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At 14, Crohn’s Made Her Question Motherhood. At 22, She’s Studying Why.

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For women living with Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis, the question of whether to have children can carry a weight that goes far beyond the usual conversations about fertility and family planning.

Will my disease be controlled enough to have a healthy pregnancy? What happens if I flare while I’m pregnant? Will my medication affect my baby? What if I’m too sick to care for a child? What if breastfeeding means making another difficult medication decision? And the question that can be hardest to articulate: Will I be able to experience motherhood without IBD taking over the entire experience?

For Grace Hubbel, those questions aren’t simply academic. They are personal.

Diagnosed with Crohn’s disease at 14, Grace is now 22 and studying sociomedical sciences at the State University of New York at Geneseo. Her own experience with IBD and the stories she has heard from other women, led her to pursue an IRB-approved research study examining “The Impact of IBD on Decisions in Maternity and Emotional Wellbeing in Women.”

This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s a look at how her personal experience as a young woman with IBD inspired this incredible research and how you can get involved as a citizen scientist. Grace’s goal through her study, “The Impact of IBD on Decisions in Maternity and Emotional Wellbeing in Women” is to explore an area of IBD research that she believes has been overlooked: not simply what happens to a woman’s body during pregnancy, but what it feels like to make decisions about motherhood while living with an unpredictable chronic illness.

A Crohn’s diagnosis at 14

Grace grew up watching her older brother struggle with Crohn’s disease. He was diagnosed when he was starting college and nearly lost his life before his first surgery. When Grace began experiencing symptoms of her own at 14, she wasn’t completely surprised.

Her disease quickly became severe. She lost weight rapidly, her menstrual cycle stopped, and painful sores and ulcers made it difficult to swallow. She remembers feeling exhausted and unlike herself.

“I crawled into my mother’s bed once and told her it felt like I was disappearing with how I was losing pounds by the week,” Grace recalls.

At an age when many teenagers are focused on school, friends and figuring out who they are, Grace was learning a different vocabulary: tests, treatments, infusions, injections, and surgery.

“I was so young, I felt so different from my peers around me,” she says. “I spoke fluent in healthcare, in tests, I was forced to grow up so fast.”

Her Crohn’s journey has included steroids, infusions, injections, tests, a feeding tube, and surgery. At 22, Grace says she is still chasing total mucosal remission and continues to deal with hidden inflammation.

“Will I be able to become a mom someday?”

And almost immediately after her diagnosis, another question entered Grace’s mind.

Would she ever be able to become a mom?

Grace says motherhood was on her mind within months of being diagnosed.

Part of that fear came from watching someone she knew with Crohn’s experience a life-threatening postpartum flare and be unable to have more children. That story stayed with her and illustrates one of the most difficult aspects of IBD whether you’re a parent or not: uncertainty.

“The monstrous part about IBD is its uncertainty,” Grace says. “It never ceases to amaze me how for some individuals a round of medicine will get their body into remission, and another person will have unrelenting inflammation for years and years.”

For women with IBD, that uncertainty can intersect with some of life’s biggest decisions.

Grace knows this firsthand. Throughout various stages of her disease, she has wondered what a flare would look like during pregnancy or while caring for a young child.

What if severe diarrhea caused her to lose weight and made it difficult to get enough nutrients for a baby? What if medication affected her child’s immune system? What about breastfeeding and medication exposure?

Today, Grace takes Stelara, and she says she thinks about the fact that it can pass through breast milk. She has always dreamed of breastfeeding a baby but wonders how she would weigh that desire against the medical considerations.

And increasingly, another concern has emerged: the emotional experience of pregnancy itself.

“I worry most of all about having to work extra hard as a high-risk pregnancy and that I’d be obsessive about it all,” she says, “living outside of the special moments and experiences because of viewing it all through a clinical lens.”

That sentence captures something that statistics and clinical guidelines can’t always convey.

A pregnancy with IBD isn’t just a series of medical decisions. It can also be an emotional balancing act between wanting to enjoy a deeply meaningful life experience and being unable to completely turn off the part of your brain that is constantly monitoring your disease.

Seeing a gap in IBD research

As Grace learned more about IBD, she found comfort in understanding the disease from both scientific and sociological perspectives. She connected with other patients online and found women with IBD who had navigated motherhood and became role models for her.

That interest eventually led her to major in sociomedical sciences.

When it came time to develop an independent research project, she knew immediately that she wanted to study IBD and women’s health.

That project eventually grew into her current IRB-approved study. Grace noticed that while there is substantial scientific literature examining Crohn’s disease and ulcerative colitis during pregnancy and childbirth, there is far less research examining the qualitative experience of women living through motherhood with IBD.

In other words, researchers have studied many of the physical and medical questions. Grace wants to better understand the why behind women’s decisions, experiences, and emotions.

“This told me something was missing,” she says.

And the missing piece matters.

IBD is commonly diagnosed during reproductive years, meaning many women are forced to make decisions about fertility, pregnancy, breastfeeding, and family size while simultaneously navigating an unpredictable disease.

Could uncertainty itself be affecting women emotionally?

One of the findings that initially caught Grace’s attention was that women with IBD commonly report higher rates of psychological distress than men with IBD.

There are several explanations, but Grace wondered whether another factor deserved more attention.

Could the uncertainty surrounding fertility and motherhood contribute to that emotional burden?

“Could any of it have to do with how uncertain it can be for women to navigate a motherhood journey with an unpredictable illness such as IBD?” she asks.

That question became central to her research.

Rather than focusing solely on conception and pregnancy, Grace wants to understand the entire motherhood journey:

  • What does it mean to parent while living with IBD?
  • How do mothers explain their disease to their children?
  • Does becoming a parent change the way women cope with their illness?
  • How do women make decisions about breastfeeding or having additional children?
  • And perhaps most importantly, how do those decisions make women feel?

“These are the questions I want to explore,” Grace says.

Motherhood doesn’t end at delivery

One of the most compelling aspects of Grace’s research is her focus on what happens after pregnancy.

So much of the conversation around IBD and reproductive health centers on conception and pregnancy. But motherhood is a lifelong experience and IBD doesn’t disappear once a baby is born.

Grace says some of the women she has heard from have described waiting for their doctors to give them the “go-ahead” before trying to conceive.

Others have described delaying or avoiding medical care when they were very sick because they didn’t want to leave their children or frighten them.

But the stories aren’t exclusively difficult.

Grace says she has also heard about positive experiences, including mothers who have noticed their children developing deep empathy toward other people because they grew up with a mother living with IBD.

That is an important reminder: IBD can shape motherhood in challenging ways, but it can also shape families into beautiful ones. As an IBD mom of three kids (ages 9, 7, and 5) I can’t attest to this. Motherhood was the best decision I ever made and my kids are my constant motivation to push through, stay on top of managing my Crohn’s so I’m well for not only myself, but for them, and reminding me all my body is capable of despite my disease.

The decisions women make behind the scenes

One theme Grace has found particularly interesting is the way IBD can influence the timing of family planning. Some women wait for disease stability or medical approval before trying to conceive. Others make decisions about seeking medical care based on the needs of their children. These aren’t necessarily decisions that show up in a medical chart.

They’re the quiet calculations happening in the background of everyday life. And that’s exactly what Grace hopes her research will capture.

The study is designed to explore the experiences and emotional impacts behind these decisions, not simply whether a woman became pregnant or whether she experienced a flare. Because as we know, two women can have similar diagnoses and vastly different emotional experiences.

What Grace wants doctors to talk about earlier

Grace believes the conversation about fertility and family-building should begin much earlier in a woman’s IBD journey. She would like gastroenterologists to routinely ask young women at diagnosis whether they envision having children someday.

“I think it’s so important to get the conversation started and have it routine to discuss it,” she says.

Starting the conversation early can open the door to resources, questions, and appropriate reproductive counseling long before a woman is ready to have a baby. Grace also believes healthcare providers need to be honest about uncertainty.

“We need to be comfortable acknowledging what we don’t know,” she says, particularly when it comes to questions about the long-term effects of medications on children.

She also wants to see stronger communication between gastroenterologists and OB-GYNs.

She has heard women describe being confused about which physician to rely on during pregnancy and postpartum or receiving contradictory recommendations from their doctors.

“Greater communication between OB-GYN physicians, maternal fetal medicine doctors, and gastroenterologists on the topic of IBD and pregnancy is called for,” Grace says.

For patients, that kind of collaboration can mean the difference between feeling like they’re navigating pregnancy alone and feeling like they have a team.

Grace hopes her research changes the conversation

Grace hopes her research will expand how the IBD community thinks about women’s health. The physical side of IBD is important. But emotional wellbeing matters, too.

She points to the connection between psychological health and IBD outcomes, noting that emotional distress can influence disease activity. Her research suggests that the emotional stress of navigating motherhood alongside IBD may be one contributor to the psychological burden reported by women with the disease.

Her long-term goal is to highlight the need for more reproductive counseling and pregnancy programs specifically designed for women with IBD. Because women shouldn’t have to piece together this information on their own. And they shouldn’t have to wait until they’re ready to conceive to start asking questions.

“You will survive some of your biggest fears”

The most powerful part of Grace’s story isn’t the researcher speaking about the gaps in the literature. It’s the 14-year-old girl underneath it all.

If Grace could sit down with herself on the day she was diagnosed, she wouldn’t promise that IBD would become easy. Instead, she would tell her younger self that the disease would shape who she became and that some of that impact would become a source of purpose.

Her experiences would fuel her interest in healthcare and disability advocacy. She would meet healthcare workers who saw through her knowledgeable exterior and recognized the anxiety underneath. She would survive some of the things she feared most. And she would eventually find a partner who would make motherhood feel possible. But she’d also tell herself something many young people with chronic illness need to hear:

You don’t have to control everything.

