to help was both a blessing and a curse as it helped get my flare under control, but also led to unwanted weight gain in my face, which makes me super self-conscious, especially in pictures. I know that side effects are temporary, but it can really hurt someone’s self-esteem.”

Fast forward to now—three years later, Madison is on a treatment plan that works for her and she’s proud of her body. She says she looks forward to being weighed at the doctor and at infusions appointments just to see a healthy weight.

“Weight and IBD is very fluid, and I constantly remind myself to give my body grace. When you’re losing weight on top of being sick, it can be detrimental to your mental health. You look in the mirror and see someone you don’t recognize.”

Ashley: “I’ve kept three different sized sets of clothes with my ulcerative colitis. My normal size, a smaller size for when I’m extremely sick, and a larger size for when I’m on prednisone. I’ve always been super self-conscious about my body size because a lot of time it’s out of my control. I also feel self-conscious when I’m so sick and lose weight and people comment about how good I look. I’ve felt guilty because I didn’t work out to “earn” that body. Then, I’ve felt frustrated because it made me mad that to look a certain way that got me compliments, I had to be extremely sick and unhealthy. Now, I have a permanent ileostomy. I am more confident in my body than I have ever been. I think that’s mainly because I’m so healthy now and I have more control over my body and life.”

Danielle: “So many things come to mind. I was 14 when I was diagnosed, and while I was sick prior to being diagnosed, I was judged for being too thin and accused of being anorexic or bulimic. Then upon diagnosis, I gained 30 pounds in 2 weeks from prednisone. At 14 years old, I was swollen and chubby and self-conscious. Since being diagnosed, I haven’t struggled with being “too thin” again, but with weight gain from prednisone and other medications. I’ve been told far too many times that “anyone can lose weight by eating right and exercising” but it’s not that easy with a chronic condition. Some mornings, I’m so fatigued and achy, I can’t get out of bed, and it takes my energy to get ready for work. My diet is extremely limited as I had a bowel resection and I’m allergic to dairy products. So, I live off protein and carbs which are not ideal for weight loss or even maintenance.”

Amber: “I have been on Stelara and have reached remission, but the thing people don’t talk about is after being in constant flares, you have no idea how much weight you might gain because of not flaring. It is a great thing and I’m so happy to be in remission, but now I must learn how to work on the nutrition aspect of it all. To be honest, all these years of being sick, I never had to worry about weight gain. I had to worry how much weight loss affected me and most people do more posting about that. Not the up sides of remission, but also what we do now to get onto a new lifestyle change. We have to learn a whole new way of nourishing our bodies.”

Stephanie: “I have found that when I’m flaring at my worst, I lose weight from not being able to eat and my body not retaining anything that I eat. I get so many compliments about the weight loss, but it breaks my heart because I might look good to others, but I’m at my sickest.”

Jennifer: “It’s crazy to know how jarring it can be to see your weight fluctuate so much so fast. Diagnosed with UC about a year ago and went through a huge flare, lost like 35 pounds. I hated looking at my body because I was under 100 pounds as an adult woman. Fast forward to now and I’m back to my “normal” weight, but still have issues with how my body looks as weight came back. It’s softer and less toned than before. I’m sure it’ll get back to the place where I was, but what if it doesn’t? Our bodies can go through so much and I’m thankful for its resilience, but the mental toll the fluctuations can be a lot to try and manage and reflect on as we navigate this journey.”

Louise: “I’m newly diagnosed and dealing with my second flare. I worry about the impact it has on me mentally because I am happier with my body when I’m very ill, and unhappy with it when I’m on steroids and feeling better. It can’t be good for us. Negative comments (from my mother!) when my face gets chubby on steroids and compliments from people when I’m not eating and very unwell are difficult to process. I get angry when they compliment me on how well I look just because I’m skinny, because I feel like it minimizes how bad things are and how unwell I am. I also like it because I like being slimmer. It is so messed up! When I get my appetite back, I try to fight the cravings and then binge and then feel awful for it. I have never been this way pre-IBD. I was always fit and healthy and in control of my relationship with food. There’s also a weird part of me that wants to look thinner because it’s an invisible illness, I want people to see how unwell I’ve been, so they don’t think I’m lying.”

Louise said it felt good to let it all out and that she’s never said any of this. Coping with big health issues comes first, but this annoys her during quiet moments. Her sentiments ring true for so many of us.

Myisha: “I struggle with body image a lot. I’m naturally 127 pounds, but with prednisone I got to 210 pounds and no longer recognized the person I was staring at in the mirror. I cried for weeks unable to recognize myself. I still cry now and I’m down to 139. My clothes still don’t fit, and I still have clothes that are a size 12-14 because I know that prednisone is an ongoing possibility and that I might get back to that size if I have a bad flare.”

Jessie: “The constant weight fluctuations have always made me self-conscious. It messes with your head too because when you lose weight from a flare, people say “oh my gosh you’re so skinny you look great, what did you do?”…but then when you gain weight (from medications not from becoming healthier) no one comments and you’re just self-conscious about it.”

Celia: “Before I was diagnosed, I was happy with losing weight. I was 13 and hated my body. I remember I had my diagnostic colonoscopy and the day after I took a picture of my stomach, it was as flat as it’s ever been. I felt good about how I looked, but keep in mind I was barely 100 pounds and 5’5’. I felt awful and I was tired all the time. As I started Humira and was gaining weight, I missed my old (very unhealthy) body. I constantly am reminded by loved ones that this weight gain is good. I just returned to the weight I was pre-symptoms almost 4 years later and I feel good overall! I still struggle with how I look and have developed a connection between food, weight gain and loss, and pain from Crohn’s that I still need to work on, but I’m doing my best. As a 17-year-old, we all tend to struggle with how we look, and I need to remember all my body has been through and done for me.”

Kindra: “Along with IBD, I also have Primary sclerosing cholangitis (PSC), so when I flare or I’m unwell, I lose weight and I can’t do anything to keep it on. I will eat all day long and you can count my ribs and see all my chest bones sticking out. I get compliments from people who don’t know me well about how thin I am/how they wished they could eat like me, and I never quite know what to say. When I am healthy and can gain weight and I have to shop for bigger clothes, I get a complex thanks to years of the American media diet culture.”

Leah: “I feel like weight gain after a flare has been challenging. All the body yo-yo and knowing the weight coming back on is so healthy and just what your body needs, but I believe it can be tough at times.”

Kelly: “I’m scared to go below a certain weight in fears of having a flare, but on the backside, I feel unattractive for my partner and fight with self-image.”

Bloating is a bitch

Even in remission, bloating is one of my main IBD symptoms. I often tell my husband, friends, and family, “you can physically see my pain right now. Feel how hard my stomach is. I look like I’m 5 months pregnant.” The reaction is always one of shock, raised eyebrows, and a bit of sympathy. Because of this I usually wear elastic waistbands or dresses. You’ll rarely ever see me wearing pants or shorts with a button. When I used to work in corporate America, my Crohn’s was out of control, and I would repeatedly have to unbutton my pants in the board room and lean back in my chair during meetings with co-workers. It was humiliating, but I always tried to make light of it. It’s amazing how we can wake up with a flat stomach and have a distended belly that truly looks like there’s a pregnancy going on by dinner.

Courtney: “Being emaciated from poor nutrient absorption, but bloated from gas and inflammation at the same time can lead to a confusing relationship with food. I don’t think it’s quite the same psychology as an eating disorder, but when eating causes you pain, or makes you literally change your pant size pre and post meal, it can be easy to want to postpone meals if you have plans, eat little in social situations, and can create an unhealthy relationship with food. Food is not the enemy, it’s a necessity—it’s all about finding the proper treatment and lifestyle to manage your IBD.”

Courtney adds that living with an ostomy is a huge adjustment with major impacts on how you perceive your body and appearance.

“My first ostomy was such a shock to the system. It feels almost surreal to see a piece of your intestine outside your body. If you have no control over output timing, which can leave you feeling broken and helpless during bag changes. It wasn’t until my second ostomy that I was able to recognize and be grateful for the benefits it affords me. I now live a healthy, active, pain-free life and couldn’t be more grateful.”

Patti: “My everyday bloated belly is like a giant dark cloud that blankets my self-image. I really try to embrace the rest of my healthy body and be grateful that I’m able to leave the house and do some functional activities and can sometimes hide my ugly belly if I’m completely emptied out, but my typical mantra is that I look disgusting because of my belly. I know this is negative thinking and messes with my mental health, but after dealing with Crohn’s for the past 51 years, I’m not sure I can ever stop that thinking.”

Alyson: “Bloat makes a girl feel AWFUL. Add in intestinal dysmotility with Crohn’s and I literally start the week at a size 8 and end in a size 10. Then we just switch to those wide leg pants with the elastic. Prior to my diagnosis, I never had to unbutton pants before or after eating. Now, it’s the first move the second we get in the car to leave because, ouch. It really makes you feel cute.”

Alannah: “For me weight fluctuation is my biggest struggle. One week I’m slim with minimal bloating then the next I’m bigger and bloating more. My partner has always struggled with confidence with his stoma due to weight gain even though he’s perfect as he is. He will never go without a top off ever.”

Naima: “Bloating is the worst. I am getting married in three weeks and I’m so worried about being bloated or gassy or having a minor flare. It’s hard to feel pretty when you can’t control how your body is feeling. Some days I feel strong and look lean—other times I hate how I look.”

Post surgery swelling, scars, and ostomies

Sabrina: “I’ve struggled with my body image after being diagnosed and going through three surgeries in a matter of two years. Seeing myself with a bag was hard and the changes that came with post-surgery swelling, scars, and fluid buildup. Body image and my new body will always be something I struggle being comfortable with.”

Mark: “I’ve had Crohn’s for more than 37 years and in that time multiple operations. I have many scars, but they are a part of my life and badges of honor in my constant battle with this disease. My IBD has thrown everything at me including short bowel syndrome, liver failure, osteoporosis, broken vertebrae, septicemia, lymphoma, coma, hepatic encephalopathy, and the list keeps growing. When I see my scars, it reminds me to keep fighting. Crohn’s will not win or stop me from living a full life. If someone asks me about them, I don’t hide. I tell them it’s battle scars. Body image is important to me, and it reflects how strong I am, and no one can take that away. I’ve worked all my life and traveled the world. This year (one year after coming out of a coma) I’ve been on a Pole-to-Pole journey.”

Martin says body image is both how you feel and how you look to others, as well as yourself in the mirror. In his early days post-diagnosis, as a young adult starting a career, he felt anxious and angry, but looked normal.

“Post surgery and with time came the additional stress of looking and behaving differently and additional comorbidities that accompany IBD. This included dental and bone issues. I was hugely lucky to have found my lifetime soul mate before my Crohn’s became active, illness and surgery haven’t changed anything for us. I have been various shades of ill with Crohn’s all my adult life and it hasn’t helped self-love, including self-image on any level. I survived and thrived because of my family’s support and very little real-world commentary on my body from others, although I sometimes preempt this by joking about looking like Homer Simpson these days. I now face further life changing surgery and I worry about the impact of my quality of life on my family. I no longer care about how others see me.”

From a caregiver perspective

Cindy: “My daughter is so deeply at war with her body, and I know thanks to chronic illness it’s so much more complex than simple teenage-girl-in-the-age-of-Insta feelings of “I don’t like my shoulders” or “I should watch my calories” (both of which are things she thinks). It is rooted in a real fear of and discomfort with her body and what it puts her through. She has so many years to live in her body and I wish more than anything I could give her peace with it…the same relative peace and confidence I have always had with my body. I just can’t relate.”

Keyla and her teenage son have IBD: “The struggle is real. Not only do we have a condition that there is stigma about, then we have constant weight issues, scars, bruising, and so much more that leaves us with body image issues. Our bodies have been through enough and done so much for us. Let’s care for it, nourish it, nurture it, and be kind to it.”

Taking on body image one day at a time

Focus on strength and resilience. Recognize your ability to navigate through challenges and adapt to changing circumstances. Once you’ve been through the flare and recovery process once, you know what to expect. Find comfort in knowing you’ve done this before and know most of the unpleasant side effects are temporary.

