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The Whiplash of Living with IBD: When Remission Doesn’t Feel Like Remission

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Just when you start to trust your body again, inflammatory bowel disease (IBD) has a way of reminding you who’s in charge. Last week, my bloodwork was perfect. My inflammatory markers were normal. By every measurable standard, I was doing well. Remission was validated.

Then Thursday evening hit.

What followed was nearly three days of constant, debilitating abdominal pain that left me glued to the couch with a heating pad, exhausted, frustrated, and questioning everything I thought I knew about my disease. Each night I went to bed and woke up with the same pain. By Sunday morning, out of nowhere, the pain suddenly lifted. As I write this (Monday), I’m back to feeling like myself. Luckily, I had a Humira injection today!

If you’ve lived with Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis for any length of time, chances are you’ve experienced this type of whiplash. One day you’re making plans, feeling strong, and celebrating remission. The next, you’re wondering if a flare is brewing, if your medication has stopped working, or if you’re headed back down a road you’ve traveled before. And the hardest part? Sometimes there are no clear answers. This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s a look at the behind-the-scenes reality of life with IBD, even when you’re in remission.

When the Tests Say One Thing and Your Body Says Another

One of the most mentally exhausting aspects of IBD is that symptoms and objective disease activity don’t always line up and they often show up unannounced.

You can have:

  • Normal bloodwork
  • Normal fecal calprotectin
  • A recent clear colonoscopy
  • Therapeutic levels of your biologic
  • No evidence of active inflammation

And still experience significant symptoms. That’s not to say the pain isn’t real. It absolutely is. For some people, symptoms can stem from scar tissue, adhesions, visceral hypersensitivity, altered gut motility, stress, infections, dietary triggers, or other gastrointestinal conditions that coexist alongside IBD. Sometimes it’s a temporary viral illness. Sometimes it’s something that remains unexplained.

When I saw my GI today, he wasn’t overly concerned given my recent normal labs and the fact that the symptoms had resolved. The only change he made was moving my surveillance colonoscopy up a few months, from December to August/September, to provide some additional reassurance and make sure nothing is missed.

While I appreciated the precaution, I’ll admit part of me still wonders what caused all of this to happen. I’m left with something many IBD patients know all too well: uncertainty.

The Mental Toll Nobody Talks About

The physical pain was difficult. The mental spiral was challenging. When symptoms appear out of nowhere, it’s easy to immediately jump to worst-case scenarios:

“Is my medication failing?”

“Am I flaring?”

“Did I do something wrong?”

“What if I’m hospitalized this summer with all three kids out of school?”

“Is this the beginning of something bigger?”

Living with a chronic illness means carrying years, sometimes decades, of medical trauma and memories. Next month marks 21 years since my Crohn’s diagnosis, as a veteran patient, I consider myself to be well-versed on not only IBD, but how my symptoms speak to me and when I truly need to listen. Ironically, the month of July has historically been my “worst” month. I’ve had several hospitalizations during that month, so this time of year, I’m always a bit weary.

A bad pain day doesn’t just exist in the present moment. It can instantly transport you back to previous flares, hospitalizations, surgeries, or periods when your disease wasn’t controlled. For many of us, the fear isn’t about today’s symptoms. It’s about what those symptoms might mean tomorrow.

You’re Not Alone

If this experience sounds familiar, you’re in good company.

Many people living with IBD report episodes of abdominal pain or GI symptoms despite being in clinical or even endoscopic remission. In fact, symptom burden remains one of the biggest quality-of-life challenges in the IBD community. We often hear the word “remission” and imagine a finish line.

Since I reached surgical remission in August 2015 following bowel resection surgery (18 inches of my small intestine + appendix), I’ve come to realize the reality is much messier.

Remission doesn’t always mean symptom-free. It doesn’t mean every stomachache disappears or that you may not urgently have to run to the bathroom 5+ times a day. It doesn’t mean you’ll never have a bad day or week. And it certainly doesn’t mean your concerns aren’t valid. I think one of the most challenging parts of remission is that friends and family just think you’re 100% well all the time because the average person thinks remission is perfect, normal health, when in fact it’s not.

How to Navigate the Whiplash

When symptoms strike unexpectedly, here are a few strategies that can help:

Don’t Panic on Day One. Easier said than done, I know.But not every symptom equals flare. Give yourself permission to gather information before jumping to conclusions. I typically allow 2-3 days of symptoms before I reach out to my GI team over the patient Portal.