“I’d tell her to enjoy being a young woman and let go of trying to control so much,” Grace says.

That’s easier said than done when your body has taught you from an early age that anything can change without warning. But that’s also why her message to other young women with IBD is so meaningful.

To the young woman with IBD dreaming about motherhood

Grace doesn’t know exactly what the future holds for her. She still has questions. She still has fears. She still lives with an unpredictable disease. But she isn’t letting uncertainty erase the possibility of motherhood. Her message to other young women with IBD is simple:

“Advocate for yourself and ask questions.”

She encourages women to establish an OB-GYN early and start talking about what pregnancy could look like in the future, even if motherhood is years away. And she wants women to know that they don’t have to abandon the dream simply because IBD may make the path more complicated.

“The reality is, it might be a little more sad and scary to manage,” Grace says. “But from what I’ve learned so far: no women have regretted the choice to pursue their dream, even if it looks different from what they expected.”

For a 22-year-old researcher who has spent much of her life learning to live with Crohn’s disease, Grace is asking a question that deserves far more attention:

What happens when we stop looking at motherhood with IBD solely through a medical lens and start listening to the women living it?

Her research is an important step toward answering it.

Interested in participating in Grace’s research?

Grace is currently seeking women with IBD who are at least 18 years old, English-speaking, and currently mothers living with Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis, either biologically or through adoption. A diagnosis before having a child is preferred.

Participants can complete an anonymous survey or contact Grace for a virtual interview. Participation is voluntary, and information provided will be kept confidential.

Join the study here!

Inside IBD Pregnancy with a GI Psychologist: What Patients Need to Know

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Finding out you’re pregnant can be one of the most profound moments of one’s life; and, if you’re living with Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis, that moment is almost immediately followed by a flood of questions that others don’t have to think about. Will my IBD flare? Is my medication safe? What does this mean for my pregnancy? Can I even do this?

The answer to that last question is yes, absolutely, yes. But it takes a team, a plan, and attention to more than just your GI symptoms. As an IBD mom of three, I’ve been in your shoes and know how it feels to bring a life into this world with so many unknowns.

This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we hear from Licensed Clinical Psychologist, Dr. Antonia Repollet, who specializes in gut-brain health at GI Psychology. Dr. Repollet is a fellow Crohnie and a mother. She works with people navigating exactly this intersection every day. She shares what she wants every person with Inflammatory Bowel Disease (IBD) to know about pregnancy: the medical side, the emotional side, and the parts that often get left out of the conversation entirely.

Your Gut Is Already Under Pressure

Pregnancy is a full-body experience. Hormonal shifts in progesterone, estrogen, and cortisol affect mood and energy, and they directly shape how the gut functions. Progesterone relaxes smooth muscle, slowing the movement of food through the digestive tract (Alqudah et al., 2022). Estrogen influences gut permeability and the composition of the gut microbiome (Chen et al., 2025). Cortisol, the body’s primary stress hormone, can heighten GI sensitivity and drive inflammation (Cherpak, 2019). Together, these hormonal changes can increase bloating, reflux, and constipation even in people without IBD. Add a growing uterus physically displacing digestive organs, and it’s no wonder the gut feels unsettled!

Whether you’re a first-time mom-to-be or someone who has had several children, we know how complicated it can feel to navigate these changes in your body on top of IBD. It’s not unusual to feel a bit overwhelmed.

“For someone with Crohn’s or ulcerative colitis, these changes land on an already-sensitive system, and the hormonal picture matters more than people often realize. Hormones are among the key messengers of the gut-brain axis, the two-way communication highway between the digestive tract and the nervous system,” explain Dr. Repollet. “During pregnancy, when hormone levels are shifting, this axis is working overtime, and stress often amplifies this further. For example, anxiety about your health, your pregnancy, your body, your medications: all of it feeds back into the gut through hormonal and neurological pathways, and the gut sends it right back to the brain. Thus, pregnancy can disrupt this loop.”

Why Remission Before Conception Matters

Here’s something important: research consistently shows that the best predictor of IBD staying stable during pregnancy is whether disease was well-controlled at the time of conception (Abhyankar, 2013). Studies have found that approximately 66% of IBD patients who conceive during active disease experience continuing or worsening symptoms throughout pregnancy (Hashash & Kane, 2015).

Dr. Repollet says, “Remission going in doesn’t guarantee smooth sailing, but it does dramatically improve the odds for both the pregnant person and the developing fetus.”

Looking back, I’m grateful for the timing of my bowel resection surgery when I was engaged, because it put me into surgical remission, and helped prep my body for pregnancy after I got married. Prior to surgery, I had never heard the word “remission” from my gastroenterologist. With IBD pregnancies, this is where the “rule of thirds” comes in. One third of women experience an improvement of IBD symptoms, one third stay the same, and one third see an uptick.

Active disease during pregnancy is associated with increased risks of miscarriage, preterm birth, low birth weight, and other complications (Boyd et al., 2015). This is why the conversation with your gastroenterologist needs to happen before you start trying to conceive, not after a positive pregnancy test.

The Medication Questions

Please don’t stop without talking to your doctors!

“One of the most common things I hear from IBD patients considering pregnancy is some version of: “I thought I should stop my medication just to be safe.” The instinct makes complete sense, because you want to protect your pregnancy. But stopping IBD medication without medical guidance can put you and your fetus at greater risk by triggering a flare,” Dr. Repollet advises.

Many IBD medications, including biologics like infliximab, adalimumab, and certolizumab, are considered safe during pregnancy and are recommended to maintain remission (Mahadevan et al., 2019; Peifer, 2024). Some, like methotrexate, do need to be stopped well before conception, and this applies regardless of which reproductive organs you have (Peifer, 2024). This is important for both partners, as medication safety around conception is a conversation for anyone planning to conceive, regardless of gender. Your GI and obstetrician (OB) should be making these decisions together, with your input.

Build Your Team Before You Need Them

A whole-person approach to pregnancy with IBD means your care team should include more than just your GI and OB. Depending on your history, you may also benefit from a maternal-fetal medicine specialist (an OB with advanced training in high-risk pregnancies), a dietitian who understands IBD and prenatal nutrition, a lactation consultant familiar with chronic illness, and a mental health provider who specializes in the gut-brain connection. According to findings from the Global Consensus on IBD and Pregnancy, all IBD pregnancies are deemed “high risk.”

Dr. Repollet tells me the last one matters more than people realize.

The Part That Doesn’t Get Talked About Enough: Your Mental Health

People with IBD are two to three times more likely to experience anxiety and depression than people without (Neuendorf et al., 2016). Rates of anxiety in IBD hover around 32%, and depression around 25% (Barberio et al., 2021). These numbers don’t go down during pregnancy. If anything, the uncertainty, the body changes, the fear of flares, and the weight of managing a chronic illness while growing a new life can make them go up.

“And here’s what’s easy to overlook: your emotional state is not separate from your physical symptoms. Stress releases hormones that increase inflammation. Anxiety heightens gut sensitivity. When you’re scared that every cramp might be a flare, that fear itself can worsen symptoms. The mind and the gut are in constant conversation,” says Dr. Repollet.

This is why mental health support isn’t a “nice to have” treatment during pregnancy with IBD and should be part of the medical plan.

Evidence-based approaches like Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) for GI conditions (CBT for GI) (Gracie et al., 2017) and gut-directed hypnotherapy (Keefer et al., 2013) have been shown to reduce GI symptoms, lower flare frequency, and improve quality of life in IBD patients. These approaches are safe during pregnancy, non-pharmacological, and can be genuinely life-changing for anyone who feels like they’re white-knuckling through their pregnancy.

A Story That Might Sound Familiar

“One of my patients (I’ll call her “Alex”) was 12 weeks pregnant and living with Crohn’s. Inflammation was well-controlled, but daily abdominal cramping and pain, diarrhea, and racing thoughts about whether symptoms were affecting the pregnancy had taken over. The response from providers (e.g., “It’s just pregnancy hormones.”) left Alex feeling dismissed and alone.”

With gut-brain therapy, Alex learned to track symptom patterns, practice diaphragmatic breathing, and use clinical hypnosis to interrupt the anticipatory anxiety that was amplifying physical symptoms.

Dr. Repollet says, “Over eight weeks, symptoms decreased, sleep improved, and (maybe most importantly) there was a renewed trust in the body’s signals. Feeling prepared going into delivery and postpartum was something Alex hadn’t expected to feel, but did. This is a reminder that emotional care is physical care. They are not separate things.”

What to Watch For and When to Reach Out

Consider seeking mental health support if you are:

  • Struggling to eat or sleep due to GI symptoms or anxiety
  • Experiencing GI symptoms that feel emotionally overwhelming, are hard to separate from anxiety, or seem to worsen with stress
  • Experiencing distress (whether related to your IBD, your pregnancy, or both) that is interfering with daily life
  • Having fears about flares, delivery, or being a high-risk patient that feel consuming
  • Dealing with resurfacing trauma from prior pregnancy loss, difficult medical experiences, or a complicated diagnosis journey
  • Simply wanting a space to process this enormous thing you are navigating

Please know that you don’t have to be in crisis to deserve support.

The Postpartum Chapter

Pregnancy often gets most of the attention, but postpartum is its own significant transition for people with IBD.

“Hormonal shifts after delivery, sleep disruption, feeding decisions in the context of your medication regimen, and the emotional adjustment to new parenthood can all influence disease activity. Having a plan for the postpartum period, including who on your care team you’ll check in with and how, should be part of a complete prenatal plan,” explains Dr. Repollet.

I remember during all my pregnancies how fearful I was about how I would feel after delivery. By staying on my medication (Humira), it helped keep symptoms at bay not only during my pregnancies, but also after my scheduled c-sections. I required a short burst of steroids after my second child was born, but luckily never experienced a full-blown flare.