Seek support. Surround yourself with a strong support system of family, friends, or support groups who understand and empathize with your experiences. Sharing your thoughts, concerns, and emotions with others who have similar experiences (hello online IBD fam!) can help you feel heard and supported. Surround yourself with people and media that promote positive body image and self-acceptance. Be selective in the content you consume, ensuring it supports a healthy perspective and challenges unrealistic beauty standards.

Educate yourself. Learn more about IBD and its impact on the body. Understanding the reasons behind changes in your body and recognizing that they are a result of the disease, not a reflection of your worth, can assist in developing a more positive body image.

Practice self-care. Engage in activities that promote self-care and boost your self-confidence. This can include hobbies, exercise, meditation, or anything that brings you joy and helps you connect with your body in a positive way. Oftentimes our fatigue can hinder what type of daily activity we feel capable of, take everything in stride and don’t overdo. Start with a 10-minute walk and build up from there. The fresh air and simple movement will do wonders.

Focus on what your body can do. Shift the focus from how your body looks to what it can do. Appreciate the functionality of your body, such as its ability to heal, fight illness, and carry you through daily activities.

Reece was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease in 2014. Since then, he’s endured countless surgeries, flares, and setbacks, but chooses to focus on the beauty his life still bestows despite the challenges.

“I’m a shell of my former self, but I am okay with it. I’m grateful for my life. I have people who love me and care for me. When I look in the mirror, I see a fighter. All of the marks and scars are just evidence of my battles. It was not easy to get here, but here I am. I will never be the person I was before Crohn’s, but my disease has taught me so much about myself and life.”

Communicate with your healthcare team. Discuss any concerns or insecurities related to body image with your healthcare team. They can provide guidance and offer resources to support you in addressing these concerns. Therapy may help you cope with these struggles and provide helpful tools for living with the uncertainties and challenges.

Remember, your worth is not defined by the physical changes caused by IBD. Surround yourself with positivity, celebrate your strengths, and prioritize self-care to foster a positive body image and improve overall well-being. Most importantly, after reading this I hope you feel seen and realize that your struggles and insecurities are not unique to you.

There’s not a magic bullet for helping us cope with these insecurities, I know it can be a daily challenge. I truly believe we are our own toughest critics. If family members or friends compliment you when you’re unintentionally thin, respond by saying it’s because your IBD is out of whack. Speak up and inform those who have no idea what’s going on in your mind, with your body, when you look in the mirror, get on a scale, or have to think about how your outfit choice could impact your physical symptoms every day…it’s a lot. You are beautiful. You are strong. You are capable. There’s no one like you in the world. Your body, no matter the size, is working overtime with IBD, please take a moment to show yourself and it, some love.

The Patient Experience: What the IBD Community has to say about Home Infusions

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To receive biologic infusions at home or within a medical setting? That is the question. As an IBD mom of three who has done self-injections for 15-plus years, it’s intrigued me to see how many people in the IBD community now receive at-home infusions. This inspired me to dig deeper and hear firsthand what fellow patients have to say about their experience. When polled on Instagram—out of 260 votes, 55% of IBD patients prefer at home infusions compared to 45% who would like to receive their medication in a medical setting. This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s hear advice, guidance, the role insurance plays in all of this, and perspective on treating your IBD at home versus at an infusion clinic or hospital. I learned a lot and I think you will, too!

Discussing Home Infusions with your Care Team

If receiving your infusion at home interests you, here’s what you can do to get the ball rolling on making it happen.

  • Talk with your GI about whether home infusions are an option in your area and if they feel comfortable with you doing so. Discuss the risks and benefits. Your GI will need to write a prescription.
  • Call your insurance and make sure home infusions are covered in your health plan.

Amanda has been doing Remicade infusions at home since the pandemic started and she says it’s been much better for her. Being able to receive her medication at home and cuddle with her 4-year-old daughter and dog are big wins for her. Recently, she also receives daily IV fluids, and thanks to her Port and home health, she’s been able to do it herself.

Amanda: “Home infusions have changed the game for me. They make me feel safer as someone whose immune compromised. I almost always have the same nurse, and I don’t have to commute before or after. How grateful am I!”

She says how you coordinate setting up home infusions is dependent on your insurance. Personally, after talking with her insurance she found a list of home health agencies within 30 miles of her house and called and spoke with a few.

“Some did not administer my medication, some charged separately for nursing fee, and some were not taking new patients. Once I found a good option for my family, the home health company reaches out to your GI doctor, who then sends the script to the Specialty Pharmacy, rather than to an infusion center.”

When Bad Veins and IV issues Set You Back

One of the main reasons I chose to do a self-injection rather than an infusion was because of how horrible my veins are. When I was told I needed to start a biologic during a hospitalization in July 2008, it was the same hospitalization where it took three people and eight tries to start an IV on me. To this day, I’m still a bit fearful of getting IVs because of that traumatic situation. Several people wrote to me with the same concerns—this is something to consider if you typically need a Vein Finder for hospital visits and procedures.

Olivia: “I initially loved the idea of doing infusions at home. My first one went smoothly, the nurse had a bit of trouble finding a vein and drawing blood, but no problems after that. The ability to do my infusion in my bed or on my couch was so much more comfortable than the hospital! But then, the next two infusions, the nurse had trouble getting a vein and one had to be rescheduled because of hospital policy. That infusion took over an hour to find a vein. After that, we spent a month trying to convince insurance to let me go back to the hospital so I could use the ultrasound to get IVs placed. Ever since, I’ve been doing infusions at the hospital. The idea of doing infusions at home was nice, but it didn’t work for my situation.”

Meredith: “I get my Entyvio infusion at home. I don’t love it. It is more convenient than having to go to the hospital/office, but nurses often have trouble starting IVs on me and at home they are the only option. There is no backup and I’ve had a few bad experiences. Things have gotten better because I now have in my profile that I need pediatric needles, but they aren’t the standard, so those types of needles are not always supplied. The insurance decided for me that I would receive my infusions at home because it’s cheaper and since I’ve never had allergic reaction. The service by me is different, but there is no future scheduling. You know around the date that your next infusion is and then you’re contacted one day beforehand with a time. I’m too high strung to be comfortable with that, but it is what it is.”

Much like Amanda, Meredith loves having her dog there for support. When she initially started getting home infusions her dog needed to stay outside the room because she was too interested in what was going on, but now she’s used to the process and equipment and can snuggle.

Heidi: “My insurance made me switch to home infusions. At first, I was nervous because I’m a hard stick and always require a vein finder. I also just felt safer in a hospital setting. But, I’ve been doing home infusions for three years and I love it. I have my “old faithful” vein and I like being in my own home with my own bathroom and other comforts. I also have wonderful nurses whom I look forward to seeing each time. Everything is so much more personal this way.”

Melissa: “Sadly my veins are awful, and I wouldn’t want to chance the one person who comes not being able to get an IV started.”

Concerns from the Community Regarding Home Infusions

Ashley: “With my ulcerative colitis, comes other chronic illnesses. Which is true for a lot of people in our community. I have POTS, so having my infusions done in a healthcare setting is more reassuring for me because there’s more safety nets in place.”

Emilie: “I don’t get my infusions at home anymore (I used to!) because I hated it. The nurse was always texting me to reschedule, I was always having to deal with CVS trying to get my medication delivered on time, and I had to store all the stuff. It also made me feel like a “patient” in my own home. Mentally it was incredibly stressful organizing and coordinating everything and feeling like I was constantly sick because the medical equipment was always around. I much prefer going to an infusion center, where I just show up and they have everything ready to go. Just another perspective—I know a lot of people love getting infusions at home and I’m in the minority, but there are cons to consider.”

Mary: “I don’t currently do an infusion medication, but I have in the past with Remicade. My GI office set home infusions up for me after I did the first few in the office. It was more convenient for me due to the office being about 1.5 hours away from where I live. I was provided with an IV pole to keep at home among other supplies and a nurse came to my house to do the infusion. It was awkward at first, but after a few times it got better. Unfortunately, during one infusion, I had an allergic reaction unexpectedly, during which the nurse had to give me Benadryl and another medication. After that happened, I couldn’t do them at home anymore and had to go to the office. After two more infusions, my GI discovered I wasn’t responding to Remicade anymore and I had to switch to Stelara. The cons are the risk of something happening and not being in a medical setting. Luckily, I had a great nurse who knew what to do.”

Adam: “I prefer the clinic and the reason is, when I was on Humira and had to self-inject, I always worried I didn’t get it in the right spot or the full injection and miss some of my medication. For me, it’s a piece of mind that my infusion is done properly.”

IBD Moms Experience

Miranda was diagnosed with Crohn’s during the height of the pandemic. When she started Entyvio it was in an infusion center, and she felt like she was putting herself and her family at risk each time she went in. By receiving infusions at home, you can potentially be exposed to fewer hospital-acquired infections. This is especially important for individuals with compromised immune systems, as it helps minimize the risk of additional health complications.

“I saw a few ladies (connections on Instagram) who were receiving home infusions, so I asked my doctor about it. He said it would be no problem to connect me with a company in Dallas that handles nursing and medications for in-home infusions. My only obstacle was seeing if my insurance company would approve home nursing. After calling them to go over benefits, my insurance informed me I could receive in-home nursing. I did have to escalate the call to get it pushed through. At the end of the day home infusions were approved. The same company that ships my meds provides nursing. I do have to make a phone call every January to make sure coverage is good, but other than that it’s a flawless process. The nurse and I are close friends.”

Christina: “I specifically told my GI I don’t want to get infusions at home because I like my “me” time in the infusion clinic. Two hours to read my Kindle in peace! I also decline the accelerated rate…perspective changes when you have kids. My nurse jokes they’re my spa days!”

Krista: “I moved to home infusions once I had my daughter. It was more convenient because I didn’t have to find someone to watch my daughter (I had nobody to help or to ask) so that I could attend my infusions. I had a pleasant experience, and the nurse was fantastic. Being able to do infusions in the comfort of my home was fantastic, especially needing an infusion only 2 weeks postpartum, while recovering from a c-section.”

Getting adjusted to receiving medication without support from fellow patients in the room

Kristi has been receiving Remicade at home monthly since January. Her GI office stopped doing infusions at their office due to staffing issues. After a time or two at the hospital-run infusion center, her insurance company called her to see if she’d be interested in home infusions. Since she had been driving an hour each way for years, she jumped at the chance!

“The idea of not having to worry about getting my infusion during a winter storm was enough for me. My doctor’s office was hesitant at first. I was always on board with the idea, and I was shocked to see the cost was similar to my doctor’s office but significantly less than an infusion center. Home infusions have allowed me more flexibility in scheduling. I also feel like my resting period post-infusion is much easier since I’m already home. While I love home infusions, there are some downsides. I don’t think I would have wanted this back years ago when I started infusions. There’s a lot to be said about the community and the support I received just by being in an infusion room with similar patients. It was also nice to be in my doctor’s office monthly, where I could easily report any symptoms, I was having health wise. I am the person that needs to have my house looking perfect before company comes over, so that adds an extra level of stress during an infusion week. It’s also a bit odd to have the nurse here for so many hours. However, I’ve had two nurses so far and they’ve always been very good and very respectful in my home and if I wanted quiet time. Overall, I don’t think I could go back to going somewhere.”

Kristi says now that she doesn’t have the infusion room support, she relies even more on the social media community and the IBD family online. She also loves getting to snuggle with her dog and use him as a heating blanket while she receives her infusion.

Final Thoughts

Balancing the risks vs. benefits. As you’ve read, home infusions are not a one-size-fits-all approach. What works for one person, doesn’t for another. While the benefit of being at home is a big one, having to worry about the sole nurse at your house finding a vein and not knowing if you’re going to have a bad reaction are just some of the cons that can make the experience worrisome for people.