Reach Out to Your Care Team. Even if symptoms resolve, it’s worth documenting what happened and notifying your GI. Patterns matter. Taking notes whether handwritten or on your phone/computer will help you keep track of the good days vs. the rough days. Oftentimes when we’re in clinic, we tend to gloss over the hard times not because we’re being evasive purposefully, but because our normal isn’t normal, but it becomes our normal. You get what I’m dropping.

Focus on Trends, Not Moments. A few rough days may be less concerning than symptoms that steadily worsen over weeks.

Ask yourself:

  • Is this getting better, worse, or staying the same?
  • Are symptoms recurring?
  • Am I seeing new symptoms?

Trust Your Experience. Normal labs are reassuring, but they don’t invalidate your symptoms.You know your body.You don’t need abnormal test results to justify seeking support.

Keep a Symptom Journal. Documenting pain levels, diet, stress, sleep, and bowel habits can sometimes reveal patterns that aren’t obvious in the moment.

Consider Seeking Help from a GI Psychologist. My GI brought this option up to me in clinic today. Even though we may feel like we have a good handle on it all, living with IBD can be heavier than we realize and managing our anxiety and coping mechanisms with a professional can help us take life on more effortlessly. There are many amazing psychologists who specialize in IBD, many with virtual visits available right at our fingertips.

Remember That Remission Isn’t Fragile. One bad weekend doesn’t erase months or years of progress.This is something I’m reminding myself of right now.

Moving Forward

IBD has taught me many lessons over the past two decades, but one of the hardest is learning to live in the gray area. Not every symptom has an immediate explanation. Not every setback becomes a flare.

And sometimes the most difficult part of this disease isn’t the inflammation itself, it’s the uncertainty. This past weekend was a reminder that even in remission, Crohn’s disease can still mess with your head. But it was also a reminder that symptoms can pass. That normal labs still matter. That one difficult chapter doesn’t automatically predict the rest of the story.

If you’ve ever experienced the whiplash of feeling healthy one day and terrified the next, know this: You’re not overreacting. You’re not imagining it. And you’re certainly not alone.

Inside IBD Pregnancy with a GI Psychologist: What Patients Need to Know

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Finding out you’re pregnant can be one of the most profound moments of one’s life; and, if you’re living with Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis, that moment is almost immediately followed by a flood of questions that others don’t have to think about. Will my IBD flare? Is my medication safe? What does this mean for my pregnancy? Can I even do this?

The answer to that last question is yes, absolutely, yes. But it takes a team, a plan, and attention to more than just your GI symptoms. As an IBD mom of three, I’ve been in your shoes and know how it feels to bring a life into this world with so many unknowns.

This week on Lights, Camera, Crohn’s we hear from Licensed Clinical Psychologist, Dr. Antonia Repollet, who specializes in gut-brain health at GI Psychology. Dr. Repollet is a fellow Crohnie and a mother. She works with people navigating exactly this intersection every day. She shares what she wants every person with Inflammatory Bowel Disease (IBD) to know about pregnancy: the medical side, the emotional side, and the parts that often get left out of the conversation entirely.

Your Gut Is Already Under Pressure

Pregnancy is a full-body experience. Hormonal shifts in progesterone, estrogen, and cortisol affect mood and energy, and they directly shape how the gut functions. Progesterone relaxes smooth muscle, slowing the movement of food through the digestive tract (Alqudah et al., 2022). Estrogen influences gut permeability and the composition of the gut microbiome (Chen et al., 2025). Cortisol, the body’s primary stress hormone, can heighten GI sensitivity and drive inflammation (Cherpak, 2019). Together, these hormonal changes can increase bloating, reflux, and constipation even in people without IBD. Add a growing uterus physically displacing digestive organs, and it’s no wonder the gut feels unsettled!

Whether you’re a first-time mom-to-be or someone who has had several children, we know how complicated it can feel to navigate these changes in your body on top of IBD. It’s not unusual to feel a bit overwhelmed.

“For someone with Crohn’s or ulcerative colitis, these changes land on an already-sensitive system, and the hormonal picture matters more than people often realize. Hormones are among the key messengers of the gut-brain axis, the two-way communication highway between the digestive tract and the nervous system,” explain Dr. Repollet. “During pregnancy, when hormone levels are shifting, this axis is working overtime, and stress often amplifies this further. For example, anxiety about your health, your pregnancy, your body, your medications: all of it feeds back into the gut through hormonal and neurological pathways, and the gut sends it right back to the brain. Thus, pregnancy can disrupt this loop.”