It can be easy to place all your focus on your baby but be mindful of how your body is speaking to you through symptoms so you can communicate this directly to your care team, before you’re dealing with an acute flare. Trust that by sharing what you’re going through you’re doing what is not only best for yourself, but what’s best for your family.

You Deserve Coordinated, Whole-Person Care

Pregnancy with Crohn’s or ulcerative colitis is possible. Many people do it every year with the right support, effective communication between providers, and attention to both the physical and emotional layers of what they are carrying.

“At GI Psychology, we specialize in helping people with IBD and other GI conditions navigate exactly these kinds of life transitions. Our clinicians are trained in gut-brain therapies including CBT-GI and gut-directed hypnotherapy, and we work via telehealth across all 50 states + Washington D.C., so support is accessible wherever you are. We also offer an 8-week virtual IBD Psychotherapy Group for adults living with Crohn’s and ulcerative colitis, designed to provide evidence-based tools alongside community with people who truly get it,” says Dr. Repollet.

If you’re planning for pregnancy, currently pregnant, or navigating the postpartum period with IBD, you don’t have to figure it out alone.

Learn More About GI Psychology:

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References

Abhyankar, A., Ham, M., & Moss, A. C. (2013). Meta-analysis: the impact of disease activity at conception on disease activity during pregnancy in patients with inflammatory bowel disease. Alimentary pharmacology & therapeutics, 38(5), 460–466.

Alqudah, M., Al-Shboul, O., Al Dwairi, A., Al-U´Datt, D. G., & Alqudah, A. (2022). Progesterone inhibitory role on gastrointestinal motility. Physiological research, 71(2), 193–198.

Barberio, B., Zamani, M., Black, C. J., Savarino, E. V., & Ford, A. C. (2021). Prevalence of symptoms of anxiety and depression in patients with inflammatory bowel disease: a systematic review and meta-analysis. The lancet. Gastroenterology & hepatology, 6(5), 359–370.

Boyd, H. A., Basit, S., Harpsøe, M. C., Wohlfahrt, J., & Jess, T. (2015). Inflammatory bowel disease and risk of adverse pregnancy outcomes. PloS One, 10(6), e0129567.

Chen, M., Wang, J., Yang, Y., He, Y., & Li, L. (2025). The interplay of estrogen, gut microbiome, and bone immunity in osteoporosis. Cell communication and signaling : CCS, 23(1), 516.

Cherpak C. E. (2019). Mindful Eating: A Review Of How The Stress-Digestion-Mindfulness Triad May Modulate And Improve Gastrointestinal And Digestive Function. Integrative medicine (Encinitas, Calif.), 18(4), 48–53.

Gracie, D. J., Irvine, A. J., Sood, R., Mikocka-Walus, A., Hamlin, P. J., & Ford, A. C. (2017). Effect of psychological therapy on disease activity, psychological comorbidity, and quality of life in inflammatory bowel disease: a systematic review and meta-analysis. The Lancet Gastroenterology & Hepatology, 2(3), 189–199.

Hashash, J. G., & Kane, S. (2015). Pregnancy and inflammatory bowel disease. Gastroenterology & Hepatology, 11(2), 96–102.

Keefer, L., Taft, T. H., Kiebles, J. L., Martinovich, Z., Barrett, T. A., & Palsson, O. S. (2013). Gut-directed hypnotherapy significantly augments clinical remission in quiescent ulcerative colitis. Alimentary Pharmacology & Therapeutics, 38(7), 761–771.

Mahadevan, U., Robinson, C., Bernasko, N., Boland, B., Chambers, C., Dubinsky, M., … & Kane, S. (2019). Inflammatory bowel disease in pregnancy clinical care pathway: A report from the American Gastroenterological Association IBD Parenthood Project Working Group. Gastroenterology, 156(5), 1508–1524.

Neuendorf, R., Harding, A., Stello, N., Hanes, D., & Wahbeh, H. (2016). Depression and anxiety in patients with Inflammatory Bowel Disease: A systematic review. Journal of Psychosomatic Research, 87, 70–80.

Peifer, R. (2024, January 26). IBD and pregnancy: What you need to know. Crohn’s & Colitis Foundation. https://www.crohnscolitisfoundation.org/blog/ibd-and-pregnancy-what-you-need-to-know

A New Study Suggests Crohn’s Disease May Be Detectable Years Before Symptoms Begin

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New research published in Clinical Gastroenterology and Hepatology offers a glimpse into what Crohn’s disease may look like before it officially begins and the findings could have major implications for how we understand, monitor, and potentially prevent the disease in the future. As an IBD mom of three kids ages 8, 7, and 4, research like this always feels a bit bittersweet. While I’m grateful for the strides in research, I’m apprehensive about the burden and grief I would feel if I was able to know if my children would one day receive the same diagnosis.

As someone diagnosed with Crohn’s at age 21, I’m grateful for my two decades of blissful, perfect health. Had I known a complicated chronic illness would one day riddle my body, I’m not sure how I would have coped and dealt with that news.

This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s a look at what the latest research discovered, the complicated emotions IBD parents may feel, and what the future may hold for us all as a community.

Why This Matters: Crohn’s May Start Long Before Diagnosis

The study found that certain immune responses in the blood, specifically elevated IgG antibodies targeting a conserved region of bacterial flagellin (a protein found on gut bacteria) were present years before people were diagnosed with Crohn’s disease. In other words, the immune system appeared to be reacting to gut bacteria long before symptoms like abdominal pain, diarrhea, or weight loss ever showed up.

This study followed 381 first-degree relatives of Crohn’s patients, 77 of whom went on to develop the disease. Among them, 28 (more than a third) had elevated antibody responses.

One of the most important takeaways from this research is the timing. Most Crohn’s biomarkers are identified after the disease is active. This study, however, suggests that immune dysregulation may begin well in advance of clinical disease. This supports the idea that Crohn’s develops gradually rather than suddenly.

That distinction matters. If Crohn’s truly has a long preclinical phase, it opens the door to earlier monitoring and potentially earlier intervention, especially for people who are already at higher risk, such as first-degree relatives of those living with Crohn’s disease. A first degree relative is a parent, child, or sibling.

According to the Crohn’s and Colitis Foundation, 36% of children born to two parents with IBD will develop the condition at some point during their life. The risk is substantially less when only one parent has IBD, with The National Human Genome Research Institute sharing there’s a 7-9% chance.

A Potential Blood Test for Risk, Not Diagnosis (Yet)

It’s important to be clear: this is not a diagnostic test and it’s not something patients can request from their doctor today. But it does raise the possibility that, one day, blood-based immune markers could help identify those who are more likely to develop Crohn’s before symptoms begin.

For families affected by IBD, this kind of risk stratification could be meaningful. Instead of waiting years for symptoms to escalate, or for damage to occur, high-risk individuals might one day be monitored more closely or offered early preventive strategies. As an IBD mom, I feel as though I would struggle with knowing whether this was something I wanted to dig deep for, while also not wanting to get in the way of stopping disease progression. It’s not a black and white situation by any means. If these types of blood tests are available when my kids are teenagers, and I were to get results that broke my heart, I’d feel obligated to be transparent and share—would I really want my kids, who have witnessed me living with Crohn’s their whole lives, to know this would one day be part of their own story? It stresses me out just trying to imagine it.

What This Could Mean for Prevention Research

Another compelling aspect of the study is that the immune response was directed at a conserved portion of bacterial flagellin. This means it’s shared across many gut bacteria. That finding has sparked discussion about whether future therapies or vaccines could target these immune pathways in people who are high risk for Crohn’s.

While prevention remains a long-term goal rather than a current reality, this research reflects a broader shift in IBD science: moving upstream to understand why Crohn’s starts, not just how to treat it once it’s already established, and as an IBD mom I am certainly grateful for that.

What This Doesn’t Mean (Yet)

As exciting as this research could be, it’s not a crystal ball. Not everyone with these immune markers will develop Crohn’s, and many people with Crohn’s were never tested years before diagnosis. Larger studies are still needed to validate these findings across diverse populations and to determine how predictive these markers truly are.

For now, this study adds another piece to the puzzle, one that reinforces what many patients already know intuitively: Crohn’s disease doesn’t start the day you’re diagnosed.

The Bigger Picture

Our community often experiences years of delayed diagnosis, misattributed symptoms, and unanswered questions, so research like this matters. It shifts the narrative from “why didn’t we catch this sooner?” to “how early can we understand and intervene?”

While we’re not there yet, this study represents an important step toward a future where Crohn’s disease is identified earlier, monitored more thoughtfully, and one day possibly prevented altogether.

For parents living with IBD, research like this can carry an added emotional burden. The idea that Crohn’s disease may be detectable years before symptoms begin can stir complicated feelings, especially for those who worry about whether they’ve passed on a genetic risk to their children. Some parents may want every possible tool to protect their child’s future health, while others may find the thought of early testing anxiety-provoking or guilt-inducing. There’s no right or wrong response. I get it and struggle with how I’d handle this, too. Living with IBD already requires navigating uncertainty, and this research underscores how deeply personal decisions about risk, knowledge, and monitoring can be for families. As science moves forward, it will be just as important to support parents emotionally as it is to advance early detection tools.

Additional Research

Crohn’s Disease May Be Detectable Years Before Symptoms

Familial and ethnic risk in inflammatory bowel disease – PMC

Targeting Disease Prediction and Prevention: The New Frontier in IBD

Deciphering the different phases of preclinical inflammatory bowel disease | Nature Reviews Gastroenterology & Hepatology

The GEM Project – The GEM Project – Crohn’s and Colitis Canada

When Science Meets Story: The Patient Voice in the Global Consensus on IBD and Pregnancy

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It is an exciting and transformative time for the IBD community when it comes to family planning and pregnancy. For years, patients and providers faced uncertainty and conflicting guidance about everything from fertility to medication safety. Now, with the publication of the Global Consensus on IBD and Pregnancy, we finally have a unified, evidence-based roadmap created by leading experts worldwide.