The convenience of home. Home infusions offer the convenience of receiving treatment in the comfort of your own home. This eliminates the need to travel to a medical facility and allows you to maintain your daily routine more easily. For IBD parents and caregivers it alleviates the need of finding childcare. By fitting infusions into your daily life, it helps to reduce the disruption that may come with hospital or infusion center visits. So many of us deal with medical PTSD and having the comfort and familiarity of home can help to ease that burden a bit.

Kat: “I received home infusions for years for UC. My doctor’s office got them set up because I live in a rural area. The pros were the convenience and being in the comfort of my home. The cons were having a stranger in my home for over an hour. Dealing with the company’s billing department was also horrendous.”

A more personalized treatment experience. You can have a dedicated healthcare professional who gets to know you and your specific needs, creating a customized care plan to address your individual symptoms and concerns. Many IBD people I speak with have a close bond with the nurse who visits their home and feel supported during the process.

Jill started on Humira and was later switched to Remicade infusions. She started receiving infusions at the hospital and then her GI recommended she try home infusions to limit exposure to germs.

“My GI’s office took care of the paperwork and I had the choice between two home health companies. This has been a game changer for any guilt I felt around missing work, because the nurse comes to my home and I can continue working on my laptop, if needed. Or I schedule infusions to begin at the end of my work day. I have a great relationship with my home health nurse and she knows me and my veins so well now. I value the relationship and level of care as well as the flexibility I have found with this option. It’s a win for my mental health as well.

Matt received home infusions for seven years. If he could pass along any advice, he says to be even more proactive about your health.

“I had to always coordinate shipments, supplies, and the infusion schedule. The pros are the flexibility and comfort, but the cons are not being at an infusion center where you can unplug and be in your own thoughts.

It’s important to discuss the option of home infusions with your healthcare team to determine if it’s a suitable choice for you. Your care team can address any concerns or questions you may have, educate you on the process, and help you make an informed decision. Remember, you have options and support to manage your IBD effectively, even when it comes to receiving necessary infusions.

Wearable Devices and IBD: Hear one woman’s experience as a citizen scientist

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Raise your hand if you’ve ever been blindsided by an IBD flare. My Crohn’s has landed me in the hospital with zero warning on several occasions. The unpredictability of IBD is a huge challenge we all face. But what if a wearable device could signal when our disease course is going off the tracks? What if we had warnings long before we were face to face with our next flare?

An ongoing “Stress in Crohn’s” study out of Mt. Sinai’s IBD Center in New York and The John Radcliffe Infirmary/Oxford University in the United Kingdom has been investigating this since February 2021, with the help of 200 participants. The study wrapped up in June 2022 and was conducted in partnership with 4YouandMe and funded by a grant from The Leona M. and Harry B. Helmsley Charitable Trust to 4YouandMe.

The goal? To empower those with Crohn’s to monitor stress responses and early signs of impending illness worsening in between clinic visits, while providing a means to navigate life and mitigate the consequences stress has on our disease journey. While stress has long been known to somehow affect our IBD, the details of the relationship are poorly understood.

This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we hear from an IBD mom and educator who recently participated in the Stress in Crohn’s study in hopes of taking action to help advance our knowledge of diseases like Crohn’s and ulcerative colitis.

The mission of the Stress in Crohn’s study

Wearables such as smart rings, smart watches, and smart scales, along with our phones, can collect information emanating from us. They can record our physiology and our routines that we are learning to weave together into “clinical symptoms”- such as fatigue, sleep, and stress.

“The main mission of 4YouandMe (nonprofit) is to empower individuals to navigate their own health by using wearables and apps while sharing their own health related data and insights for the benefit of all. This desire was birthed after working at Apple on their Special Projects team and grew out of asking “why can’t the data that emanates from each of us come back and help each person improve their health on a daily basis”,” said Stephen Friend, President 4YouandMe(nonprofit) , Visiting Professor of Connected Medicine, Oxford University.

Tina Aswani-Omprakash, MPH, Wearables Research Coordinator at Mount Sinai’s Susan & Leonard Feinstein IBD Center & Patient Advocate/Founder of the blog ‘Own Your Crohn’s’ says the promise of wearable devices in the prediction of IBD flares and drug response is real and something she’s excited about.

“As we know, IBD can be a progressive disease and it is important to shut down inflammation quickly to prevent complications. The wearable studies at Mount Sinai’s Susan & Leonard Feinstein IBD Center are looking to develop algorithms using measures such as heart rate variability, sleep duration & quality, essentially autonomic/ parasympathetic nervous system fluctuations via data collected through wearable devices. The hope is to help predict IBD flares and showcase drug response utilizing wearable device signatures,” said Tina.

Meet Nicole, Stress in Crohn’s study participant

Nicole Pavlin became a patient at the Mount Sinai IBD Center in New York and received an official diagnosis of Crohn’s disease of the ileum and jejunum in 2021, but her symptoms began more than 16 years prior. At the time Nicole was just beginning her teaching career and she was focused on raising her family. Once Nicole received her IBD diagnosis, she would often search GI research publications to better understand Crohn’s, along with the treatments and procedures available to patients.

“By educating myself about the disease, I’ve been able to communicate more efficiently with my healthcare team and advocate for my needs. The opportunity to participate in IBD research is always exciting to me, especially since the results could potentially help patients in the future,” said Nicole.

Nicole chose to participate in the “Stress in Crohn’s Study” from July 2021 to May 2022, which captured a period of time when her IBD symptoms took a turn for the worse. Nicole had bowel resection surgery that involved the removal of 6 inches of her ileum, including her Meckel’s diverticulum.

Getting recruited for the Stress in Crohn’s study

You may be wondering how Nicole got involved with this study. A Clinical Research Coordinator from the Mt. Sinai IBD Center reached out to Nicole to see if she’d be interested in participating. The researcher told her digital devices were being used to learn the relationship between Crohn’s disease symptoms and stress to try and predict the onset of flares.

“I was given detailed information about the study and instructions on downloading the app. The researchers provided me with an Oura ring, an Empatica EMBRACE wristband, and a Bodyport scale. I completed various surveys and tasks within the Stress Study app each day. Whenever I had a bowel movement, I would note the characteristics of the stool on the Pooply app based on the Bristol stool scale. The Rescue Time app was optional, and I chose not to use that one,” Nicole explained.

Daily points were awarded for wearing the Oura ring and Empatica wristband, using the Bodyport scale, answering survey questions, and completing tasks on the study app. Nicole received extra “boost points” for using the devices multiple days in a row.

“Every two weeks I gained points for completing a video diary and a cognition task. About five times during the study, I completed a Calprotectin stool sample at home through the IBDoc app. I had a support team and check-in calls each month to answer questions about my mental health and medications. There was also a study visit every three months to complete additional surveys about my health and Crohn’s disease.”

By the end of the study, Nicole earned more than 20,000 points for completing these tasks and eventually received 5 stars for being a “Groundbreaking Contributor” to science. She says the point system was a big motivator and a fun challenge. The study lasted 9 months. Nicole was compensated $400, and she got to keep the Oura ring.

Wearables provide a “new voice of objective data”

Up till now, those with chronic diseases have had to use their memory and feelings to convey their diseases. The wearables offer a new voice of objective data for themselves and for their physicians about what precisely occurred.

“In this study of Crohn’s disease, we were more interested in unlocking the link between stress and flares in Crohn’s. This is part of a larger set of feasibility studies to build for individuals a “Stress Load Navigator” for we note a tight connection between not just inflammatory bowel disease, but also diseases as diverse as diabetes, heart attacks, arthritis and even Alzheimer’s,” said Dr. Friend.

Marco Altini, Founder of HRV4Training, advisor at Oura, and Guest Lecturer at VU Amsterdam, says recent advancements in wearable technology are making it possible to move away from the lab and monitor our physiology continuously, in real life, when and where it really matters.

“In the context of many chronic conditions, the ability to monitor our own, individual changes in resting physiology over long periods of time, and in relation to symptoms or other makers, could finally help us better manage our health,” said Marco.Devices such as the Oura ring can monitor accurately resting heart rate and heart rate variability over time. These signals are tightly coupled to our stress response, which is often an important part of the picture when managing our health.

Participating in research as an IBD mom

Since there is a genetic component to IBD, Nicole says she worries that her children could show signs of the disease in the future. She’s been very open with her children about the challenges she’s faced with the disease.

“I want to model resilience for them so they can see how to navigate difficult situations. By participating in research, I want to show them that we have a chance to use these challenges to help others and make a difference in the future.”

Nicole says it’s encouraging that wearable devices could potentially predict the onset of flares, which might offer faster treatment to prevent the escalation of inflammation and disease progression.

The importance of contributing to IBD research

Nicole’s hope is that by sharing her experience, it will inspire others to participate in IBD research and encourage more funding for these types of initiatives.

“Our research contributions as chronic illness patients have so much potential to benefit others in the future.  This study was fascinating, and it was truly a pleasure to participate in the research.”

She says by taking the daily surveys and performing the tasks, it made her feel like someone was paying attention to her struggles.

“It gave me an incentive to be strong, thinking that my challenges could be helpful to IBD research!”

Nicole’s final thoughts on wearable devices

  • Wearable devices present a great opportunity for patients to monitor their health and provide feedback to healthcare professionals. “Since the study, I’ve continued to wear the Oura ring, and it’s been especially helpful to follow my progress as I rebuild and strengthen my body. Each morning I can check my readiness level to see how my heart has recovered from various activity levels. My sleep analysis has also been helpful for establishing a healthy sleep routine.”
  • The Oura ring has captured periods of strain on my body, and I can often tell when I’m getting sick with slight elevations in body temperature and resting heart rate.  “During my Covid infection, the ring app even showed a fever spike along with elevated heart rate. I’ve also been able to monitor episodes of tachycardia with the help of the Oura ring and a KardiaMobile device, which is a single-lead portable EKG connected to a phone app. In addition, we have a pulse oximeter at home to monitor heart rate and oxygen saturation.”
  • With so much information to collect on our health, these devices can be overwhelming and anxiety provoking. “During the study, I was constantly monitoring my symptoms which led to a hyperfocus on my disease. Weighing myself each day also contributed to anxiety. Each time my weight dropped a little bit, I got worried and discouraged. The constant focus on weight can also contribute to issues with body image, and I’ve since decided to just weigh myself at medical appointments. For anyone considering wearable devices, it’s very important to keep moderation in mind.”

When we step out into the world, we need navigation tools. The same goes with wearable technologies. Soon, we’ll be able to use the data taken directly from our own bodies, during our day-to-day lives, to follow what is happening and help us to better navigate our own health paths. According to Dr. Friend, last year almost half of American adults were wearing some form of smart watch, and as of Spring 2022 more than 90% of smart watch users state they use health related apps to follow their health. 

Interested in becoming a citizen scientist like Nicole? Learn about additional research opportunities:

Wearable devices:

Current IBD Forecast research (ehive studies) 

Other Opportunities:

Crohn’s & Colitis Foundation

Contact a Clinical Research Coordinator at a Hospital, University, or IBD Center

Patient-Centered Outcomes Research Institute (PCORI)

In the future, Nicole plans to contribute to the Mount Sinai Million Health Discoveries Program which aims to understand how to treat different diseases in patients of all races, ages, and genders.  She has also been invited to collaborate with Nutritional Therapy for IBD whose mission is to improve the lives and outcomes of patients with Crohn’s disease and ulcerative colitis through evidence-based nutrition.

Closing thoughts

The information collected from wearables can be a gamechanger for us as patients. Many of us call our doctors or go to the ER based on symptoms, but if we have remote monitoring via such devices, we could perhaps prevent this disease from spiraling. Kudos to Nicole and the many other research participants who are helping to push the needle and change the future of what it means to live with IBD.

“To me, that’s not just hope. That’s the future of managing this disease better and truly owning our Crohn’s or ulcerative colitis,” said Tina.

Connect with Nicole on Instagram: @nicolepavlin2

Connect with Tina on Instagram: @ownyourcrohns

Opening doors and breaking down barriers for the LGBTQIA+ IBD Community

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Healthcare for those with IBD in the LGBTQIA+ community looks a bit different. IBD often affects young adults, many of whom are just beginning to become comfortable in their sexuality and gender identity. This can be especially hard for LGBTQIA+ folks, who have already had to work through stigma and discrimination, and then have the additional burden of a new diagnosis of IBD. The LGBTQIA+ community is a big, diverse group of people and each person is unique.