Why Remission Before Conception Matters

Here’s something important: research consistently shows that the best predictor of IBD staying stable during pregnancy is whether disease was well-controlled at the time of conception (Abhyankar, 2013). Studies have found that approximately 66% of IBD patients who conceive during active disease experience continuing or worsening symptoms throughout pregnancy (Hashash & Kane, 2015).

Dr. Repollet says, “Remission going in doesn’t guarantee smooth sailing, but it does dramatically improve the odds for both the pregnant person and the developing fetus.”

Looking back, I’m grateful for the timing of my bowel resection surgery when I was engaged, because it put me into surgical remission, and helped prep my body for pregnancy after I got married. Prior to surgery, I had never heard the word “remission” from my gastroenterologist. With IBD pregnancies, this is where the “rule of thirds” comes in. One third of women experience an improvement of IBD symptoms, one third stay the same, and one third see an uptick.

Active disease during pregnancy is associated with increased risks of miscarriage, preterm birth, low birth weight, and other complications (Boyd et al., 2015). This is why the conversation with your gastroenterologist needs to happen before you start trying to conceive, not after a positive pregnancy test.

The Medication Questions

Please don’t stop without talking to your doctors!

“One of the most common things I hear from IBD patients considering pregnancy is some version of: “I thought I should stop my medication just to be safe.” The instinct makes complete sense, because you want to protect your pregnancy. But stopping IBD medication without medical guidance can put you and your fetus at greater risk by triggering a flare,” Dr. Repollet advises.

Many IBD medications, including biologics like infliximab, adalimumab, and certolizumab, are considered safe during pregnancy and are recommended to maintain remission (Mahadevan et al., 2019; Peifer, 2024). Some, like methotrexate, do need to be stopped well before conception, and this applies regardless of which reproductive organs you have (Peifer, 2024). This is important for both partners, as medication safety around conception is a conversation for anyone planning to conceive, regardless of gender. Your GI and obstetrician (OB) should be making these decisions together, with your input.

Build Your Team Before You Need Them

A whole-person approach to pregnancy with IBD means your care team should include more than just your GI and OB. Depending on your history, you may also benefit from a maternal-fetal medicine specialist (an OB with advanced training in high-risk pregnancies), a dietitian who understands IBD and prenatal nutrition, a lactation consultant familiar with chronic illness, and a mental health provider who specializes in the gut-brain connection. According to findings from the Global Consensus on IBD and Pregnancy, all IBD pregnancies are deemed “high risk.”

Dr. Repollet tells me the last one matters more than people realize.

The Part That Doesn’t Get Talked About Enough: Your Mental Health

People with IBD are two to three times more likely to experience anxiety and depression than people without (Neuendorf et al., 2016). Rates of anxiety in IBD hover around 32%, and depression around 25% (Barberio et al., 2021). These numbers don’t go down during pregnancy. If anything, the uncertainty, the body changes, the fear of flares, and the weight of managing a chronic illness while growing a new life can make them go up.

“And here’s what’s easy to overlook: your emotional state is not separate from your physical symptoms. Stress releases hormones that increase inflammation. Anxiety heightens gut sensitivity. When you’re scared that every cramp might be a flare, that fear itself can worsen symptoms. The mind and the gut are in constant conversation,” says Dr. Repollet.

This is why mental health support isn’t a “nice to have” treatment during pregnancy with IBD and should be part of the medical plan.

Evidence-based approaches like Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) for GI conditions (CBT for GI) (Gracie et al., 2017) and gut-directed hypnotherapy (Keefer et al., 2013) have been shown to reduce GI symptoms, lower flare frequency, and improve quality of life in IBD patients. These approaches are safe during pregnancy, non-pharmacological, and can be genuinely life-changing for anyone who feels like they’re white-knuckling through their pregnancy.

A Story That Might Sound Familiar

“One of my patients (I’ll call her “Alex”) was 12 weeks pregnant and living with Crohn’s. Inflammation was well-controlled, but daily abdominal cramping and pain, diarrhea, and racing thoughts about whether symptoms were affecting the pregnancy had taken over. The response from providers (e.g., “It’s just pregnancy hormones.”) left Alex feeling dismissed and alone.”

With gut-brain therapy, Alex learned to track symptom patterns, practice diaphragmatic breathing, and use clinical hypnosis to interrupt the anticipatory anxiety that was amplifying physical symptoms.