This groundbreaking research, jointly published across multiple top journals, is more than just a collection of data—it’s a lifeline for patients, caregivers, and clinicians seeking clarity and confidence. And for the first time, that guidance comes to life through a series of 12 videos now available online. As the sole U.S. Patient Ambassador and Group Lead for patient advocates worldwide, I was honored to contribute not only to this historic project, but also to share my own journey in the video series—bringing the patient perspective directly into the global conversation.

Grateful for Dr. Uma Mahadevan and the entire team for their incredible work on the Global Consensus.

Check out the video series

Following the release of the research from the 2025 Global Consensus Conference on IBD, a series of 12 videos were also published on the PIANO (Pregnancy in IBD and Neonatal Outcomes website), featuring experts speaking on best practices, emerging data, and consensus statements.

Among those 12, my Patient Perspective video is unique. It’s the only video in the lineup where you hear firsthand experience from an IBD mom. During my unscripted 18-minute video, I share openly about the tough decisions I faced personally, the hopes and worries I encountered while bringing babies into this world, and what I want fellow patients and doctors to know. As an IBD mom of three kids (now ages 8, 6, and 4) who were all exposed in utero to Humira, I have a unique perspective to share.

I know what it’s like when you’re 32 weeks pregnant and have to do a biologic injection while you see your baby’s foot kicking at your belly. I know how stressful it is when you don’t know if you’re going to flare while pregnant or shortly thereafter. I know how complicated and overwhelming it can feel when you’re juggling a chronic illness along with pregnancy and motherhood.

Having a patient video placed alongside expert commentaries is a statement: our lived experience is essential to understanding how guidelines work in the real world. I hope my words leave you feeling seen and empowered.

The 12 published videos cover the following topics:

  • Adverse Outcomes of Pregnancy in IBD
  • Fertility and IBD
  • Fetal and Neonatal Adverse Events in IBD
  • IBD Medications During Pregnancy
  • IBD Medications During Breastfeeding
  • Immunizations for Infants of Mothers with IBD
  • IBD Medication During Breastfeeding
  • Key Findings and Recommendations
  • Management of IBD During Pregnancy
  • Maternal Factors in IBD
  • Preconception Counseling and Contraception for Patients with IBD
  • The Patient Perspective

Why These Videos Matter

Each video is a piece of a bigger puzzle. Together they tell a story about where we are now, where we need to go, and how patients can be—and must be—central to that journey.

Bridging gaps between patient, clinician, and researcher. These videos are designed not just for patients, but for caregivers, physicians, policy makers, and anyone interested in improving IBD care. Seeing things through the patient lens can spark better communication, more empathic care, and guidelines that address what matters most.

Empowerment through shared experience. Whether it’s coping with symptoms, navigating treatment decisions, or facing uncertainty, this research will make you feel more confident in every decision you make along the way. Rather than feeling like there’s an overwhelming amount of gray area, you can see the roadmap of decision-making created from the Consensus that will help you each step of the way.

How to Watch & What To Do Next

  1. Watch the videos: Listen firsthand and educate yourself. An educated patient is an empowered patient. It’s one thing to read a published medical study, it’s especially helpful to see these videos and watch the research come to life.
  2. Join the conversation: Use these videos as conversation starters, take what you learned into clinic visits, have conversations with your partner/family/friends, or on social media. When you’re talking about family planning, make sure your GI and Maternal Fetal Medicine doctors are aware of the Global Consensus on IBD and Pregnancy to ensure they are up-to-date on the very latest research.
  3. Join the PIANO study. This is a great way to become a citizen scientist and use your journey to motherhood as a way to pave the way for others. I participated in PIANO with my youngest child, and he will continue to be “followed” until age 18. It does my heart good to know we’re helping bridge the gaps in understanding so women with IBD now and in the future can feel more comfortable about staying on medication in pregnancy and during breastfeeding.

Too often, patient voices are an afterthought or an add-on. Being featured as an integral voice, not a sidebar, is a powerful shift. The fact the Global Consensus Conference team made such a point to incorporate patients like myself who are IBD moms, from around the world, goes to show just how inclusive and comprehensive this research is.

Final Thoughts

Living with IBD means navigating uncertainty, physical challenges, and emotional strength, but it also means being part of a community that continues to push boundaries in care. These videos highlight not only the science and data, but the lived realities that bring those numbers to life. Patient voices don’t just complement medical expertise, they help shape the future of care. By placing my perspective alongside global experts, the Consensus reminds us that guidelines are most powerful when they reflect both evidence and experience.

As an IBD mom, I think about what this progress means for my three children and for the next generation of families impacted by this disease. I volunteer my time and energy for these projects because they are at the heart of my patient advocacy and genuinely matter so much to me. The inclusion of patient voices today paves the way for a future where no one feels alone in their decisions about pregnancy and IBD. Together—patients, clinicians, and researchers are building a roadmap that will make the journey clearer, safer, and more hopeful for those who come after us.

Planning for a Family with IBD: Essential Guidance and the Latest Recommendations

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When you live with a disease like Crohn’s or ulcerative colitis, family planning takes thought and special consideration. The first-ever Global Consensus Conference on Pregnancy and IBD was held during Digestive Disease Week (May 2024) and part of the discussion focused on the latest recommendations for pre-conception counseling and family planning. This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s hear from Dr. Uma Mahadevan who co-chaired the conference, along with Dr. Christopher Robinson, a maternal fetal medicine specialist. As an IBD mom of three kids and the patient lead for the United States on this initiative, I’m excited to start sharing the latest guidance for our community.

The latest recommendations for IBD women

  • Couples should get pre-conception counseling.
  • Remission prior to conception for at least 3-6 months with objective evidence of remission.
  • All women with IBD should be followed as high-risk pregnancies (however that monitoring works in each country)
  • Pregnant women should take low dose aspirin daily by 12-16 weeks gestation to avoid preterm pre-eclampsia.

These recommendations were voted on and determined by more than 50 medical providers and IBD patient advocates from around the world. They are the gold standard, and the hope is that the recommendations help clear up the gray area and bring clarity to couples who are planning to grow their family and wanting to conceive.

“Our goal was to have a universal guideline that was the same worldwide. This would reduce confusion and avoid the default of just not giving women appropriate therapy. The Consensus really tried to advise what we, as pregnancy in IBD experts, do with our patients, so that women everywhere can have the same high level of care,” said Dr. Mahadevan.

Considerations for women prior to conception

Dr. Mahadevan says when a woman starts medication, she generally tells her whether it is a compatible with pregnancy or not.

“I also tell them when they are ready to consider conception to meet with me first. So generally – the education and family planning discussions should start before you are even ready to consider pregnancy. For couples, they should give their GI a 6-month window ideally to make sure there is remission, a chance to optimize medication, and get any testing done that is needed.”

Personally, I had bowel resection surgery in August 2015 while I was engaged. We knew our wedding was in June 2016, and following the surgery I reached remission for the first time in a decade, so timing was of the essence. I told my GI at a post-op appointment in November 2015 that we were planning to start trying for a baby right after our wedding. Knowing that, she put me on a prescription prenatal and folic acid to start prepping my body for pregnancy, I also had a colonoscopy the month prior to my wedding to confirm I was in remission.

Recovering in the hospital after my bowel resection surgery, with hopes of one day being a mom.

Dr. Mahadevan recommends patients start 1 mg of folic acid daily when she learns they are considering conception.

“The prenatal with iron can be bothersome to some patients so I wait for the OB to start that. I check Vitamin D, B12, and iron labs to make sure those are all good.”

Dr. Christopher Robinson, MD, MSCR, Charleston Maternal Fetal Medicine says preconception care is an excellent way to plan out a pregnancy path.

He went on to say, “We recognize that the best outcomes are achieved when preconception care is employed prior to conception for optimization of disease management. This is especially true of IBD where there can be a number of misconceptions about safety of medications and goals for nutrition and surveillance of the pregnancy. Thus, I would recommend preconception counseling and establishing a care plan with Maternal Fetal Medicine early in pregnancy (first trimester).”

What does pre-conception counseling entail

Preconception counseling can be extensive. You should expect to go through an entire healthcare maintenance checklist of the following:

  • Checking labs—vitamin levels, sometimes drug levels
  • Updating vaccines
  • Cancer screenings—pap smear, colonoscopy if appropriate
  • Ensuring the patient is in remission which may require a colonoscopy, intestinal ultrasound or other imaging
  • Making sure medications are compatible with pregnancy
  • Reviewing prior pregnancy and if there were complications
  • Discussing mode of delivery, referring to a Maternal Fetal Medicine doctor prior to pregnancy if prior complications or if a woman is extremely high risk (for example, prior blood clots), has an ostomy, or if there is evidence of malnutrition or difficulty with weight gain.
  • Discuss starting aspirin at week 12 and set up a visit schedule with your GI, as you’ll generally see them once per trimester.

I had four pregnancies—three healthy, full-term babies and one miscarriage. As soon as I found out I was pregnant I alerted my GI. From there I set up an appointment with my “regular” OB for the initial ultrasound at 8-10 weeks, and then moving forward I had monthly ultrasounds with a maternal fetal medicine doctor, appointments with my GI each trimester, and the regularly scheduled in-office visits with my OB. Even though I had flawless pregnancies each time (aside from the baby I lost around 7 weeks), I was considered “high risk” because of my history of Crohn’s disease and prior surgery.