This Pride Month on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s a close look at the most common concerns and patient experiences, helpful guidance to support the LGBTQIA+ community, tips for finding and communicating with your care team about your sexual orientation, and exciting news about how the University of California-San Francisco Medical Center is working to provide a safe space for patients.

You may not be aware that IBD symptoms can affect sexual function, colectomy and J-pouch surgeries can impact receptive anal sex, transgender people with active pelvic inflammation may have issues undergoing bottom surgery as part of gender affirming, and much more. The mere act of communicating with your care team can be an overwhelming and daunting experience.

Coming soon: An IBD Clinic specifically serving the LGBTQIA+community

Dr. Justin Field, MD, University of California, San Francisco, is passionate about supporting IBD patients who are part of the LGBTQIA+ community, as a gay man himself, he’s on the forefront of making the UCSF Medical Center one of the first in the country to have an IBD clinic geared towards treating IBD in the LGBTQIA+ community.

Currently there are two other clinics in the U.S. that specialize in treating LGBTQIA+ IBD patients, the Mayo Clinic in Rochester, Minnesota, run by Dr. Victor Chedid and Capital Digestive Care in Washington D.C. Dr. Jessica Korman, MD, specializes in LGBTQIA+ patients with all GI issues, including IBD. She also does anal cancer screenings.

“The clinic at UCSF is set to open this Fall and will offer comprehensive IBD care to anyone who is interested and will be a safe and inclusive environment where everyone involved in patient care will have special training in the unique needs and concerns of LGBTQIA+ patients. The clinic will offer screening for anal cancer, which is increased in patients with IBD, in men who have sex with men (MSM), patients living with HIV, those who have receptive anal sex, patients with prior cervical or vaginal cancers, and in those on long term immunosuppression,” said Dr. Field.

The clinic will also offer coordination between Gastroenterology and other specialties such as Colorectal Surgery and Transgender Care. For people who are interested, UCSF will offer the ability to participate in research that adds to the knowledge base about the unique needs of LGBTQIA+ people who have IBD.

“This clinic came from the realization that LGBTQIA+ folks often have unique needs that aren’t always addressed in other traditional settings. Also, patients often feel hesitant to fully discuss their sexual orientation and gender identity with healthcare providers due to fear of stigmatization or being treated differently. I wanted to create a safe space where patients can feel comfortable and empowered to be open with their healthcare team, and where they can receive the relevant expertise to meet their needs,” says Dr. Field.

Because LGBTQIA+ people have so often been left out of research (by not including sexual and gender diverse identities in research studies), having a dedicated LGBTQIA+ IBD clinic helps improve medical knowledge about how IBD affects LGBTQIA+ individuals, by allowing more patients to choose to participate in research.

“I have received incredible support from the University of California – San Francisco to start the clinic. The clinic continues to be a work in progress, and I’m continuing to seek out a wide variety of patient and provider input to ensure the clinic effectively serves the community,” explained Dr. Field.

Living with the stigma of IBD and being LGBTQIA+

CC Springhetti was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis when she was 12. She’s has an ileostomy and says sometimes she jokes that the universe keeps punishing her with stigmatized labels.

“I’m a woman, gay, AND I have a disability now?! In all seriousness, I try to view all my labels as gifts. They each make me who I am, and though it’s taken me some time to get to this point, I’ve learned to be proud of who I am and what I have. I know that sharing my life helps normalize and de-stigmatize IBD and queerness. Representation is so important, and being able to show up exactly as I am to show that you can be queer with IBD and still live a full life is a precious gift I have been given.”

CC and her wife share their life online and have been the target of extreme hate and prejudice. They’re received hundreds of threats.

“It can be draining to keep up with the amount of comment/message removal needed to keep our internet pages safe for young viewers and it’s incredibly disheartening on a regular basis. I sometimes give myself several days away from social media just to clear my mind – the hate and threats cause so much stress, and it can be difficult to separate internet life from real life. Those of us with IBD know how stress can affect our bodies, so this is a constant issue I am still working through every day.”

CC says when she’s admitted to the hospital, she’s dealt with the stress of her partner not being taken seriously of being allowed to make big decisions during emergency situations.

“We live in the south in the United States – it sometimes can be difficult for us to know who is able to separate their work life from their personal beliefs. When you’re in a hospital setting there really is no knowing, and this is something we always try to stay vigilant about and are very communicative with our care teams about what our needs and wishes are.”

The impact of IBD on sexual function

Brad Levy started to experience IBD symptoms in January 2022. He was diagnosed with Crohn’s the following month. His dad has ulcerative colitis, which sped up the diagnosis process significantly. Along with having Crohn’s Brad is a married gay man and a dad. Shortly after his diagnosis, Brad started to worry about how his disease would impact not only his life in general, but his intimacy with his husband.

Dr. Field explains why IBD can have such a big impact on the sex lives of LGBTQIA+ people.

“Receptive anal sex is an important part of sexuality for both LGBTQIA+ and non-LGBTQIA+ people but is especially important in this community. IBD often involves inflammation around the anus or in the rectum and this can make sex difficult or painful. For transgender folks, active inflammation in the pelvic area can affect their ability to undergo gender affirming surgery, so it’s especially important to address any pelvic inflammation.”

Brad says, “There is some shared stigma around IBD and being a gay receptive partner. Specifically, within the gay community there can often be some unrealistic expectations about how “cleaned” out you should be before engaging in receptive sex. The reality is though that shit happens, quite literally. The shame and judgment around a critical and natural bodily function such as elimination needs to end.”

Overcoming the fear of judgement and finding a care team you can openly communicate with

Talking about sex, sexual orientation, and gender identity can be scary as a patient, because often those in the LGBTQIA+ community have prior experiences telling people about their sexual orientation or gender identity which may have been met with rejection or judgement.

“Historically, the medical community has treated the LGBTQIA+ community poorly and considered LGBTQIA+ identities as pathologic. This historical context is important because there are very logical reasons patients aren’t comfortable talking about this with their doctors. In some areas, it truly isn’t safe for LGBTQIA+ individuals, especially the trans and non-binary community,” said Dr. Field.

Now more than ever, there are lots of affirming healthcare providers. Individual providers and practices can take measures to ensure a LGBTQIA+-friendly healthcare setting (For example, by following these recommendations put forward by the American Medical Association.

Demonstrating to patients that they are in a safe space to talk about their sexuality or gender identity can go a long way in facilitating sensitive conversations. Providers can seek additional education on sexual health in gender and sexual minority patients, so that they feel more capable of addressing the needs of the IBD community.

Dr. Fields says, “Providers should know it’s ok to make mistakes when it comes to addressing diverse sexual orientations and gender identities. What’s most important is that we acknowledge the mistake, apologize, and move on.”

CC is a firm believer that your doctor should be someone you never lie to. Honesty will help you navigate problems and solutions in a sensitive manner.

“I remember I was nervous to share with my gastroenterologist that I was gay. Whenever I referred to my partner and he responded back to me with questions or comments, he would always say “boyfriend” or refer to my partner as “he”. It felt scary to correct him (especially after all of these years) so I just didn’t. I was nervous it would embarrass him or make him feel silly, and I always want to protect people from that when I don’t feel they deserve it,” she said.

Then one day, CC was at a different doctor and she made sure to share to share that she was married to a woman and had been in a same-sex relationship exclusively for a number of years.

“I had this doctor add this information to the top of my medical chart. Now when I go to any doctor and they pull up my chart, they can see that I’m gay and can provide sensitivity to me in that way when speaking to me.”

Seeking out LGBTQIA+ affirming healthcare providers

Patients can feel empowered to seek out LGBTQIA+ affirming healthcare providers like Dr. Field.

  • Find providers with a special interest in LGBTQIA+ health. Patients can also look at lists such as the LGBTQIA+ Healthcare Directory.
  • Patients should feel empowered to be their own advocate. It’s a patient’s right to have their sexual health needs met and to receive care that is affirming of all genders.
  • Patients can bring a list of items that they want to discuss to a visit, and it’s best to mention those at the beginning of a visit to help set the agenda. It’s also always ok to seek a second opinion if you feel like your provider hasn’t gotten a satisfactory answer to your questions or if you feel another provider perspective would be helpful.

“Having a GI doctor you trust and feel comfortable enough to discuss your sexuality with is so important. When having receptive anal sex, things happen sometimes, such as tears, and you want to be able to talk with your GI doc openly so you can triage whether something is related to your IBD or not,” said Brad.

Additional IBD screenings for the LGBTQIA+ community

According to Dr. Field, men who have sex with men that are living with HIV should be screened for anal cancer.

“Other at-risk groups for anal cancer are men who have sex with men over age 40, people with prior cervical or vulvovaginal squamous cell cancer, patients that have receptive anal intercourse, and those with multiple sexual partners,” he said.

The risk of anal cancer is increased in patients with IBD, and doctors are continuing to learn more about this risk through ongoing research studies. Screening for anal cancer is with a rectal exam and a swab of the anal canal, called an anal pap smear. If these are abnormal, they must be followed by a procedure called a High Resolution Anoscopy, which is the best test for detecting anal cancer and its precursor.

“Anal cancer is caused by HPV, and there is a vaccine against HPV. Anybody who has not received the HPV vaccine, regardless of age or gender, can talk to their doctor about HPV vaccination. Currently, the CDC recommends HPV vaccination regardless of gender up to age 26 to prevent HPV related cancers, and the vaccine can be given up to age 45 on a case-by-case basis, if it’s felt it would benefit,” said Dr. Field.

Brad lives in the Chicago suburbs. As a result, he says the attitudes towards the LGBTQIA+ community are generally that of acceptance and love.

“I have always had a gay primary care physician because I want to make sure I am comfortable discussing any health issues with them. My GI is also aware of my sexuality, and we’ve had candid conversations about what intimacy looks like during a flare and what vaccines I should consider. For example, my GI recommended I receive the Gardasil HPV vaccine based on my sexuality and increased risk.”

Other cancer screenings to keep in mind are Colon cancer screening for all patients, Cervical cancer screening for patients who have a cervix, and skin cancer screening for all patients who have received immunomodulators, small molecules, and biologics.

“Much of the existing research on things like sexual health and surgery in IBD didn’t ask participants about their gender identity, sexual orientation, or typical sexual practices. This can leave both patients and providers at a loss for answers to sexual concerns,” said Dr. Field.

More and more, sexuality and gender identity are being included in research studies, and this will paint a clearer picture about how many LGBTQIA+ people are impacted by IBD, and how the course or experience of IBD is similar or different between LGBTQIA+ and non-LGBTQIA+ individuals.

Juggling a love life and fatherhood with IBD

Brad and his husband have been together for 13 years, so luckily communicating about his IBD has come easy.

“But I can recognize for others, in shorter relationships or dating, this isn’t always the case. All I can recommend is transparency and having a partner you feel you can be honest with. There will be times (such as a flare) where intimacy will look different. You want your partner to know that it’s because of your IBD activity and not because of them or some issue with your relationship,” said Brad.

As the years go by, Brad says the more authentically he lives, the happier he is. For him, that means living as an out gay man who has an amazing family. It also means living with Crohn’s disease, Anxiety, and Depression. Brad is open about his health struggles with family, friends, and close colleagues/bosses. He says transparency has served him and his relationships well.

As an IBD Dad to a five-year-old girl who is on the spectrum, Brad says focusing on self-care to help manage stress makes all the difference.

“Focusing on self-care enables me to show up as an active and healthy dad. My self-care includes hopping on my Peloton (#ThatDadBrad for the Peloton readers), bi-weekly therapy, monthly massages, and getting my nails professionally done. While not all these activities are for everyone, I strongly encourage folks to pour into their own cup or put on their own mask first. You can’t fully show up for you me kids and your family if you’re not grounded and the healthiest version of yourself, whatever that looks like for you.”