Dr. Repollet says, “Over eight weeks, symptoms decreased, sleep improved, and (maybe most importantly) there was a renewed trust in the body’s signals. Feeling prepared going into delivery and postpartum was something Alex hadn’t expected to feel, but did. This is a reminder that emotional care is physical care. They are not separate things.”

What to Watch For and When to Reach Out

Consider seeking mental health support if you are:

  • Struggling to eat or sleep due to GI symptoms or anxiety
  • Experiencing GI symptoms that feel emotionally overwhelming, are hard to separate from anxiety, or seem to worsen with stress
  • Experiencing distress (whether related to your IBD, your pregnancy, or both) that is interfering with daily life
  • Having fears about flares, delivery, or being a high-risk patient that feel consuming
  • Dealing with resurfacing trauma from prior pregnancy loss, difficult medical experiences, or a complicated diagnosis journey
  • Simply wanting a space to process this enormous thing you are navigating

Please know that you don’t have to be in crisis to deserve support.

The Postpartum Chapter

Pregnancy often gets most of the attention, but postpartum is its own significant transition for people with IBD.

“Hormonal shifts after delivery, sleep disruption, feeding decisions in the context of your medication regimen, and the emotional adjustment to new parenthood can all influence disease activity. Having a plan for the postpartum period, including who on your care team you’ll check in with and how, should be part of a complete prenatal plan,” explains Dr. Repollet.

I remember during all my pregnancies how fearful I was about how I would feel after delivery. By staying on my medication (Humira), it helped keep symptoms at bay not only during my pregnancies, but also after my scheduled c-sections. I required a short burst of steroids after my second child was born, but luckily never experienced a full-blown flare.

It can be easy to place all your focus on your baby but be mindful of how your body is speaking to you through symptoms so you can communicate this directly to your care team, before you’re dealing with an acute flare. Trust that by sharing what you’re going through you’re doing what is not only best for yourself, but what’s best for your family.

You Deserve Coordinated, Whole-Person Care

Pregnancy with Crohn’s or ulcerative colitis is possible. Many people do it every year with the right support, effective communication between providers, and attention to both the physical and emotional layers of what they are carrying.

“At GI Psychology, we specialize in helping people with IBD and other GI conditions navigate exactly these kinds of life transitions. Our clinicians are trained in gut-brain therapies including CBT-GI and gut-directed hypnotherapy, and we work via telehealth across all 50 states + Washington D.C., so support is accessible wherever you are. We also offer an 8-week virtual IBD Psychotherapy Group for adults living with Crohn’s and ulcerative colitis, designed to provide evidence-based tools alongside community with people who truly get it,” says Dr. Repollet.

If you’re planning for pregnancy, currently pregnant, or navigating the postpartum period with IBD, you don’t have to figure it out alone.

Learn More About GI Psychology:

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References

Abhyankar, A., Ham, M., & Moss, A. C. (2013). Meta-analysis: the impact of disease activity at conception on disease activity during pregnancy in patients with inflammatory bowel disease. Alimentary pharmacology & therapeutics, 38(5), 460–466.

Alqudah, M., Al-Shboul, O., Al Dwairi, A., Al-U´Datt, D. G., & Alqudah, A. (2022). Progesterone inhibitory role on gastrointestinal motility. Physiological research, 71(2), 193–198.

Barberio, B., Zamani, M., Black, C. J., Savarino, E. V., & Ford, A. C. (2021). Prevalence of symptoms of anxiety and depression in patients with inflammatory bowel disease: a systematic review and meta-analysis. The lancet. Gastroenterology & hepatology, 6(5), 359–370.

Boyd, H. A., Basit, S., Harpsøe, M. C., Wohlfahrt, J., & Jess, T. (2015). Inflammatory bowel disease and risk of adverse pregnancy outcomes. PloS One, 10(6), e0129567.

Chen, M., Wang, J., Yang, Y., He, Y., & Li, L. (2025). The interplay of estrogen, gut microbiome, and bone immunity in osteoporosis. Cell communication and signaling : CCS, 23(1), 516.

Cherpak C. E. (2019). Mindful Eating: A Review Of How The Stress-Digestion-Mindfulness Triad May Modulate And Improve Gastrointestinal And Digestive Function. Integrative medicine (Encinitas, Calif.), 18(4), 48–53.