I had three scheduled c-sections, not because I had perianal Crohn’s, but because my care team allowed me to decide what I felt most comfortable given my health history. If I could do it all over again, I’d do it all the same. I appreciated the extra surveillance for my children and for me, healed beautifully after each abdominal surgery, and was grateful that by staying on Humira until 39 weeks with my first child and 37 weeks with my younger children, I maintained my remission throughout pregnancy and after.

Dr. Robinson said while each pregnancy has specific needs, in general he also follows pregnancy with serial growth checks every 4 weeks across pregnancy (following the targeted anatomic scan).

“It is possible, if a patient has longstanding, well controlled disease, and an optimum prior pregnancy outcome history, to check a 32- and 36-week ultrasound for growth. However, in the first pregnancy, I agree with serial growth scans.”

What remission before pregnancy really looks like

Remission is often a difficult word to define when it comes to living with IBD. As Dr. Mahadevan tells me, “Not everyone can achieve complete remission.” So, what are doctors looking for and what should your target be?

“We are looking to give moms-to-be the best chance at conceiving, keeping the pregnancy, and having a health pregnancy. I like to see normal labs, normal calprotectin, normal colonoscopy, and imaging without visible inflammation. Not everyone can achieve this, but that is the ideal three to six months prior to conception,” explained Dr. Mahadevan.

“IBD has both genetic and autoimmune underlying components that can interfere with development of the placenta and affect maternal nutrition across pregnancy. In these cases, optimization of disease management can improve care and reduce risk for both mother and fetus. The goal of interventions is to reduce the risk for mother and infant through coordinated care with GI, MFM and OB/Gyn in pregnancy,” said Dr. Robinson.

Stay tuned to Lights, Camera, Crohn’s next week when the latest recommendations for IBD medication in pregnancy and lactation is disclosed. A full manuscript with all the recommendations and guidance is in the works, with hopes of the information being publicly available by the end of this year. I’ll be working on the companion piece for the manuscript dedicated specifically to the patient community.

How this ostomate is gearing up to become an IBD Dad

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Parenthood when you live with a chronic illness like IBD can make you feel anxious, worried, and uneasy. As an IBD mom of three, I often connect with and share the stories of fellow women with Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis who have brought life into this world, despite their disease.

This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we hear from a soon-to-be IBD Dad, Brad Watson-Davelaar. He was diagnosed with Crohn’s in 2001 at age 17. His name and face may look familiar, as I featured him in an article entitled: IBD Dads: What these patient heroes have to say about fatherhood. In that article, Brad was recently married and discussed his hopes for the future. Those hopes came to fruition, as he and his wife are awaiting the arrival of a baby girl in late June!

Leading up to the pregnancy, Brad was a bit scared of what fatherhood would look like while living with an unpredictable disease. Like many of us, Brad fears when his IBD will rear its ugly head again and cause him not to be as present as he wants to be, hindering his ability to be a “proper teammate” for his wife.

“Prior to my wife being pregnant, I think I was scared. I’ve wanted to be a dad for some time, but with the way my health has been over the last several years, the prospect of having kids while I was in that physical state freaked me out. Not because I didn’t want kids, but because I was worried I wasn’t going to be enough for them.”

Finding out he was going to be a dad

When Brad found out his wife was expecting he was elated. They had been trying for a few months and he was only a couple months post-op from his ileostomy and barbie butt surgery. While Brad knows life as an IBD Dad will have its ups and downs, he knows the highs will far outweigh any of the difficult days.

“I’m so thankful for Shawn, my stoma, for coming in and giving me a new lease on life. I feel ready to tackle this new chapter of our life and all that comes with it. The good, the bad, the ugly, and the beautiful.”

Since he’s lived with IBD for nearly 22 years and has been an ostomate for 6 months, Brad feels his patient journey has conditioned him to deal with the unexpected. He hopes to connect with fellow IBD dads who have paved the way before him and shown all that’s possible.

Discussing IBD with his daughter in the future

As his daughter grows up, Brad plans to be an open book about his battle with Crohn’s.

“I want to help her understand what IBD and ostomies are. Especially ostomies. It will take time, but I believe in being open and not hiding things. I want her to see that my IBD does not define me and show her how important it is to advocate for yourself.”

As Brad and his wife gear up to become a family of three, they are overjoyed and excited about the new chapter in their lives that is about to begin.

“I’ll be there to look after this wee little one, which will fill my heart with warmth. Being able to focus on her achievements will be a brilliant way to get through the rough days. In the past, it was the little things that got me through. Now, I’ll have all the little moments to continually push me.”

His wife, Sydney, feels so lucky to have Brad by her side as they experience this adventure.

“He had struggled so much over the last couple decades, especially these last couple of years and his perseverance and strength through it all makes me know that nothing is too big for him to overcome. I know he is going to be an amazing dad with so much love, nerdiness and laughter. His Crohn’s is a part of him, but his IBD does not define him. I know no matter what we can get through it together. Brad’s last surgery has definitely given him a new lease on life. With a baby on the way, his ostomy will help him be more present, active, playful, adventurous and helpful. I cannot wait to see him hold our little girl for the first time,” she said.

You can reach out to Brad on social media:

Twitter: @bwdphotocanada

Instagram: @bwdphoto

Facebook: Brad Watson-Davelaar

IBD Motherhood Unplugged: I have IBD and underwent IVF

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IBD and motherhood can be beautiful, but it can also be extremely complex and complicated. Especially for those who deal with infertility on top of their Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis. As someone who did not have any struggles getting pregnant, I feel it’s extremely important to shed light on the fact that my story, my experience is just that—there are SO many other journeys that need to be shared and heard when it comes to infertility as it relates to IBD.

This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we hear from several women with IBD who juggled their chronic illness while enduring In vitro fertilization (IVF).

Ashley Miller was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease in 2013 when she was 26 years old. As part of her family planning, she discussed her desire to be a mother with her OBGYN. Her doctor told her to give it a go for 6 months and if she didn’t get pregnant, they would start additional testing. Six months passed without a positive pregnancy test. Ashley followed up with her doctor and was diagnosed with bilateral hydrosalpinx (blocked fallopian tubes), because of her Crohn’s.

“Although this diagnosis was upsetting, I was happy to hear that the doctor found a cause for my infertility and that IVF would be a good option for me. I was so lucky to have success with my egg retrieval and subsequent embryo transfers.”

Ashley says IBD prepared her for infertility.

“I’m the type of person who does not like to dwell on issues, I like to take action right away. I am grateful that my IBD was in remission during this time, otherwise, I would not have been able to pursue IVF immediately. I needed clearance from my GI, maternal fetal medicine (MFM) physician, and the reproductive endocrinologist (RE) before starting IVF.” 

Ashley is on Stelara and had bowel resection surgery in August 2021. She has a 3-year-old son and a 15-month-old daughter. She intentionally had her children close together thanks to IVF to capitalize on her IBD being in remission.

Jenn Carmichael was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease in 2006 when she was 21 years old. She got married in 2016 but was forced to wait to have kids because she was flaring. She manages her IBD with Stelara and azathioprine. Since her diagnosis she’s underwent an ileocolic resection, a revision, and several incision and drainage procedures (I&D) with setons for perirectal abscesses. Fast forward a few years and she was finally in remission.

Jenn and her husband started trying to conceive. After 6 months she followed up with her GI and consulted with a MFM doctor who specialized in IBD pregnancies.

“My MFM doctor was well versed on all the medications and complications of Crohn’s. He told me that due to my past surgeries if I were to get pregnant, I would need to have it confirmed via ultrasound right away. He explained that due to all the surgeries I’ve had in the abdominal region, that I was at a higher risk of having my fallopian tubes blocked and having an ectopic pregnancy. He also recommended I have a consultation with an RE since we had been trying with no success.”

Jenn underwent a full workup to investigate her hormone levels and had an ultrasound to look at her fallopian tubes. At this point, she was 36 years old. And while her tubes weren’t blocked, she had diminished ovarian reserve. She was told by her care team this was most likely a direct result of all the Crohn’s-related inflammation she had endured.

“Our infertility doctor recommended we start IVF right away. It was a difficult ovary stimulation that lasted much longer than normal (I was on stims for about 28 days vs. the normal 12 days). I wasn’t responding to the stim medications, but I was finally able to make it to the egg retrieval. Unfortunately, when I went in for my egg retrieval, I woke up to devastating news. They were not able to retrieve any eggs. I was heartbroken to say the least. We regrouped with our IVF doctor a week or so later and came up with a new plan.”

Jenn was put on a different medication protocol for the egg stimulation and was even told she should consider donor eggs. She started her second IVF cycle shortly after.

“Just as we started the stimulation phase of the cycle, I got sick with pneumonia and had to cancel the cycle. Then COVID hit about a month later, so all IVF cycles were canceled in my state for the time being. Around July 2020, we were able to try that IVF cycle again, but had to cancel once again due to no response to the stimulation medications.” 

At this point Jenn told her RE that she would start to explore the egg donor option, but she wasn’t ready to give up with her own eggs just yet. She tried one last IVF cycle with yet another protocol. One egg was retrieved. The next morning her phone rang, and her heart dropped. Her doctor called to let them know the egg did not fertilize overnight and was abnormal.

Jenn once again re-grouped with her care team. Donor eggs were discussed. A specialized ultrasound showed her fallopian tubes were blocked. She left that appointment with information about an egg donor program, but she wanted to try another cycle with yet another protocol.

“Around the same time, I started to experience pain in my lower right abdominal area. I was admitted to the hospital and was diagnosed with bilateral tubo-ovarian abscesses. The one on the right started to tunnel (create a fistula) towards my sigmoid colon. I was brought to the OR shortly after not knowing if I was going to wake up with one or both fallopian tubes, either ovary or my sigmoid colon. Luckily, I have an amazing colorectal surgeon who’s been part of my team since I was diagnosed with Crohn’s. They did have to remove both fallopian tubes and my right ovary, but my left ovary and sigmoid colon were spared.”