Brad wants to reiterate that his experience as a cis gay white man is “only one voice (and a privileged one at that) out of the vast and vibrant LGBTQIA+ community.” You can connect with Brad on Instagram at: @bssl.

CC says there are a number of ways our IBD community can show support. You can follow CC on Instagram at: @ccspringhetti.

“We’re all human, and I would encourage the IBD community just like I would encourage any community to show your support during Pride month and all year long through any means appropriate for your situation. Support LGBTQIA+ owned businesses, hang a Pride/Progress flag, post your support on social media, or even attend your local Pride events! If you’re ever looking to support a good LGBTQIA+ charity, I always suggest The Trevor Project.”

Certain roadblocks and issues that are a concern to one person, may not bother another. Just like every IBD patient, regardless of sexuality, the experience is unique. We all need to feel seen, understood, and respected, as one united IBD family.

Dr. Field’s views are his own and do not represent the University of California San Francisco.

Concluding a 5-year Mother To Baby IBD Study: The Latest Results

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I remember the first phone call when I was pregnant with my oldest as a soon-to-be IBD mom. A researcher from Mother to Baby called me when I was newly pregnant and leaving work—I sat in my car in a parking lot, as she asked me several questions about my health, well-being, medication, and pregnancy thus far. That was Fall of 2016. Fast forward to now—and my oldest, Reid, just graduated from kindergarten. When I was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease at age 21 in 2005, one of my biggest fears was whether my chronic illness was going to rob me of motherhood. Back then, I was nowhere near ready to settle down, but the worry was always in the back of my mind.

When my husband and I got married in June 2016 and I was 10 months into surgical remission, we knew we needed to capitalize on my IBD finally being under control. Luckily, we got pregnant one month after getting married. Shortly thereafter, I started researching pregnancy studies for IBD moms. Lights, Camera, Crohn’s launched two days before I received a positive pregnancy test. I was fresh into my advocacy and had never been pregnant before. I didn’t have a community of IBD moms to lean on for questions or support as I navigated the unknown.

I came across information about Mother to Baby online and ended up being a part of their pregnancy studies for my first two children. The studies were different, but I had such a positive experience with Reid, that I decided to participate again with my daughter, Sophia. Reid’s study was a 5-year look at how Humira impacts babies in utero through kindergarten. When I was initially pregnant with him, this felt light years away. And here we are. Over the course of his pregnancy and until November 2022, I completed surveys, did phone interviews, had an in-person meeting with a doctor who came to my home and looked him over in front of me for any health anomalies, and most recently did an in-person cognitive neurobehavioral assessment at a nearby hotel with researchers.

We just got the results. While it’s rewarding to participate in IBD studies and interesting to learn, there’s always a part of you that worries about the findings and if mom guilt will ensue. It’s been reassuring and comforting to see my healthy kids, who were exposed to Humira in utero through the 3rd trimester, thrive and excel with milestones and in school.

The findings of the study

In November 2022, Reid and I met up at a nearby hotel with two researchers who provided neurodevelopmental behavioral evaluations for both of us. Reid’s assessment used a series of questions, games, and puzzles to help researchers determine his development of language ability, memory skills, and problem-solving abilities. The tests were selected to provide an evaluation of general mental ability and to describe specific abilities in areas of verbal knowledge and reasoning and visual-perceptual reasoning and organization. The tests were intense, I was proud of him for how he handled himself during the process.

Reid and I waiting to do our assessment with research administrators

According to Mother To Baby, “this battery of tests is best suited to examine the similarities and differences among groups of children. While it was not adapted for Reid’s individual characteristics, it can highlight general strengths and weaknesses in a child’s cognitive profile and indicate potential concerns when present.”

Behavioral Observations: “Reid was personable and interacted with both administrators on his arrival. He had a very positive attitude toward testing and quickly became comfortable with administration. He was engaged and attentive to the materials, listened attentively to the examiner and provided effortful responses even as questions became more difficult. Reid demonstrated good cooperation and attitude by following instructions and requiring minimal to no redirection from the administrators of his mother. He was focused and friendly for the full duration of testing.”

Summary of Assessment Results: “Tests were administered in a single testing session with one short break. The Wechsler Preschool and Primary Scale of Intelligence (WPPSI-IV) was selected to provide an evaluation of Reid’s general mental ability and to describe specific abilities in areas of verbal knowledge and reasoning and visual-perceptual reasoning and organization. This battery of tests is best suited to examine the similarities and differences in ability among similarly aged groups of children. While it was not adapted for Reid’s individual characteristics, it can highlight general strengths and weaknesses as well as potential concerns when present.”

The intelligence test was comprised of 10 subtests which measured a variety of verbal and nonverbal skills. Reid achieved a composite score in the average range. In the working memory category and spatial working memory, Reid performed in the high average range, which required him to remember and identify pictures that had previously been shown to him. On tasks that measured visual-spatial abilities, Reid scored below average. These tasks required him to synthesize visual stimuli to recreate block design.

“Reid was highly focused while processing visual stimuli. Overall, Reid is a bright and enthusiastic child. He was a pleasure to work with.”

Along with Reid’s assessment, I was also interviewed and performed tasks with an examiner on the other side of the room. I was assessed in the adjustment and life context. Tests included the Center for Epidemiological Studies Depression Scale and Parent Stress Index. My scores were within normal limits and my general mental ability also scored in the average range. Not gonna lie, the testing was challenging!

Reflecting on my experience

As an IBD mom of a 6-year-old, 4-year-old, and 22-month-old, who participated in pregnancy research during each of my pregnancies, I can’t begin to tell you how incredibly rewarding it is to know that your personal experience is helping to drive the future of care for women in our community who have hopes of one day being a mother. Sure, it takes a little bit of time and effort, but the data and research to show the safety and efficacy of medications while pregnant and breastfeeding is so needed. It’s comforting to know Reid is right where he needs to be cognitively and healthy physically, despite my high-risk pregnancy and exposure to Humira until 39 weeks gestation. We need more women to willingly step up to the plate and share their journeys to help guide the future of IBD motherhood and show all that’s possible despite our disease.

Opportunities to participate in research

Many people need to take medication during pregnancy to manage and treat their IBD. Yet, according to the Mother To Baby website, fewer than 10% of medications have enough information to determine their safety for use in pregnancy.

Do you have Crohn’s disease? Are you currently pregnant? If you answered “yes” to both questions, you may be able to help Mother To Baby advance the knowledge of how managing IBD in pregnancy impacts a developing baby. Click here to learn about how you can impact the health of future families by joining the Crohn’s Disease and Pregnancy Study.

Safety Labs and IBD: How often are blood tests necessary?

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July marks 15 years since I started my journey taking a biologic injection to manage and treat my Crohn’s disease. Since that time, I’ve had routine “safety labs” every 3-6 months, depending on my gastroenterologist. You may be familiar with safety labs, or you may wonder what I’m talking about. I’ve been seeing my current GI for almost 8 years, and she’s adamant that I get labs every 3 months to make sure my disease is closely monitored. If I fail to get labs every 3 months, per her orders, my prescription for Humira is unable to be filled by my specialty pharmacy.

I ran a poll on Instagram and asked, “If you are on a biologic, do you get safety labs every 3 months?” Of the 175 people who responded, 41% said “yes”, 36% said “no”, and 23% had no idea what safety labs are. This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we take a closer look at the reasoning and purpose behind safety labs, and we hear from esteemed and world-renowned gastroenterologists Dr. David Rubin, MD, Section Chief of Gastroenterology, Hepatology, and Nutrition at the University of Chicago Medicine and Dr. Miguel Regueiro, MD, Chair, Digestive Disease and Surgery Institute, Professor in the Department of Medicine, Cleveland Clinic.

What is a safety lab?

Safety labs are to ensure that patients are not developing a complication from a medication that they may not feel. 

“For example, kidney or liver function tests that may show an abnormality before a patient has damage to those organs, or problems. Or a white blood count that lowers in a patient on certain immunosuppressive therapy – something they may not “feel” until the immune system gets low enough to develop an infection,” explained Dr. Regueiro. 

The periodicity of labs for “safety” are often taken from the clinical trial designs, rather than the likelihood that something is going to change within that period of time.

“Routine labs while on therapies for IBD is important and patients can and should keep track and ask for them at least twice a year for most of our therapies. For many of these, there are gaps in our understanding whether the interval (every 3 months for example) is the right one or makes a difference. We certainly know it takes time for patients to do this and costs money too. Some of my colleagues withhold refills as a safeguard to make sure patients get their labs. This may be more punitive than necessary, but it is one way to make sure this is getting done,” said Dr. Rubin.

When I get my labs done every 3 months the following blood tests are ordered by my GI:

  • CBC w/Auto Differential
  • Hepatic Function Panel (Liver Panel)
  • Vitamin D 25 Hydroxy (I am deficient, so we keep a close eye on this)

If there is concern about inflammation or anemia, then my GI also adds:

  • Sedimentation Rate, automated
  • High Sensitivity CRP
  • Iron Profile with IBC + Ferritin
  • In the past, if there’s concern about my response to Humira we do a “trough level” to see if I’ve built up antibodies to my therapy and to measure how much medication remains in my body right before I am scheduled to do another injection.

It’s important to know, since I started seeing my GI two months after my bowel resection surgery in 2015, I have been in remission. So, the concern about inflammation and needing to take fecal calprotectin tests has been few and far between. When we were in the middle of the pandemic, rather than an annual colonoscopy, my doctor had me do a fecal calprotectin test at home to limit my risk of being exposed to germs in a hospital setting while my disease was well-managed.

“We recommend certain labs on patients taking IBD medications. Each medication will require a different safety lab monitoring strategy. Some brief examples, for mesalamine, checking kidney function tests within a couple of months of starting a medication and then once or twice a year. For thiopurines (6MP and Imuran) and methotrexate more frequent blood work initially, e.g., complete blood count and liver function tests weekly to every other week in the first two months after starting and then every few months thereafter,” said Dr. Regueiro.

Safety labs as a disease monitoring strategy

Generally, safety labs are done for medical health reasons to make sure that everything is ok while taking the medication. 

“Safety labs are “driven” by the physician or provider caring for the patient. The insurance company may require certain labs before starting or continuing a medication. For example, a tuberculosis (blood) test before starting an anti-TNF medication and then yearly while a patient is on the medication. Otherwise, the insurance company usually does not require safety labs for medication approval or continuation. Each case is different, and each insurance company is different,” said Dr. Regueiro.

“More important than pharma-drive lab recommendations—is that every patient should have a customized strategy to monitor their disease stability to detect relapses before there are clinical consequences. This is my new take home message for most of my lectures- in addition to “treating to a target” we must have “disease monitoring” as something that every patient has as part of their care,” said Dr. Rubin.

Chronic diseases like IBD tend to “drift away from control”, so it is good to keep an eye on things and this enables proactive preventive care.

Getting my safety labs in the thick of the pandemic

“For low-risk patients, that might be once a year, but for those who are on advanced therapies (biologics and the novel targeted small molecules), they likely need this approach more frequently. It is true that “knowledge is power,” and knowing that the disease has activated enables much better care,” explained Dr Rubin.  

Disease monitoring may involve blood or stool markers (calprotectin) or depending on where you live, intestinal ultrasound. Colonoscopy or CT scan/MRI is also recommended. Dr. Rubin tells me the key is identifying what is appropriately benchmarked and reliable and which approach is feasible and makes the most sense for the patient.

Why the onus is often on us

As you can imagine, 3 months comes quickly. If you’re like me, I see my GI in clinic two times a year (every 6 months). When I was pregnant, she would see me in the office every 3 months. Given that I see her twice a year, that checks off two of my four lab visits. As an IBD mom juggling life with three young kids, time can often slip away. I’ve found I must alert my nurse and GI about when and where they need to submit lab orders so I can take care of them the other two times a year at a Quest or LabCorp nearby. In the past there have been a few times where I’ve dropped the ball.