Gracie, D. J., Irvine, A. J., Sood, R., Mikocka-Walus, A., Hamlin, P. J., & Ford, A. C. (2017). Effect of psychological therapy on disease activity, psychological comorbidity, and quality of life in inflammatory bowel disease: a systematic review and meta-analysis. The Lancet Gastroenterology & Hepatology, 2(3), 189–199.

Hashash, J. G., & Kane, S. (2015). Pregnancy and inflammatory bowel disease. Gastroenterology & Hepatology, 11(2), 96–102.

Keefer, L., Taft, T. H., Kiebles, J. L., Martinovich, Z., Barrett, T. A., & Palsson, O. S. (2013). Gut-directed hypnotherapy significantly augments clinical remission in quiescent ulcerative colitis. Alimentary Pharmacology & Therapeutics, 38(7), 761–771.

Mahadevan, U., Robinson, C., Bernasko, N., Boland, B., Chambers, C., Dubinsky, M., … & Kane, S. (2019). Inflammatory bowel disease in pregnancy clinical care pathway: A report from the American Gastroenterological Association IBD Parenthood Project Working Group. Gastroenterology, 156(5), 1508–1524.

Neuendorf, R., Harding, A., Stello, N., Hanes, D., & Wahbeh, H. (2016). Depression and anxiety in patients with Inflammatory Bowel Disease: A systematic review. Journal of Psychosomatic Research, 87, 70–80.

Peifer, R. (2024, January 26). IBD and pregnancy: What you need to know. Crohn’s & Colitis Foundation. https://www.crohnscolitisfoundation.org/blog/ibd-and-pregnancy-what-you-need-to-know

My thoughts on a colonoscopy pill prep as a first timer

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‘Hello darkness, my old friend. I’ve come to talk with you again’. Ahh, the dreaded annual, routine, colonoscopy. I got a little spoiled because my last scope was July 2019. I decided to hold off in the thick of the pandemic out of safety concerns and did a fecal calprotectin test instead. Then, I got pregnant…so I had quite the enjoyable hiatus.

This time around, I decided to try SUTAB, a 24-pill prep + Magnesium citrate, rather than my typical Miralax-Dulcolax-Magnesium citrate. Without insurance and utilizing the patient savings card that’s online, SUTAB can be costly. I went here and printed out a coupon, I was able to get it from the CVS Pharmacy in Target for $50. While it’s more expensive than most preps, to me, it was worth the try.

Thoughts on doing a pill prep

So, this entire experience was a bit complicated for me. The night before my scope, I was miserable from the Magnesium citrate and the initial 12 pills. First off, I’ve come to learn that most GI’s do not make you take magnesium citrate on top of the typical prep. I’m just one of the lucky ones. Magnesium Citrate has always made me vomit, even if I take Zofran before. Prior to this prep, I always did the lemon flavor. I switched to the cherry flavor this time, GAME CHANGER. I had no problem getting it down…but it only stayed down for about an hour or so.

I threw up an unbelievable amount multiple times and never had a bowel movement. After not eating a solid meal for three days I was anxious and worried that I wouldn’t be cleaned out enough and that I was going through this hell for nothing. Sadly, Reid and Sophia witnessed it all go down and it broke my heart that they had to see me so sick and weak on the bathroom floor.

I relied on many members of the IBD community and medical professionals on social media to help guide me through the unknown. I took a Zofran and went to bed. I never woke to use the bathroom. I set my alarm for 3 a.m., took another Zofran, did NOT take the second 10 ounces of Magnesium citrate, and timed the remaining 12 pills every 3 minutes (rather than taking them back-to-back). I found that tip on Twitter and it made a huge difference! I decided not to take the second bottle of Magnesium citrate because in the medical instructions from the SUTAB box it says *not* to take any additional laxatives.

My scope was scheduled for 8:30 in the morning. I finished the pill prep at 4 a.m. and between then and 6:45 a.m. when we got on the road to hospital, I got completely cleaned out. I didn’t get nauseas, and everything fell into place. Now, I credit this with the fact I barely had anything in my body, which makes the prep much easier in my opinion.

If you would have asked me my thoughts on SUTAB vs. my typical go-to, Miralax + Dulcolax + Magnesium citrate the eve of the scope, I would have told you I would never do a pill prep, again. But once I took the Zofran, didn’t take the Magnesium citrate, and timed out the pills, only having to chase with pure water was amazing and very simple. All you have to do is drink 16 ounces of water with the 12 pills, and then an additional 32 ounces of water spaced out after. You can have more water if you want it.