The surgery took a toll on Jenn. Losing both her fallopian tubes, she knew without IVF, she would never be able to get pregnant on her own. During that time, she did a lot of thinking and research about IVF, Crohn’s, and what their future looked like. She also met with a social worker who specialized in infertility to help work through everything she was feeling. 

“Once I was healed from surgery and mentally ready, my husband and I decided to pursue IVF using donor eggs. We worked with an egg donor agency to find an egg donor that we liked. After going through the process with all the administrative/legal paperwork and having our donor medically worked up, our donor was able to start the IVF cycle for egg retrieval. The egg retrieval was successful, and we had our first embryo transfer in August 2021. Our first transfer was successful, and I am currently 25 weeks pregnant expecting our first child, our sweet baby boy in May 2022.”

Christina LaDue was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease in 2010 when she was 20. She had a bowel resection at age 23 to remove a fistula and her mom had the foresight to ask that an OB/GYN surgeon be present to ensure there was no damage to her reproductive organs.

“The OB/GYN noted that the inflammation in my pelvis was so great that he could not make a determination about my fertility at that time. When I shared the post-op reports with my PCP, he indicated that because of the noted inflammation I should only wait 6 months (as opposed to the one year that you’re supposed to wait) before pursuing assistance. After getting married and trying for six months I sought a referral to a RE who ran tests and concluded that my tubes were blocked due to scarring from my abdominal surgeries. She had us go right to IVF (as opposed to IUI first).”

Christina started her first round of IVF in November 2018. None of the fertilized embryos made it. She did another round in February 2019 and did a fresh transfer on Day 3, which was also unsuccessful. She did her first frozen embryo transfer (FET) in April 2019 and her son was born in December 2019. When he was 18 months old, she returned to the RE and did another FET in November 2020, which was unsuccessful. With one embryo left, they did an FET in February 2021 and recently welcomed a son to the world in October.

“The most triggering for me is during the initial routine testing via ultrasound my RE found fluid in my abdomen. This was extremely upsetting to me having undergone multiple treatments for recurrent abscesses because of a fistula. I freaked out and paged my GI who ordered a stat MRI. The MRI showed I have endometriosis and hydrosphix (fluid in my tubes) but nothing was wrong with my Crohn’s disease. That said, I was a huge emotional mess waiting for the MRI results and I thought for sure I was rocking another fistula.”

Christina recently started Inflectra (a biosimilar), she was previously on Remicade from September 2013-October 2021.

Megan Picucci was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease in April 2017 when she was 30 years old. After being cleared by her GI and MFM she started trying and got pregnant. Unfortunately, shortly after finding out the news she started bleeding and had an ectopic pregnancy.

“Once I finally got my period in February 2020, I had an hysterosalpingogram (HSG) to check if my tubes were being blocked. It was inconclusive. Luckily, because of my prior abdominal surgery with my IBD and the ectopic pregnancy, I could switch right to IVF. All the bloodwork, shots, etc. was rough but I felt like my Crohn’s journey helped prepare me. I was used to bloodwork, I was used to injections, I had a PICC line at one point, so I was used to mixing meds.”

The first round was promising for Megan and her husband. There were several embryos and her first FET stuck.

“I waited with bated breath. I was sure it was another ectopic for no reason other than I’m not lucky when it comes to health issues. Well, she (though we didn’t know that until delivery) stuck and though I had moments of panic of something bad happening, it didn’t.”

The emotional toll of IBD weighed heavily on her as she prepared to bring a life into this world. She is on Remicade and had emergency bowel resection surgery in April 2017 and the reconnection surgery in July 2017.

“I had a lot of… ‘should I being doing this?’ thoughts. Even though my IBD was under control prior to trying I also knew that could change at any moment. How could I raise a kid with a flare or surgeries and what if I pass my IBD on? But having a great support system made me confident I’d have help if those things occurre. Happy to say my daughter is now 11 months old.”

Jade Fiedler was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease in 2012 at age 22. Jade is on Humira and had an ileocolic resection in July 2015. Her and her husband tried for a baby for one year, but around 7-8 months in she felt something wasn’t right.

“We saw an OB who specialized in RE. We took an aggressive route for treatment. I had an HSG (right tube was blocked and could not flush), Hysteroscopy (which found polyps) and an ultrasound which found a heart shaped uterus. We immediately jumped into 3 back-to-back IUI cycles due to those findings and my husband’s sperm sample being mostly normal with a tiny morphology issue. After those failed, we did a laparoscopy which found more polyps in my uterus (endometriosis), and they found the tube was blocked and covered in scar tissue due to Crohn’s surgery in 2015.”

Jade then had two more failed IUIs but didn’t stop there.

“I advocated for insurance coverage at work, and they covered our first cycle of IVF three months later. We got two genetically normal embryos and one was transferred on October 4th. I am currently 19 weeks pregnant!!!” 

She is happy to share what she sent to her employer for a reference if you need it.

Jade says living with IBD and going through IVF is “terrifying” since you must be in remission with your Crohn’s to even try IVF.

“I was going through an emotional toll of finding out that not only are we not able to get pregnant right now, but there’s a very good chance we never will, and most signs point to me as the problem. It’s all encompassing and overwhelming.”

Much like IBD, Infertility is a full-time job.

“Balancing appointments and results and medications and insurance coverage and time off work — all while trying to stay NOT stressed to cause a flare. It’s an added issue when you have scar tissue and scars, which creates more of a puzzle for doctors. It’s really hard to have two diagnoses that are totally out of your control and leave you hating your own body.”

Even though Jade is due with a baby boy in June she still experiences a gamut of emotions. Everything from joy and anxiety to guilt, happiness, and fear. Her and her husband are leaning into their faith and praying their son will continue to grow at a healthy rate and arrive safely.

Katie Ferriss was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease in 2012 when she was 26 years old. After six months with no luck and a series of tests, she learned her right fallopian tube was a hydrosalpinx (Dilated fallopian tube). Unfortunately, the tube needed to be removed, which put her at another disadvantage for getting pregnant.

“We moved forward with 3 medicated IUIs back-to-back-to-back since I had a dominant follicle on the left side each time. Unfortunately, all the IUIs failed. Our next step was IVF. I was so hopeful; I just knew this would work for us. My first retrieval only yielded 4 eggs, 3 of which were mature, 2 fertilized, and 1 made it to the blastocyst stage. We tried a fresh transfer, but ultimately did not end with a pregnancy.”

Katie and her husband were devastated. They had gone through IVF and had nothing to show for it—not even additional embryos to try again. Through the process, Katie learned she was a ‘poor responder’ to medication and had poor egg quality, which is common with autoimmune disease.

“After a couple of months, we moved forward with another retrieval. This time our RE changed to a much more aggressive protocol with higher doses of stims right out of the gate. I responded much better overall and produced several more mature follicles.

During our second retrieval, the RE was able to retrieve 10 eggs with 9 being mature, and at the end we were able to freeze 2 high grade embryos. We thought we would be able to move right into a frozen transfer cycle, but Crohn’s had other plans for us.”

Because of the massive amounts of infertility medication and the unbelievable stress levels, her body almost forced her to rest—she had a Crohn’s flare. 

“My GI was adamant I stop fertility treatments until my Crohn’s was in remission. I would do a colonoscopy in 6 months to learn where I was at. Again, completely devastated that our plans for a baby were put on hold due to my body not cooperating. My GI doctor started me on a different medication, Cimzia, that was very pregnancy friendly as it does not cross through the placenta to the baby if I was finally able to get pregnant. Thankfully 6 months later during my follow-up colonoscopy, my Crohn’s had been put in remission, and I was able to be put back in fertility treatments.”

Katie and her husband were hopeful that the stars were finally aligning for their family. But shortly thereafter they had a failed transfer. They only had one frozen embryo left.

“My RE then tried another test called an Endometrial Receptivity Analysis (ERA) to make sure we were transferring at the optimal time. That test led to another discovery that we were transferring too soon, and I needed 24 more hours of progesterone. We started another transfer cycle using a different medication protocol and transfer timing and found out 10 days later it worked. I went on to have a very uneventful pregnancy, and our miracle baby was born 9 months later in March 2019.”

Katie now manages her Crohn’s with Stelara. She developed a stricture and had bowel resection surgery in August 2020. She credits the surgery as giving her life-changing relief. Her and her husband now have two children—their biological son is two. They are in the process of adopting their 3-year-old daughter from foster care.

COVID and IVF

On top of these challenges, going through infertility and oftentimes being immunocompromised from IBD medications through the pandemic has added extra challenges for everyone involved.

“Every procedure, appointment, surgery, getting sad news, even “getting knocked up” was alone. Alone in a cold room, where you are undressed in front of strangers and probed and in pain. I did it all alone. I found a strength in myself that I never knew existed and for that, I have changed. In some ways I am stronger; in others I am damaged. Trauma and infertility go hand in hand. This is something I will have to work through, which I will, but this chapter of my life will never be just a dull memory,” said Jade.