Coordinating life with chronic illness can truly feel like a full-time job. Just this week I spent an hour on the phone with my specialty pharmacy trying to organize my next shipment because there was an issue with my patient savings card. At the time, all three of my kids were running around like little banshees, yelling, and making it hard for me to hear the phone representatives. At one point, I had to lock myself in my laundry room. These aren’t calls that can wait. Patients need their medication; we can’t just hang up and re-visit the snafu at another time because it can mean we receive our biologic shipment late. This is one small example—of a behind-the-scenes look at life with IBD as a mom.

While getting labs four times a year may not seem like a lot, it does involve planning, time, and coordination for patients. My kids have joined me countless times in the stroller as I get labs done. Then, reading the results on the Patient Portal and seeing certain results too low or too high can cause anxiety and added stress. It’s a never-ending cycle.

Talking with your care team

If you’re only getting labs done once or twice a year, it may be worth having a conversation with your GI about the reasoning why and what you feel most comfortable with. Your care is not a one-way street. If you feel like you need a more hands-on approach, talk about this with your doctor. In talking with fellow IBD patients, many who are on infusions every 8 weeks, tell me they get labs every 16 weeks.

If you’re only getting labs done once a year, Dr. Regueiro says you don’t necessarily need to be alarmed.

“For a patient who has been on a medication like mesalamine or a TNF inhibitor for a long time, in remission, and doing well without prior lab test abnormality, once per year lab testing may be ok. However, a patient on Imuran or 6MP may need lab testing more frequently.”

As a veteran patient, who was diagnosed with Crohn’s nearly 18 years ago, safety labs have become part of how I manage my IBD. While annoying at times, these labs also give me a sense of relief. One final recommendation I have—don’t try and get labs done before or after your colonoscopy—I’ve tried this twice to try and kill two birds with one stone, and with being so dehydrated, it was not a pleasant experience. Being closely monitored through safety labs takes away much of the stress and worry that can come because of being on a biologic, and the possible side effects that can happen now and into the future.

A special thank you to Dr. David Rubin and Dr. Miguel Regueiro who took the time to offer their expertise for this article on the heels of Digestive Disease Week (a HUGE conference they both actively participate and present at). Having their insight on topics like this that matter to patients means so much.

Anemia and IBD: Underdiagnosed and Undertreated

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One in three people with inflammatory bowel disease (IBD) has iron deficient anemia. This common, but often underrecognized and undertreated extra-intestinal manifestation impacts so many of us. You may wonder why. The reason is three-fold.

First being that long-term irritation and inflammation in our intestines can interfere with our body’s ability to use and absorb vitamins and minerals properly. When our intestines don’t absorb enough iron, folate, B12 and other nutrients, our bodies are unable to create more red blood cells. Those with IBD are also at risk for blood loss—both visible and microscopic and we often don’t eat as much iron-rich foods. So, what can we do to boost our reserves and increase our energy? How as patients can we better advocate for ourselves to stay on top of screenings? This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s an in-depth look at anemia in both adult and pediatric patients and input from Dr. Alka Goyal, who recently co-authored a major study on pediatric anemia.

Symptoms to watch out for

As someone who was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease in July 2005, I experienced anemia long before my diagnosis. I often wonder if my anemia was a warning sign of the larger issue, my IBD. In fourth grade, I fainted on the teacher’s desk while waiting for her to look at an assignment. Throughout my life I’ve experienced light-headedness, weakness, black outs, and extreme fatigue. My symptoms were never addressed prior to finding out I had Crohn’s. A simple lab test would have shown all along. When I was diagnosed with IBD and hospitalized my hemoglobin was a 7. To give you an idea, people are given blood transfusions once they drop to 7 (or below). Throughout my 18 years with IBD, my hemoglobin was rarely ever in “double digits”—and I took over the counter iron supplements for years.

Once I had my bowel resection surgery in 2015, my iron panel slowly started to improve. It  takes time. Last month, I had my “highest” hemoglobin since diagnosis, ever—12.9 (which really isn’t that high, but I’ll take it!). It’s difficult to put the fatigue caused by anemia into words, but you can physically tell such a difference when your iron panel is where it needs to be.

When you have anemia, you have less blood carrying oxygen throughout your body. The most common symptom is feeling tired or lethargic. Other symptoms include dizziness, headaches, feeling cold, pale skin, being irritable, and shortness of breath. Not everyone experiences symptoms, so it’s important as a patient to speak with your GI about making sure that when you get labs, an iron panel is part of the workup.

Screening for Anemia

Anemia screening is driven by patient symptoms and/or a care provider’s recognition of lab abnormalities. It’s important to note that anemia is not *just* a low hemoglobin, all the lab figures matter. With iron deficiency anemia (IDA), red blood cells are smaller and paler in color. Your hematocrit, hemoglobin, and ferritin go hand in hand. Ferritin helps store iron in your body. Iron deficiency anemia is the most common type of anemia and is caused by a lack of iron-rich foods, malabsorption, and blood loss.

Other types of anemia include vitamin deficiency anemia and anemia of chronic disease. Vitamin deficiency anemia is a result of poor absorption of folic acid and vitamin B12. My GI has me on daily folic acid. Luckily my B12 has never been an issue, but it’s worth a discussion with your care team. If you’re deficient, you can receive B12 injections. Diseases such as IBD and other inflammatory diseases can interfere with the production of red blood cells. When this happens anemia can often only be resolved once remission is reached or inflammation calms down.

In order to address the need for improved patient management, the Crohn’s and Colitis Foundation created the Anemia Care Pathway (ACP) to standardize clinical management of anemia in IBD. This pathway helps to identify high-risk patients so that timely intervention and care can be provided. The hope is that this pathway will improve patient outcomes and our quality of life. Patients are assessed based on the severity of their anemia and iron stores to determine the type of iron therapy (intra-venous or oral) that is best suited.

The importance of accurately diagnosing the type of anemia you have

According to the PubMed study, Management of Anemia in Patient with Inflammatory Bowel Disease, despite iron deficiency anemia impacting one third of IBD patients, “more than a third of anemic ulcerative colitis patients are not tested for IDA, and a quarter are not treated with iron replacement therapy.” While oral iron tablets are effective for treating mild IDA, it’s not for everybody. The study also notes, “it is important to recognize that ferritin is elevated in chronic inflammatory states and among patients with active IBD, ferritin levels less than 100 are considered to be diagnostic of iron deficiency.” Iron infusions have a solid safety profile and can be used to help boost your iron stores and prevent future iron deficiency.

While treatment goals are well-defined, selecting a treatment is often not as straightforward. The PubMed study previously mentioned recommends that all IBD patients with IDA should be considered for oral supplement therapy, whereas someone with clinically active IBD, or someone who is not tolerant of oral iron, with hemoglobin levels below 10 g/dl be given IV infusions therapy. While oral iron is safe and affordable, some people experience GI issues from oral iron, it can also increase inflammation and contribute to flares in patients who are not in remission.

A study published in August 2022, entitled, “Ironing It All Out: A Comprehensive Review of Iron Deficiency Anemia in Inflammatory Bowel Disease” claims approximately 45% of patients with IBD are anemic—which is a more than what’s been reported (33%) for years.

“Though intravenous (IV) iron is substantially underused, it’s considered first-line treatment for patients with active disease, severe anemia, oral iron intolerance, and erythropoietin (a hormone secreted by the kidneys that increases the rate of production of red blood cells in response to falling levels of oxygen in the tissues.)

Anemia in pediatric IBD patients

The most common cause of anemia in children with IBD is iron deficiency. It results from chronic blood loss, poor absorption, and less intake of foods that are rich in iron due to poor appetite, food selection or intolerance. According to the World Health Organization’s definition of anemia, prevalence in the pediatric IBD population ranges from 44% to 74% at diagnosis and 25% to 58% at 1 year follow-up.

Anemia can be both a biomarker of disease activity and a subtle or debilitating extraintestinal manifestation. According to, Anemia in Children With Inflammatory Bowel Disease: A Positi… : Journal of Pediatric Gastroenterology and Nutrition (lww.com), “newly diagnosed children with IBD are more likely to have IDA in contrast to anemia of chronic disease. No significant improvement in the hemoglobin was observed when patients were assessed after 13 weeks of induction therapy with conventional drugs that included nutritional therapy, azathioprine, steroids, and 5-ASAs. Despite the recognition of anemia, fewer than half of anemic patients received indicated iron therapy.”

Dr. Alka Goyal, MD, Clinical Professor of Pediatrics, and Interim Associate Chief of Clinical Affairs at Stanford University of Medicine, co-authored this study on pediatrics and tells me the key message is that anemia is the most common extraintestinal manifestation in patients with IBD.

“More than 2/3rd of children with IBD are anemic at the time of diagnosis. The treatment of IBD alone does not resolve anemia, which can be associated with a variety of symptoms. Persistent anemia indicates a more aggressive disease course,” said Dr. Goyal.

Hemoglobin levels across genders and race

According to the study, hemoglobin levels are similar in preteen boys and girls; however, after menstruation, the cutoff hemoglobin in girls is lower than in boys and is even lower in pregnant versus nonpregnant women. The African American population tends to have lower hemoglobin concentration compared with Caucasians.

“Although the normal range of hemoglobin varies with age, gender, and race, a hemoglobin level below 10 g/dL is considered to be consistent with moderate anemia and below 8 g/dL as severe anemia, whereas in young children below the age of 5 years and pregnant women, a hemoglobin level below 7 g/dL is deemed as severe anemia.”

Dr. Goyal says it’s important to monitor anemia regularly in all patients with IBD.

“Anemia can be an early indicator of active disease or an impending flare of IBD. When the body has inflammation, the iron stored in the body cannot be metabolized to help manufacture more hemoglobin and additionally there is suppression of normal blood production, resulting in anemia of chronic disease.”

Other causes include vitamin deficiency, medication side effects, or breakdown of red blood cells due to other inherited or disease-related complications.

“Patients should be monitored not just by symptoms, but also by blood tests like complete blood count, Ferritin, and markers of inflammation like CRP every 3 months when they have active inflammation and every 6 months when patients are in remission,” Dr. Goyal explains.

Bringing a dietitian on board to help

Registered dieticians who specialize in IBD can advise patients and families about foods that contain iron naturally. The iron in meats is more readily absorbed than that present in a plant-based diet.

Dr. Goyal says another important concept is food pairing.

“With food pairing, iron-rich foods like spinach, kale, and Swiss chard are ingested with citrus fruits, melons, or vegetables like bell pepper, broccoli, beans, carrots, tomato, etc. Avoid simultaneous ingestion of foods rich in dietary fiber, soy, cereals, coffee, tea, and animal protein like milk, and eggs. Children should consume at least three servings of iron-rich foods like fortified cereals, red meat, tofu, etc. The recommended daily intake of iron in healthy children is 7-11 mg daily,” says Dr. Goyal.

Treating anemia in the younger IBD population

When it comes to treating anemia, Dr. Goyal has helpful tips. She says it’s important to recognize and treat anemia along with the treatment of IBD and vice versa.

  • Oral iron can be tried in mild anemia when the hemoglobin is above 10 gm/dl, preferably given with juice or citrus fruits.
  • Avoid taking oral iron multiple times a day or in high doses.
  • Brush your child’s teeth after taking liquid iron.
  • If your child experiences side effects including abdominal pain, nausea, or constipation, and/or has no significant improvement with oral iron, it is safe to give intravenous iron.
  • Timely treatment may save a blood transfusion. excessive unabsorbed iron is not healthy for our digestive system, so avoid overdosing on oral iron. 

Patients with persistent anemia lasting for three or more years were noted to have a higher prevalence of more severe and complicated disease (stricturing and penetrating phenotype) with a greater need for surgical intervention.

Whether you’re an adult patient or a caregiver to a child or young adult with IBD, be mindful of the importance of keeping tabs on whether anemia is creeping in and hindering you or someone you loves quality of life. Have the conversation with your GI and make sure you are being vigilant and proactive about doing all you can to prevent, manage, and treat anemia.