My mom was laughing because she was watching me do multiple loads of laundry, make my son’s school lunch, pump milk for my 4-month-old, shower and get dressed…all on 4 hours of sleep, while in the middle of colonoscopy prep. As an IBD mom, I felt empowered in that moment of all I was capable of doing in the midst of what previously had been a nightmare.

Unfortunately, what is generally the “easy” part of the process—the hospital portion and the actual scope was very emotional and painful for me. My GI had ordered my usual routine labs to be drawn through my IV (to try and save me a trip) but I was so dehydrated from the prep and breastfeeding that the nurses could not get any blood. It took sticking me 8 different times. I felt like a human pin cushion. The IV was placed in a very tiny vein in my hand and the Propofol burned SO badly going in that I almost couldn’t handle it.

I kept asking for my husband Bobby to be allowed in recovery and felt like no one was listening to me. The nurse was gruff and kept poking me, even after I told her I would just go to a lab this week once I was hydrated. The blood pressure cuff even bruised my arm. I cried a lot of tears and the experience brought me back to a traumatic 2008 hospitalization for an abscess in my small intestine that involved 8 tries to get an IV.

My recommendation—do NOT allow labs to be drawn after you are done prepping for a scope. Save yourself the pain and the prodding. I overhead the nurses talking (outside the curtain) of my “room” saying they refuse to ever do this again to a patient and that we should all just go to labs to get bloodwork, rather than trying to get it done when we’re all terribly dehydrated. I had so many band-aids and gauze all over both my hands and arms, the nurses even sent me home with more gauze and band-aids in case I bled in the car. Fun times.

The best news

Luckily, the heaviness of this entire ordeal lifted a bit when my GI walked into the recovery room and said, “your small bowel and colon could not be more gorgeous. It was so pretty in there!” Best compliment you can give a gal with IBD!

She said even my anastomosis site (where my large and small intestine were reattached in 2015) …looked perfect. She explained how ulcers develop and indicate lack of blood flow. No ulcers, mucosal healing, and no biopsies needed. I feel incredibly fortunate that I have been lucky enough to hold onto my remission that came about because of my bowel resection surgery in August 2015.

I understand that “remission” is a complicated term in the IBD world. It doesn’t mean symptom-free, it doesn’t mean a cure…to me, it means I have many more days that I feel well than when I don’t. It means my Crohn’s disease doesn’t have to dictate or rule my life and that I’m able to be present for my family and for myself. It’s knowing that remission can go away in the blink of an eye. It’s happened to me before, and I know it will happen again. But for now, I’ll take a deep breath and enjoy this reprieve from the havoc I know my disease is capable of causing and continue to do all I can to stay well by staying on my biologic, keeping tabs on my lab work, and checking in with my GI whenever I feel like something may be starting to go awry. Remission is not something to be taken for granted. I often get asked what I do to “stay” in remission, I honestly don’t feel like I deserve much of the credit other than being a compliant patient and being very in-tune to how my body speaks to me through symptoms.

Moments that helped me get through

When my kids kept bringing me play food to help me feel better when they realized I couldn’t eat “real food” all week.

How my mom flew in from Chicago to help with the kids and to be an added support (like she does for every scope, procedure, and hospitalization).

When my husband, Bobby, came home late from work and rather than sitting at the kitchen table to eat, I caught him standing at the sink with his dinner plate and back turned so he wouldn’t be eating in front of me.

Knowing I was going to have a breakfast date with Bobby at our favorite spot and keeping my eye on the prize after going so many days without eating solid food.

Using my frozen breastmilk stash the day before and day-of the procedure to ease the burden of having to use energy and my body to feed Connor.

Reading all the comments on Instagram and hearing from friends and family near and far over text message and through phone calls really helped lift my spirits and conquer this as an exclusively breastfeeding mama.

Long story short—Aside from checking with your GI and getting a prescription for SUTAB, I would recommend trying the pill prep and from a patient perspective remind you to do the following:

  • Have your GI provide you with a prescription of Zofran (if you don’t have one already).
  • Take Zofran 30 minutes prior to taking the pills.
  • Set a timer on your phone and take one pill every three minutes.
  • While the pills are large, they are no bigger than a Prenatal vitamin and are doable.
  • For my self-imposed liquid diet this is how I plan it out for a Friday morning scope:
    • Last solid meal Monday evening
    • Tuesday-Wednesday full liquids
    • Thursday-Friday am clear liquids…and don’t forget my favorite tip of all…GUMMY BEARS! They are considered clear liquids, just steer clear from the red and purple ones.