Advice for IBD mamas in waiting from those who have lived it

  • Allow yourself time to grieve your infertility diagnosis and find support with friends and family. Try to stay positive and keep your “end goal” of having a baby in mind.
  • Be patient, sometimes your expectations of procedures and embryo transfers may change due to situations out of your control.
  • Stay hopeful. It may seem like there is no end in sight at times, but always have hope.
  • You are strong and will get through this.
  • This is true for any woman struggling to get pregnant: it sucks. Just acknowledging how painful it is to want something so badly and feel like it is unobtainable. It’s OK to feel those big feelings.
  • Use your knowledge, expertise, and experience as an IBD patient to your advantage. You know how to navigate medical coverage and insurance, don’t hesitate to advocate for yourself. You’re in a much better place to deal with all this medical stuff than someone who does not have a chronic illness.
  • The IVF process is long. The first appointment for the first positive pregnancy test took 10 months. And the second time, from the time we resumed working with our RE to the positive pregnancy test took 5 months.
  • Trust your medical team. And if you don’t trust your medical team, it’s OK to find a different doctor or a different clinic. There are no guarantees in IVF and it’s hard for folks, especially after going through all the treatment to have a failed cycle or failed transfer.
  • Give yourself grace you did nothing to cause your IBD and you also did nothing to cause your infertility. However, it is also ok to be mad, have low moments, and be sad. All those emotions are valid, allow to yourself to have them. 
  • Get the colonoscopy and upper endoscopy done before you start actively trying. Make sure you have records shared for BOTH clinics. Don’t let people pressure you into taking medication for fertility that may offset or flare up your IBD. Don’t forget to remind your providers every time – they may forget.
  • Find support groups. There are more women than you think going through this. My Facebook community that is an IVF/IUI due date group for women who were due winter/spring of 2021 was the best community I could ask for. 
  • Talk about it. if you feel comfortable. Share your story, share your pain, more people go through this than we realize. 
  • You are more capable than you think. You are stronger than you will ever know. This is going to suck and it’s going to challenge your mental health, friendships, relationship with your husband, your connection to family, you work life, etc. it’s going to change you in ways you could ever imagine and it’s going to rip your heart out of your chest because you can’t know this pain unless you’ve lived it. But I promise you will come out stronger and you will be changed in the most incredible ways. Hang in there.
  • I can see your fear and it’s big. But I can see your courage and it’s bigger.
  • Don’t give up hope. You are so much stronger than you give yourself credit for; IVF is incredibly difficult, but you CAN DO IT!!
  • Do your own research. Find your tribe – IBD and IVF warriors are incredible and there are plenty of us out there in both camps. Get a therapist. Get a support group. Read books. Bake. Find your coping skills and don’t give up. You’re a badass. Having IBD is hard. Going through infertility is hard. But you can do hard things. 

IBD Parenthood Project: How to Take on a Postpartum Flare—The Fear and the Reality

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This post is sponsored by the American Gastroenterological Association (AGA). I am a paid program Brand Influencer; this post is sponsored and includes my own personal experiences.

While bringing a child into this world is one of the greatest miracles one can witness, it also brings about a world of worry for women with Inflammatory Bowel Disease (IBD). From the moment family planning begins, throughout pregnancy, and during postpartum, when you live with Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis it can feel like you’re just constantly waiting and wondering when the other shoe is going to drop. The looming fear of a flare during pregnancy and once baby is here is valid, and it’s real.

The unpredictability of IBD is amplified ten-fold when you have another life to care for and another life on the line. As a mom of three kids, ages four and under, who’s lived with Crohn’s disease for more than 16 years, flaring and being forced to leave my family to be hospitalized is something that’s always in the back of my mind. I know in my heart of hearts, it’s not a matter of if, but when. So how can we thrive through the unknown and not allow this fear to rob us of the joy of motherhood? The American Gastroenterological Association’s IBD Parenthood Project aims to serve as a resource every step of the way to help you feel less alone and more in control of your wellbeing.

Reading Between the Positive Pregnancy Lines

When you receive a positive pregnancy test, your world changes forever. It’s at this point that your IBD directly impacts another life. Prior to becoming a mom, I used to wait until the last possible moment to head to the emergency room. For one of many hospitalizations in my 20’s, I waited so long that my dad had to carry me as a grown woman through the hospital doors like a groom carries his bride. Fast forward to present day, and I’ve learned that it’s in my best interest to wave the proverbial white flag when I start experiencing symptoms that are sidelining me more than they should. The moment you relinquish control of your illness and see it less as an adversary and more as an ally, is the moment you won’t constantly feel pushed up against a wall. While it’s not easy to admit you are struggling, it’s empowering to know you’re being proactive and doing all you can to thrive.

When I write my gastroenterologist (GI) on the patient portal and express concerns about how I’m feeling, she calls me back and we come up with a game plan that makes the most sense. After I had my daughter, Sophia, I started feeling abdominal pain shortly after bringing her home. My GI knew I was breastfeeding and called me with safe options so that I could continue to do so. Because we nipped that minor flare in the bud, my remission was maintained, I didn’t land in the hospital, and I was able to be home and be present for my growing family.

I delivered my third baby, Connor, in July, and since then I’ve noticed an uptick in bathroom trips and abdominal pain. Since Connor is my last baby and I know I’ll never feel as well as I did when I was pregnant, it’s a bit more emotional for me. Luckily, with all three of my pregnancies, my Crohn’s was completely silent. I felt like a “normal” person. Knowing that it’s just me and my Crohn’s from this point forward hits differently. There have been countless days where I have been forced to keep a baby carrier in the bathroom, readily available, with space for my two older children to stand or play while I sit in anguish on the toilet wondering if this is it as I look with tear-filled eyes at my three healthy children before me. I won’t be surprised if I reach out to my GI in the days ahead for guidance, just to be cautious. I have a heightened awareness right now about the extra bathroom breaks and the gnawing pain that’s coming and going after I eat. Whether you are beginning the family planning process or postpartum, ongoing communication with your GI through all stages of having children is so important.

Addressing the Fears of IBD Women

The IBD Parenthood Project aims to address misperceptions about IBD and fears many women with IBD can experience through all phases of family planning (conception, pregnancy and after delivery).

Patients can find answers to common questions like:

  • Can I get pregnant with IBD?
  • Does IBD affect my fertility?
  • Will I pass IBD on to my baby?
  • Can I stay on medicine during pregnancy?
  • What if I flare during pregnancy?
  • Is it possible to have a vaginal delivery?
  • Can I breastfeed while on medicine?
  • Does my medicine change how I vaccinate my baby?

When it comes to the postpartum period, there’s a guide for postnatal care. The toolkit is a direct response to survey findings that reported women with IBD want more and better information about managing their disease. Being proactive and advocating for yourself throughout the pregnancy journey and as an IBD mom will not only make you feel empowered, but provide you with a sense of control, despite the unpredictability of your disease.

Thriving in the Face of the Unknown

Whether you were diagnosed with IBD prior to starting your family or after you delivered, Crohn’s and ulcerative colitis force us to wake up each day without knowing what the next hour will bring — all while raising children. Trust that your IBD will serve as a foundation for strength and that your kids will be your greatest motivators to push through and see the beauty that exists in your life despite your chronic illness. The IBD Parenthood Project is an exceptional tool that’s a reminder we are not alone in our worries, our dreams, and our struggles. I’m grateful our community has a resource that removes the gray area so many of us have encountered as IBD moms and helped be a light to lead us on our way to successful pregnancies, families, and motherhood journeys.

IBD Motherhood Unplugged: My Personal PIANO Study Results

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As an IBD mom of three who stayed on my Humira (adalimumab) injections until late into my third trimester with all my pregnancies, I recognized the importance of contributing to ongoing research about the safety and efficacy of biologics. When I was approached to participate in the PIANO (Pregnancy Inflammatory bowel disease And Neonatal Outcomes) study for my pregnancy this past year I jumped at the opportunity. While I knew staying on my medication until 37 weeks pregnant would pass Humira through to my baby and that it is considered to be safe, I didn’t know much beyond that.

My son Connor is 8 weeks today. The day of my C-section blood samples were taken from him, me, and my umbilical cord. The purpose of the samples was to measure the concentration of the Humira at the time of delivery. The process in the hospital was simple. Detailed instructions were mailed to me at home ahead of time. When I walked into the hospital for my scheduled C-section my husband and I handed over a small box that included three vials, an ice pack, and proper packaging for the transfer from St. Louis to California to the nurse who was prepping me for surgery. Once all the samples were ready to go my husband made a quick stop at FedEx to hand over the package and voila the science of it all was on its way.

The Results

The past few weeks we’ve anxiously awaited the results. This week, we received them. I have an almost 4.5-year-old son, a 2.5-year-old daughter, and a newborn. With each pregnancy—Crohn’s-wise, the experience was flawless. I felt like a “normal” person. Foods that typically trigger me, didn’t cause any issues. If I wanted a cup of coffee, I didn’t pay the price. It felt glorious to have zero abdominal pain for all those months and know that my babies were thriving in utero. I credit my own health and deep remission and my children’s health to the fact that I chose to follow my care team’s recommendations and stay on Humira until the final weeks of my pregnancies.

When the results popped up in my email inbox, I was nursing Connor. I felt a few emotions, more than I had anticipated. I hesitated to open it. Even though I could see Reid and Sophia watching TV and know how healthy they are, it still made me feel a rush of mom guilt to know that I needed a heavy-duty medication to bring all three of my children into this world and that even though studies like PIANO have shown the safety profile, that as IBD moms we still worry and wish we didn’t need to do injections or get infusions while a life is growing inside of us.

I texted my husband Bobby while he was at work and expressed how I was feeling. His response, “It’s all good babe, I’m sure it’s emotional but kids are all healthy and in good shape so just thankful for that. You did good.” Having a supportive partner through your patient journey and especially through parenthood makes all the difference.

Here are my PIANO study findings. I stopped medication at 37 weeks, and my last injection was 16 days prior to C-Section and this blood test.

My blood—7.3 mcg/mL

Connor’s blood—6.8 mcg/mL

Cord blood—5.9 mcg/mL

When I saw the numbers, my eyes filled with tears. Even though just looking at the numbers didn’t mean a whole lot, it just showed me that my baby had medication in his system, and it made me feel sad. I knew this would be the case—but I want to be transparent that it did upset me, even though I know it was for the best and have seen how my other children have thrived despite their exposure.