No Bones About It: What the IBD community needs to know about bone health

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Life with IBD is constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop. Expecting more trauma. Knowing in your heart of hearts the results won’t be in your favor. Preparing yourself mentally and emotionally for the worst. Gearing up for the next unexpected roadblock or hurdle. I felt all these things walking into my first-ever bone health specialist appointment Friday (4/7/2023). My bone scan in December 2022, days before Christmas, showed some remarkable deterioration in my lumbar spine since my previous scan in 2019. My GI called me a bit alarmed the same day I did my scan, and let me know it was imperative I follow up with a bone health doctor.

I felt nervous about what this meant for my future and let’s just say Google was not my friend. When you’re 39 and a busy stay at home mom of three young children, osteoporosis doesn’t really go with my flow. When I went to make an appointment, the bone health specialist was booked until December 2023…a whole YEAR from my previous bone scan. I felt helpless and didn’t know what I should do proactively to maintain my bone health and try and improve it. Reading up, it sounded like a simple abdominal crunch could cause vertebrae to compress and fracture. I felt scared to exercise or put any additional strain from my day-to-day on my back.

The week of Christmas I wrote to the bone health specialist directly by email about my health history and my concern for waiting a whole year. I received a phone call from her office shortly after the New Year and they got me in April 7, 2023…instead of December 2023. I was over the moon, but also a bit anxious about what this appointment would mean for my future.

What the experience at the bone health doctor entailed

It was a crisp, sunny, spring day in St. Louis as I parked my car, took a deep breath, and said a little prayer before walking into the medical building. The office required me to do another bone scan as their machine and readings are different from the hospital where my previous scans were taken from (even though they are the same medical system). When I laid on the table for the bone scan my mind raced a bit, I felt a little anxiety creeping in. I figured the results were going to be the same as before and that I was going to be approached about starting an additional biologic (which I was planning to push back on).

When the doctor walked in, she said I have “low bone mass” for my age. At this point, unless I’ve had a fracture, she said they wouldn’t use the term “osteopenia” or “osteoporosis”. According to the Crohn’s and Colitis Foundation, as many as 30 to 60 percent of people with Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis have lower-than-average bone density. Being that I am almost 40 and pre-menopausal, there’s what’s called the Z and the T-score. I wasn’t aware of this and needed to do research to understand this better.

According to the Bone Health and Osteoporosis Foundation, T-Scores compare bone density with that of a healthy person, whereas Z-scores use the average bone density of people of the same age, sex, and size as a comparator. Although both scores are beneficial, most experts prefer to focus on Z-scores for children, teenagers, premenopausal females, and young males. These scores are helpful for diagnosing secondary osteoporosis, which stems from underlying medical conditions (such as IBD), rather than primary osteoporosis which results from a person aging.

So my Z-score was -1.8…while zero would be optimal, given my nearly 18-year history living with Crohn’s, past steroid use, and the fact I’m Vitamin D deficient, the doctor was not overly concerned by that number.

We went through my patient journey with Crohn’s disease—each hospitalization, timing of steroids, family history, timing of pregnancies and breastfeeding, whether I have ever used birth control, if I had ever had a kidney stone…this doctor genuinely listened and wanted to get details about my full health history. I felt validated, seen, and heard, but also comforted that the main “concern” is moreso my Vitamin D deficiency than anything else.

What this means moving forward

To strengthen bones and slow down the rate of deterioration, lifestyle is key. Vitamin D and Calcium are vital. My GI currently prescribes me 50,000 IU of Vitamin D once a week, along with 2,000 IU of Vitamin D3 daily. The bone health specialist told me after I get my routine labs done in June, if my Vitamin D doesn’t improve that she would suggest going on 50,000 IU two times a week. Like many of us in the IBD community, we tend to have malabsorption problems due to past surgery.

Along with my typical labs from my GI, this doctor also added additional labs—Vitamin D, Renal Function panel, and parathyroid hormone (PHT) test.

As far as Calcium, she recommended trying to get it through diet versus a supplement. She suggested eating yogurt daily, cheese, fortified cereals/oatmeal, and drinking milk/almond milk, OJ with calcium, and eating leafy greens. With my age, the goal is to consume1,000 mg of Calcium a day. It’s important to note she said Calcium can cause constipation and bloating. Calcium is absorbed best when taken in amounts of 600 mg or less per dose.

In a helpful folder provided by my doctor, I learned that our bodies need Vitamin D to absorb Calcium. When you’re Vitamin D deficient like me, our bodies cannot absorb enough calcium from diet and take it from our skeletons, where Calcium is stored. This weakens existing bone and prevents the formation of new bone. You can get Vitamin D from different sources: through the skin, with diet, and by taking supplements.

When it comes to exercise, I have no limitations. My doctor recommended I avoid high risk activities like extreme snowboarding or powerlifting, which isn’t an issue for me!

Given that I do have lower bone mass, I have another bone scan scheduled for April 2024 along with another bone health appointment immediately following the scan. It does my heart good to know that we’re being proactive with annual scans, but conservative in our approach. Everyone who has IBD should be given a bone scan in order to get a baseline read and follow up with repeat scans every 2-3 years, unless there’s concerning findings. If you’re reading this and your GI has not communicated with you about bone health, it’s time to start the discussion.

Simply saying and hearing “low bone mass” from a patient perspective has a much better connotation than “osteoporosis”. The entire experience and appointment with my new specialist felt like a big win. The news was unexpected, and I felt like I could breathe a sigh of relief. One less health issue to worry about, but something that I’ll continue to keep tabs on.

Reliable Sources of Bone Health Information to Check Out

The National Osteoporosis Foundation

American Bone Health

Crohn’s and Colitis Foundation

Washington University Division of Bone and Mineral Diseases

NSAIDS and IBD: Are they really a no-go?

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When was the last time you popped an aspirin or an Aleve for body aches, abdominal pain, or a headache? Chances are, if you have IBD, you’ve been told to refrain from doing so. People with Crohn’s disease and ulcerative colitis are told to stick to acetaminophen, or Tylenol, as it’s gentler on the stomach and not known to cause ulcers or aggravate IBD. While we’re still not supposed to take NSAIDs all the time, research is going on about whether it’s ok to take on an “as needed” or “short term” basis and if they truly put IBD patients at risk for a flare.

I ran a poll on Instagram asking those with IBD if they take NSAIDs. Of the 350 responses, 68% said no, 14% said yes, and 18% said only short term.

After my bowel resection surgery and three c-sections I was told short term NSAIDs were “safe” to help manage pain postoperatively. In full transparency, over the last year or so I’ve dealt with back pain that comes and goes and have felt the need to take NSAIDs on several occasions, but in the back of mind I know I probably shouldn’t be. I try and limit how often, and only took Tylenol for nearly 17 years. But, when the pain gets to be a bit much and I have to manage life with three little ones, sometimes I feel like I have no other choice. There’s been more and more talk lately about NSAIDs and IBD, so I wanted to take a deep dive and share what I’ve learned.

Dr. Shirley Cohen-Mekelburg, M.D., M.S., gastroenterologist and research scientist at University of Michigan and Director of the Inflammatory Bowel Disease Program at Ann Arbor VA Healthcare System, recently conducted a study that looked into how NSAIDs impact the IBD population. She says the best research questions come from clinical experience and this is a topic that comes up quite a bit from patients.

“We have been discussing the question of whether NSAIDs cause IBD flares for years, and there is no strong evidence directing us to conclude that NSAIDs definitely cause flares, nor that they are safe for use in IBD. As opioid use and abuse continues to rise, it is becoming more and more important to consider our non-opioid analgesic options. Ultimately, the idea for this study came about from discussions between the co-investigators on this study as to the clinical implications of this work, and the methods we have available to further investigate this important research question,” she said.

What the study found about NSAIDs and IBD

The study findings were not necessarily surprising.

“It is very difficult to study the impact of NSAIDs on IBD flares because prospective comparative studies are difficult to conduct for an over-the-counter medication such as NSAIDs, which is widely available to patients in various forms. Therefore, to demonstrate equipoise and justify the need for further safety and effectiveness work, we leveraged a large national database of patients with IBD.”

Dr. Cohen-Mekelburg and her team used a multimethod approach to understand the associations between NSAIDs and IBD flares.

“First, we looked at a traditional statistical method for examining associations between an exposure (i.e., NSAIDs) and an outcome (i.e., IBD flare). We then used more advanced techniques to demonstrate that this observed association may potentially be due to bias rather than a true association. These biases are well-established and important to consider when conducting observational research.”

It’s important to note that just because there’s conversation, interest, and research going on about NSAIDs and IBD, doesn’t necessarily mean there’s a change in clinical practice or current recommendations.

“This moreso inspires us to question our current knowledge in order to justify that further work is necessary to establish the safety of NSAIDs in IBD, and specifically, for what patients and in which contexts,” she said.

Why not taking NSAIDs as a patient isn’t necessarily clear-cut

Dr. Cohen-Mekelburg wants patients to know there is “no universal recommendation” for the “best way” to take NSAIDs if you have IBD, which is why many patients get mixed messages from clinicians and their peers. 

“In practice, we see that some patients take NSAIDs routinely without any adverse effects, and others may take NSAIDs for a short period of time with serious adverse effects. Ultimately, more research is necessary to better understand the safety and effectiveness of NSAIDs for IBD-related pain control.”

Just as IBD presents uniquely in each of us, our response to NSAIDs and what is safe or harmful needs to be further studied.

Dr. Cohen-Mekelburg says, “COX-2 inhibitors are NSAIDs that are more selective in their mechanism of action and are thought to carry a lower risk of gastrointestinal bleeding. However, they may carry a higher risk of other adverse effects, such as cardiac problems. Some clinicians have questioned whether these selective COX-2 inhibitors may be “safer” in IBD, but this is not known based on current evidence.”

Ultimately, the goal of Dr. Cohen-Mekelburg’s study was to bring attention to the topic of NSAIDS in IBD and to inform future work to better answer these important questions that both patients and clinicians need to improve IBD care and pain management.

Aspirin and IBD pregnancies

As an IBD mom of 3—ages 6, 4, and 20 months I recently learned that it’s recommended for women with Crohn’s or ulcerative colitis to take a baby aspirin during pregnancy. I was pretty shocked by this. Dr. Uma Mahadevan, M.D., Director, Colitis and Crohn’s Disease Center at UCSF, and Chair of IBDParenthoodProject.org, recommends all pregnant women with IBD start around week 12 of gestation. For those who don’t know, Dr. Mahadevan is at the forefront of the latest research and guidance when it comes to IBD and pregnancy research with the PIANO study (Pregnancy Inflammatory Bowel Disease and Neonatal Outcomes).

“Women with immune mediated disease, like IBD, are at higher risk of pre-eclampsia and related disorders (gestational hypertension). Going on baby aspirin has been shown to reduce that risk. The original trial was done in Europe with 162 mg, but in the U.S., we use 81 mg,” said Dr. Mahadevan.

She says this conversation is started with women during pre-conception counseling.

“Prior to these discussions, many of my patients were surprised and always checked with us. I tell them to take the baby aspirin with food and let us know if disease flares. Anecdotally they have all done well with respect to IBD.  As an FYI, aspirin can increase calprotectin, so that’s something to keep in mind if you are monitoring that,” said Dr. Mahadevan.

The idea NSAIDS trigger IBD flares is controversial. Are patients taking NSAIDS because they have a flare or did the medication trigger a flare? Dr. Mahadevan says it does seem that short term (a few times a month for headaches, menstrual cramps) is low risk for triggering a flare.

In summary, if you ask most GI’s, they will tell you that a “short course” (5 times a month or less) of NSAIDS when you have IBD is “ok”. If your symptoms worsen or do not resolve, then it’s time to communicate with your care team and possibly get some lab work to get to the bottom of what’s going on. When I was in pelvic floor therapy last year, my therapist recommended T-Relief Arnica +12 Cream. It’s a game-changer for me and alleviates pain in minutes. I rub a little on sore joints and my lower back and lay on the heating pad and don’t feel the need to take any medication. Tylenol Arthritis also helps with joint pain.