I waited to share this so the PIANO study’s lead organizer, Dr. Uma Mahadevan could weigh in and provide further explanation for not only myself, but for our community. She told me that in the PIANO study,  the concentration of Humira for baby on average is 9.4 mcg/ml (range 2.5-26) and for moms 25 mcg/ml (range 0-56.4). As stated above, I was at 7.3 mcg/ml and Connor was 6.8 mcg/ml.

“Cord blood is the blood from the baby that is left in the umbilical cord and placenta after birth. It comes from the baby, so those concentrations are similar. Beginning around week 14 of pregnancy the placenta has a receptor called FcRn. This grabs antibody by the “Fc” portion and pulls it actively from mom to baby. This is most efficient in the third trimester when 80% of antibody transfer occurs. Since Humira is an antibody, it gets pulled across the placenta as well.”

Dr. Mahadevan went on to say that baby often has more drug at birth than the mom, but that was not the case for me. The PIANO study has shown several positive outcomes for IBD moms:

  • There is not an association between the amount of drug present in a baby at birth with infections.
  • Even though there was no increased risk of infection seen based on exposure to anti-TNF or on drug level at birth, in theory these babies (like Connor) are considered immunocompromised until no drug is present. For Humira that’s about 3 months, for Remicade (infliximab) that’s about six months.

“My advice to moms is that all the risks to the baby seem to come from disease flare rather than from medication. In a large French study, the risk of infection in baby was in moms who flared in the third trimester, not based on anti-TNF exposure. Risk of pre-term birth is increased with disease activity, not with anti-TNF medication. Risk of miscarriage comes with disease activity, not anti-TNF use. There is a clear and significant risk from having a flare during pregnancy. Compared to babies of IBD moms not exposed to medications, there is no evidence of increased harm to the baby (at least out to 4 years of age) from TNF exposure,” explained Dr. Mahadevan.

Hearing this was music to my ears and was extremely comforting. Point being—there’s a much greater likelihood of pregnancy complications if your IBD is not managed and if you flare than if you stay on your medication and keep your IBD controlled.

“We have completed our breastfeeding study which showed very minimal transfer (a fraction of what transfers by placental blood) and no evidence of harm to baby for breastfeeding when a mother is on anti-TNF.”

Knowing this about breastfeeding gives me great peace of mind as I continue the journey with my son, while still managing my Crohn’s by taking my Humira.

I also want to add that Dr. Mahadevan and her research team have been a huge support to me throughout the entire study. When she read a draft of this article and saw how I felt when I received the email with the blood results, she asked for recommendations about how to better deliver the findings to women. This meant a lot—I suggested sharing the range in blood concentration similar to how lab results are delivered on a patient portal and following up with an email or phone call to explain what the numbers mean further. Those touchpoints of support can make a big difference. I also shared my results over the patient portal with my GI and she called me to discuss them as well, which was helpful.

My three miracles. All healthy. All here safe and sound. Growing and thriving, despite exposure to biologics.

Interested in participating in the PIANO study? There’s always a need for more women to enroll! So far, 1,700 women have done so. There’s especially a need for women on newer drugs like Stelara, Entyvio, and Xeljanz. Click here to get involved.

The IBD Parenthood Project: The Love-Hate Relationship of Breastfeeding

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This post is sponsored by the American Gastroenterological Association (AGA). I am a paid program Brand Influencer; this post is sponsored and includes my own personal experiences.

Breastfeeding is a labor of love. Like many women, it doesn’t come easy for me. As an IBD mom who already fears passing my disease down to my kids, there’s added pressure and stress. In the United States, an estimated 1.6 million people have Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis. Of those, roughly half are women, and most will carry the diagnosis during childbearing years, throughout all phases of family planning: trying to conceive, pregnancy and postpartum. As an IBD mom of three going through postpartum right now, one of my biggest stresses and focuses revolves around breastfeeding.

-What if I take this pain medicine for my Crohn’s? Will I need to supplement? 

-What if I have a postpartum flare, will my milk supply go away?

-What will happen if I’m hospitalized?

-Will I flare once I stop breastfeeding and my hormones regulate?

-If I stop too soon, will my child end up having an increased risk of IBD?

…the list goes on…

The journey to motherhood for women with IBD requires several complex decisions and coordination among specialty care teams from the stage of family planning until postpartum and beyond. The IBD Parenthood Project aims to address common misperceptions and fears women with IBD and their providers experience throughout all phases of family planning (conception, pregnancy and after delivery). By eliminating the gray area and serving as the gold-standard for navigating pregnancy and motherhood with IBD, our patient community can rely on this support that helps uncomplicate the journey.

This beneficial and much-needed initiative was created by gastroenterologists (GIs), maternal-fetal medicine (MFM) subspecialists, and patients and is led by the American Gastroenterological Association (AGA) with support from the Society for Maternal-Fetal Medicine, the Crohn’s & Colitis Foundation, and patient support network, Girls With Guts. The IBD Parenthood Project launched in January 2019, just as I delivered my second child. To this day, I feel so grateful to have this information and confidence in my choice to become a mom even though I’ve lived with Crohn’s disease for more than 16 years. It’s empowering to know despite the unpredictability of IBD, this initiative allowed me to feel like I’m in the driver’s seat when it came to creating my family and knowing the choices I’ve made were and are supported by science and medical facts.

To the random lady in the church elevator who asked me if I was breastfeeding my son Reid when he was a month old, and I was a first-time mom.

To the lactation consultant after I delivered my daughter Sophia, who told me since I have Crohn’s, it’s imperative her gut only be lined with breastmilk.

To the nurse coaching me nonchalantly about breastfeeding my son Connor and underestimating the challenges it can present…who I later found out “only” breastfed one of her children for 2 weeks…

To anyone who is struggling with the physical, emotional, and mental stress of something that sounds “easy” and “natural” — simply feeding your baby — I get how complex and taxing it is. I’m in the thick of it now with my son who was born July 14. So far, he’s only had breastmilk…both from nursing and by a bottle. But it’s not pretty for me. The engorgement, the round the clock pumping, the soaked t-shirts, the night sweats, the discomfort to even wear a bra or sleep on my side. It weighs on me. There’s the outside pressure and the pressure I put on myself to keep going, even though I don’t enjoy it. It’s super rewarding to see Connor thriving and making gains all because of me. But there’s also a lot of stress to be a child’s only source of food, especially as an IBD mom.

Different feeding approaches with all my babies

With my firstborn in 2017, I wasn’t well-versed on the benefits of breastfeeding and feared not only further exposure to my biologic, but also flaring, so I only breastfed my son for 3 days in the hospital so he could get colostrum. By 2019, I was well-versed on the positive impact and the safety profile associated with breastfeeding while on a biologic, so I breastfed my daughter until she was 6 months old. I had hopes of making it a full year, but unfortunately my milk supply disappeared once my menstrual cycle started back up. This time around, I felt the anxiety about having to breastfeed creep up when I was only a few months pregnant. Between research showing that breastfed babies have a lower risk of IBD, coupled with antibodies from the COVID-19 vaccine, I feel the need to do all I can to protect my son from the what if, even if it feels mentally, physically, and emotionally taxing each day.

The Fourth Trimester has several challenges for women that often go undiscussed. However you choose to feed your child is your business and should be based on what is best for you and your family. This is a judgement free zone. I’ve fed my three babies differently. But the pressure mounts when you yourself have an illness with no cure and feel as though breastfeeding can help improve your odds of not passing it on to your offspring. In my mind, down the road, I don’t want to ever think I coulda, shoulda, woulda done anything differently when it comes to protecting my offspring from IBD.

The IBD Parenthood Project tackles some of the common questions related to breastfeeding as an IBD mom. There’s a downloadable toolkit that features patient-friendly information and easy-to-digest lists of key questions to ask your doctor as you’re thinking of becoming pregnant and beyond.

What I Want Fellow IBD Moms to Know

Navigating motherhood while taking on IBD is overwhelming. With proper planning, care and coordination among treating healthcare providers, women with IBD can have healthy pregnancies and healthy babies—and breastfeed if they choose to do so. For me, breastfeeding provides a sense of normalcy and gives me a renewed sense of love for what my body is capable of, despite having Crohn’s disease. Give yourself credit for going through pregnancy with IBD, delivering a baby, and continuing to nourish your little one with your body when they are in the real world. The blood, sweat, and tears are inevitable.

Just this week I experienced awful abdominal pain. The kind of pain where you can barely breathe, your hands start to tingle, and you go back and forth about whether a trip to the emergency room is imminent. As I rocked myself on the toilet and heard my newborn crying in the bassinet my mind raced. My 4-year-old stood before me. I could see the fear in his eyes. My immediate thought was—what can I take to get this pain under control—will it affect my ability to breastfeed? In that moment, the pressure to think outside of myself and manage my disease felt suffocating.

There comes a point when the mental health and wellbeing of the mother must come first so she is able to be the best version of herself for her kids. If breastfeeding is taking away from the joy you could be experiencing or the connection you are longing for with your child, don’t feel guilty. Whether your child is exclusively breastfed, or formula fed, or receives a little of both, they will thrive. I’m personally all about flexible feeding. A little nursing, some pumping, and some formula has worked best for me. When the time comes, and I need a break or feel too consumed by being the sole provider of nourishment for Connor, I’ll feel confident in supplementing with formula. There’s no shame in my game and there shouldn’t be in yours, either. Take advantage of invaluable resources like the IBD Parenthood Project and be confident in each of your personal health decisions when it comes to whether or not you want a family and how you choose to feed your baby.