The jury is still out about whether NSAIDs exacerbate Crohn’s and ulcerative colitis, and further studies are needed. For general aches and pains, most GI’s recommend taking acetaminophen instead of NSAIDs if you have IBD. Have the conversation with your care team and be open and honest about how you are managing your pain whether it’s related to IBD, extraintestinal manifestations, or a completely different ailment.

IBD and C.diff: What You Need to Know

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When you have IBD and you start to notice GI symptoms going awry, it’s easy to allow your mind to start racing and your worries to become all-consuming. This past week I did an in-person patient advocacy speaking engagement, came home, and started feeling extremely fatigued. Within an hour, I vomited, and the diarrhea began. Not to be TMI (is that even a thing when you have IBD?), but this wasn’t just “normal” diarrhea. It felt like I was prepping for a colonoscopy. Straight water-like diarrhea that hit me like a ton of bricks. I couldn’t stop. In that moment, I thought about how I was on an antibiotic for a sinus infection and bronchitis and knew that alone, with Crohn’s disease, put me at greater risk for C.diff.

For those who don’t know, “C.diff” or Clostridioides difficile is a bacterium that causes an infection of the large intestine (colon). Symptoms can range from diarrhea to life-threatening damage to the colon. According to the Mayo Clinic, C.diff typically occurs after or during the use of antibiotic medications. In the United States, about 500,000 people are infected each year.

The risk of C.diff and IBD

When I couldn’t stop going to the bathroom, I immediately contacted my GI. Being that it was 4 pm on a Friday, the timing of it all was challenging. She called me from home and said she normally wouldn’t be too concerned, but the fact I had just finished a course of prednisone while being on doxycycline put me at greater risk. She warned that if I had diarrhea the following day or if I had a fever at any time, that I would need to get tested for C. diff and go to the hospital. She put in orders so I would be able to do so and told me to contact the Fellow on staff if I had concerns over the weekend.

Saturday came and with the bathroom trips came unbelievable abdominal pain, reminiscent of what a bowel obstruction feels like. I could barely walk and was grasping my abdomen in pain hunched over. I had already called and spoken to the Fellow on call three different times. In that moment, my husband called his mom so she could watch our three kids and we rushed to the emergency room.

A study by the University of Michigan recently looked into the relationship between IBD and C.Diff. The study found that people with IBD are at an increased risk for C.diff, even if we haven’t taken antibiotics. It’s believed something about the IBD gut supports C.diff colonization and growth, but the actual relationship is still a bit mysterious. This study looked at a mouse model and found, “inflammation and changes in the gut microbiota associated with IBD promote C.diff intestinal colonization.”

For those of us with IBD, our immune system mistakes normal intestinal microbes as harmful invaders and attacks them, leading to inflammation in our guts. The cause of C.diff is similar, with the immune system, microbiota, and C.diff itself playing a role in infection.

The burden of C.diff on the IBD population

According to an interview in Pharmacy Times, we’re at greater risk for C.diff when our IBD is active. This is because active inflammation changes the flora in our microbiome and puts us at greater risk for developing infection. In this piece Bincy Abraham, MD, MS says we see C.diff in both ulcerative colitis and Crohn’s disease patients but tend to see it more in those with UC since the colon is directly impacted.

Get this—A database of patients with IBD showed 10% will have at least one C. diffinfection over the course of their lifetime. Half will have more than one. WebMD shares that C.diff infection begins with frequent, watery, foul-smelling bowel movements and cramps in your abdomen. When I was unsure if I had C.diff that was the number one question I kept getting asked. People told me the smell was very unique—like a barnyard, sour smell. Thanks to my sinus infection congestion, I had no idea what it smelled like. But—it’s important to look out for that if symptoms present. Medical professionals told me they can tell right away by the smell, if it’s C.diff.

Symptoms of C.diff

While watery diarrhea with a strong odor is the main indicator—there are other symptoms to watch out for:

-Abdominal pain and cramps

-Fever (I had the chills, but my GI assured me that was due to dehydration from the diarrhea)

-Nausea and/or vomiting

-Dehydration

-Loss of appetite

-Weight Loss

-In severe cases, blood or pus in stools

For anyone with IBD, these symptoms are reflective of what we experience with an IBD flare. So, it can feel especially concerning in the moment as you try and figure out what’s going on.

My rough ER experience and finally getting tested

I always him and haw and dread the thought of seeking medical care at the ER. It brings about so many emotions and past trauma. But in this case, I knew I needed to wave the white flag and get to the bottom of what was happening. After waiting four excruciating hours in the ER, I wasn’t sure how much more I could take. I was moaning in pain and hobbling back and forth repeatedly to the bathroom. Bobby was using a wheelchair to push me around. The nurses in triage were incredibly unprofessional and lacked any empathy. It was like nothing I’ve ever experienced. I was basically reprimanded for showing emotion about my pain and told others had it worse. It was despicable. She waved her “RN” badge in my face and said she had a woman die from a pulmonary embolism while in the waiting room and she didn’t make a peep. As I was crying, I yelled back, “I’M NOT A WIMP! I have Crohn’s disease!”

Once I was finally brought back to a room, the same nurse acted sweet as sugar. Gag me. The ER doctor had no clue what was going on. I was taken for a CT scan with contrast while in the waiting room and the young doctor walked up to me all cocky and said, “ So, you have an ileostomy.”…I said, no I don’t have an ostomy. He then proceeded to say, “Oh, so you had a reversal.” NO. I had bowel resection surgery. The fact the doctor was clueless to IBD and thought that because I had an anastomosis indicated a reversal (even though I have Crohn’s) was scary. I was given Zofran, fluids, and Dilaudid and was told it was most likely a stomach bug, but that they would like to do a stool sample to rule out C.diff.

Unfortunately, since I had literally shit my brains out in the ER for hours, I had nothing left. I hadn’t eaten in almost 30 hours. By the grace of God, around midnight, I was able to go. I was so grateful to have a stool sample and get some answers. The shift changed and a new doctor walked in. She was empathetic, kind, and knew her shit about IBD. I felt an immediate sense of relief. She told me they were going to do one more round of Zofran, fluids, dilaudid and add in Benadryl and Droperidol for anxiety and to calm things down and if that didn’t help, I would be admitted. Luckily, that heavy hitting dose of IV fluids and meds did the trick and I was finally comfortable and able to go home around 1:30 a.m., knowing that I’d get the C.diff result the next day.

Despite testing negative for C.diff, my diarrhea and excruciating abdominal pain lasted from Friday at 2 pm until Tuesday evening. This stomach bug was no joke and I always feel when you have IBD with a stomach bug, it’s next level.

The Patient Experience: What you had to say about C.diff

I ran a poll on Instagram, 307 people with IBD responded. Of that group, 37% have had C.diff. On Twitter, 147 people responded and 28% shared they had C.diff at some point during their patient journey. I was blown away by the hundreds of DM’s I received on Instagram when I asked for advice and was freaking out about the possibility of having it. I learned a great deal from all the insights shared. Here are some of the messages I received that I feel can benefit our community moving forward:

“I went through a case of C.diff this summer after two rounds of antibiotics and a round of steroids at the same time. I was miserable, only eating boiled potatoes with a little salt and bananas. Once I got meds (dificid), I saw improvement quickly. I also take Visbiome probiotic (prescription strength) and taking that regularly helped me in a period of waiting for results.”

“I had C.diff back in 2015…awful. It was so brutal. I was sick for over a month with it, just couldn’t shake it even with the crazy dosing of antibiotics.”

“Keep an eye on your temperature and if you’re running a fever with the diarrhea—that’s a big indicator.”

“I had C.diff on and off for four years and just got a fecal transplant in November and have been “cured” since. I’ve never thought C.diff was like the stomach flu/norovirus. C.diff to me is more like a bad IBD flare with some fever/chills and diarrhea that’s very distinct from whatever your “normal” IBD diarrhea may be.”

“I battled C.diff for a year. Ask for Vancomycin right away. It’s the best medication for it. Having Crohn’s and C.diff is a horrible combination. It caused me a lot of issues.”

“I had C.diff earlier this year. My symptoms included a very smelly gas, low-grade fever, abdominal cramps, and mushy stool. Pedialyte, broth, and tea helped a lot.”

“Every time I take antibiotics, I take saccharomyces boulardii (probiotic). The specific strain helps prevent C.diff.”

“C.diff is MISERABLE. I can normally smell if it’s C.diff. I’ve had it five times. Go to the ER and do not wait. It’s so horrible. It’s exhausting and being that sick is the worst. The pain is awful, too. No one ever discusses how much pain it puts people in.”

“I’ve had C.diff so many times. Output is like colored water, and I go 20-plus times a day. Mine way always a weird yellowish color. Going to the ER means a quicker diagnosis and for me I end up inpatient, too. With C.diff I’ve found liquid Vancomycin works best as it’s absorbed faster, the pills just went straight through me.”

“C.diff is super hard to get rid of, so fast treatment is key. I had a recurrent infection for nearly a year. I took Vancomycin 4x/day for a few weeks and eventually tapered down. I think it was just a nasty strain, but I eventually kicked it out.”

“C.diff is a doozy to have. The hardest part for me was keeping family and friends away as it’s super contagious, too. I remember a lot of Zofran. IV fluids and sleeping as much as humanly possible. Use wipes instead of toilet paper so your bum doesn’t get raw.”

“My brother had C.diff and the only thing to get rid of it was very strong antibiotics. Every time I’m on an antibiotic, it makes me very sick and puts me in a flare and I have choice but to start probiotics.”

“C.diff is rough and highly contagious. I had it right before I went on Humira. Make sure to bleach your bathroom and not to prepare food. My GI was super concerned about me giving it to my husband. My treatment was Vancomycin 125 mg orally 4x a day for 10 days.”

“I have been battling reoccurring C.diff for almost 2 years. Coming up on my second Fecal Transplant as the first failed. I was in a flare and absolutely nothing was working. Finally discovered underlying C.diff. Vancomycin changed my life. Within 48 hours I went from 15-20 bowel movements a day to 1-2.My doctors are baffled by how well I respond to it.”

“I’ve had C.diff more than once, the first time I waited almost too late to seek testing and ended up with dangerously low potassium, EKG changes, and was hospitalized. The second time I didn’t even know I had it until I was being worked up to join a clinical trial for my UC and had to do treatment, again. Liquid IV packets help ward off dehydration.”

“My son who has Crohn’s has had C.diff two times. Vancomycin with a long, slow taper was key to get rid of it both times. Wipe the bathroom down with bleach constantly.”

“C.diff is the actual worst. If you have it, skip Flagyl and go straight to Dificid. Flagyl made me SO sick. Like so much worse and it didn’t get rid of it…and that’s the case for multiple other people I know who’ve had it.”

“I had C.diff. I played the waiting game, and it was miserable. If your stool is completely watery and very foul smelling, then it’s C.diff.”

“I take Culturelle Probiotics Digestive Health Extra Strength whenever I’m on an antibiotic to prevent it.”

“I had reoccurring C.diff during the pandemic, a few months after my bowel resection, and for recurring months after. They would usually do a fecal transplant, but they were on hold because of COVID. It took months to get better.”

Kick C.diff to the curb

Ironically, while C.diff can be brought on by antibiotics, the only way to get rid of it…is to take more antibiotics. The three most prescribed are Vancomycin, Flagyl and Dificid. In severe cases, especially when toxic megacolon becomes an issue, you might need surgery to remove the damaged portions of your bowel. Other options for reoccurring infection include Fecal Microbiota Transplant (FMT), where donor stool is introduced in your colon. Probiotics and antibody therapy are often used as well. Certain antibodies are known to provide immunity against the toxins produced by C.diff. A combination of the medications actoxumab and bezlotoxumab can lower your changes of the infection coming back.

When I received the negative C.diff test result I felt such relief. So many of my symptoms aligned with the tall-tale signs, I wasn’t sure what to expect. The entire process has been such a learning experience and I hope that you’ve taken away some helpful nuggets of knowledge should you ever question you have C.diff yourself.